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One time I was testing 1/4th of a 150ug AL-LAD tab before taking the full dose. After a few hours I thought it didn't have any effect. I checked my phone for a moment and this YT short auto-played I could not stop laughing for an entire minute. It was an uncontrollable laughter. That cats facial expressions were so human-like I lost control.

Weird, the last couple of times i had no problem going 4 hours in between the doses at night. This time it seems to be the reason for most of the fatigue. I do okay until I stretch re-dosing by 1 hour to get a little more sleep in . --- missed a dose by 27 minutes. I didn't respect my rule of taking the pills as soon as the alarm rings . I turned the alarm off, told myself ill go in a moment -- and then almost half an hour passed without me taking them. It's okay, im doing 3 hour dmsa dosage, so 1 hour later is still fine. 1 hour 30 still would be fine i think without having to go off round.

why does it matter if someone has done it before you? Why cant you just enjoy doing it and sharing it in spite of it being done in a similar fashion thousands of times? Even if you do something that someone else has already done, it's still not the same because you allways add your own twist to it or the details are different

Linus is getting some real heat in the comments for not ringing the bells a few years ago when they discovered Honey's affiliate hijacking. It's somewhat of a "sin by silence," case . Remaining silent in the face of wrongdoing can make one complicit. It's understandable why people are upset with him. However, most of us would have acted the same if we had something to lose , aka fearing upsetting the PayPal mafia and shaking our bizz. " It's not our story to break, I'm the victim here " -- true , but don't go Pikachu surprised face when your lack of bravery is publicly criticized, even if it's not fair or not really deserved He's visibly uncomfortable . I'm not sure how to feel about his answer, it feels pretty weak and like he's playing stoopid not understanding what's this about. --- A second part of Megalags video has yet to be released about an even more insidious part of honey: how sometimes Honey actually works as intended and actually offers huge discounts. My intuition is telling me it's going to something along the lines of " predatory pricing" , like what AliExpress does , where they actually floor the prices, sell products at a loss just to choke competitors margins and drive them out of the market, making any margins impossible. But it would be in a targeted way? - This is just speculation though and IDK how would it work in detail.

@UpperMaster by making me not have any spare energy or focus to do stuff besides basic survival -- I'm wasted again. No ammout of sleep feels enough. I was okay until 8 Am when I woke up after taking night doses every 4h rather than 3h. I also had taken two sprays of zeolite nanoparticles before sleep which may have caused more severe dehydration as I hadn't loaded up on water troughout the day. Having late dinner doesn't help with dehydration... Adequate water intake is needed for the DMSA to work. It's most likely improper hydration during chelation but most importantly my vitamin C has oxidized and is not effective. ( I didn't put enough silica gel packs in the container and humidity got to It) . It clearly gone yellow ( from white). I feel like when my adrenals crash ( you get used to the specific feeling and eventually can recognize it ) Sodium ascorbate feels less effective for me compared with ascorbic acid but I can't take AA in large doses without gut issues. I have 1kg of sodium ascorbate I got off of eBay and turns out it expired in September 2024. I looked at the label and it looks like some Chinese crap. I'll try it to mix it 50/50 with AA. I'll have to make another order from Iherb soon My mind does feel more clear though. I hope I manage to sleep well or tomorrow will be even worse. On Friday I have a coaching call with one of my mental fitness clients and I want to be eloquent and clear minded.

Not much of a new perspective but it does help to spread the word.

End of September was my last round. I have been stuck in a cycle of not taking the core 4 consistently for 2 weeks prior to starting chelation so I never could get myself to get re-started chelating. To break myself off of the rut I just took a dose of DMSA without building up on the core 4 before, to get the ball rolling so that I just have to force myself to restack my supplements and take doses on time. Kinda brute forced myself I had been feeling lots of fatigue and brain-fog for the last month. Sleeping 12 hours and waking up tired and not being able to form coherent thoughts quickly. My libido was absolute trash I realized I hadn't been taking supplementing zinc for over a month. Three days after taking zinc daily my energy and libido increased noticeably! I had never felt the benefits of zinc before until I experienced the on / off / on sequence of it. And it makes even more sense that the effects of not supplementing with zinc are so bad since heavy metal toxic people are chronically deficient in zinc because of mineral derangement Literally one hour after the first dose of DMSA I started feeling like a curse was lifted off of me. I had energy to get off the couch and walk on the beach to record a video. I could sit around playing the guitar without wanting to lie down to nap. I stopped feeling fucking tired the entire time. Not all rounds have noticeable effects but this one is crystal clear I feel wide awake both physically and mentally. What the actual fuck. I keep forgetting how serious this is. Heavy metals have literally stolen my early twenties if nothing more, by sapping most of my energy and clarity of mind I'm absolutely taking this serious again.

I've been having some minor astral projection OBE's here and there but not worth sharing... But tonight... Holy sh^t. HOLY SH^^T. The second one of the night was the absolute most profound experience I've yet had in astral projection. I still can't believe it. The first one was a little scary. I gotta say, I never believed in mainstream entity descriptions like "succubus." I thought it was just human fantasies and BS, but given my pattern of astral sex being the first thing I pursue once I get into the realm and the experience I just had, the "succubus" description is way too accurate to dismiss. I got into the phase by rolling out of my body (my go-to technique). I appeared in an open-air karaoke. Some song I knew was playing. I walked by a very attractive young woman, she looked 20 at most, standing around by herself. She was blonde and had a few tattoos. I didn't like that she had a tiny little bit too much arm hair, like Spanish women sometimes do. We made eye contact, and in spite of her being physically irresistible to me, I immediately had a feeling that something was off. She looked sus , just standing around like that. She had that facial expression of a person that's hiding their intent or not being completely genuine, where your gut feeling tells you something isn't right. I tapped her on the shoulder and asked if she was going to sing. Before even answering, she immediately grabbed me, and we started walking arm in arm toward the boombox. She said in an innocent voice, "Yes, but you're going to sing with me, right?" I hesitated because I'm not very confident in my singing skills just yet, but I said yes. She said, " song X is playing right?" I said no, It's " rewrite the stars". She jumped down into this one-meter-deep concrete pit where the boombox was. As she was down there to ask for a song for us to sing, a random guy joined me and sat down at the edge of the pit. It was a tight space, so when the girl came back to jump up out of the pit, she struggled a bit to get on top. After jumping a few times, she sloppily sat down next to me with her butt touching my legs, but she played it off. The other guy was there being boring asking dry boring questions, so we stopped talking to him. Her body was absolutely irresistible. She wiggled her butt a little trying to accomodate herself and I could feel it. She started coming closer to me. I closed my eyes but still could hear and feel everything. She put her butt against my crotch, then her mouth over my left ear, and started gently moaning. I could feel the farmth of ther breath on my ear. It was beautiful and a heavenly experience for the first few seconds, but very soon her moaning turned into a very high-pitched, inhuman scream that was damaging my hearing and felt like it was draining my energy. I almost fainted, but I managed to summon enough willpower to fish-hook my finger into her cheek at my ear and pull her away. An example would be: it's the kind of willpower you need to summon when you're incredibly sleepy but have to get up to open the door, or your child fell out of bed or some other emergency. I had sex with her anyway after that for a few seconds because why not (vengeance, lol) -- but she disappeared in no time and morphed into a different girl I didn’t like that much. Then I exited the phase. I feel that succubus experience is the astral equivalent of a parasite. I've experienced similar things before but during sleep paralysis (an attractive female thing laying on top of me or hugging me but making it very difficult for me to breathe, almost choking me). --- Fully conscious of what had just happened, as I had just woken up microseconds ago, I decided to try to exit my body again. Rolling out didn’t work initially, so I paired it with "falling asleep" for a second and then rolling out -- and it worked extremely well. As I exited my body and fell through the floor, I was propelled to a speed of a million times faster than light. I was traveling through space and galaxies at an absolutely unfathomable speed. Entire galaxies were flashing by me left and right. As my libido was satiated, and being the curious person that I am, I said to myself, "Now show me aliens." I set that as my intention. I gotta say, I was a little scared at first because I didn’t want to have the experience of being on an alien ship (this had happened to me before, but in a "normal common dream," not consciously being fully in control nor knowingly exiting my body). I saw some humanoid-like tall green creatures looking and inspecting me, but I don’t take this too seriously. Nothing happened for like 10 seconds, and it was pitch black. I had to quickly overcome my fear, or it wouldn’t work, to reassure myself that I actually wanted to experience this. Eventually, I opened my eyes in what seemed to be a late-night american diner. I was immobilized, laying on my stomach on the floor, facing forward, looking at a screen. There was a tall lady who seemed to be in charge. There were some people sitting at the tables. There was one grumpy but witty old guy sitting at the table closest to me looking our way. The woman turned on the screen, and for what felt like 5 minutes, as I was laying there, she ran me through about a dozen creatures of different civilizations. She narrated their features and their names. I saw them in full resolution and understood everything she was saying. I remember being absolutely shocked and astonished at what I was seeing and hearing. My jaw was dropped the whole time, and I don’t know how I didn’t wake up from the sheer awe. I was absolutely flabbergasted but very grateful for the experience. The lady mentioned something about these being the representatives of the intergalactic alliance or something along those lines, and that maybe I could be one too. As I regained mobility, I walked up to her, put my hands on her hips, looked her in the eyes, and with teary eyes said, "Please let me know when I’m mature enough to work for you." She nodded her head while looking at me, but it felt like she was saying, "Yeah, you’re absolutely not," lol. I walked around the diner and had small talk with some of the people there. It was a very friendly environment. After about what felt like 10 minutes total, I started feeling like I was being pulled back into my physical body. I said out loud, "I think it’s time for me to go." But my experience there was so vivid and strong that I was having trouble getting back. It felt like trying to fall asleep when you’re very awake, but yet falling asleep for a microsecond here and there. I asked for guidance from the people/creatures around me. Everyone seemed to understand what was going on with me. I said, "How do I do this?" A different guy from one of the tables told me to rub my hands very fast to heat them up and then rub them on my chest. It didn’t really work at all, and I think he was just trolling me, or he didn’t know and was speaking out of his ass, lol. About 30 seconds later, after intermittent increasingly " falling asleep for a microsecond" experiences it felt like I finally died but in a very painless way, or like I fell asleep in a slightly brutal way. It felt like a very natural, organic instinct took over that knew how to get back to my body. I imagine it’s like when women give birth -- their body just knows how to get it done. Or when you puke, your body just knows subconsciously what muscles to twitch. My body crumbled, and I fell through the floor. As fast as I was traveling before, I traveled back three times faster. I regained consciousness in my body, still retaining some memory of the creatures I had just seen. All I remember is one of the civilization potentially being called something like "Hatuki." I remember one creature that looked like the Tangela Pokémon but pinkish, with no eyes and no legs, gliding smoothly using all its tentacle-like limbs. I also remember a mechanical crab/dog hybrid that walked laterally, made of very thin, almost two-dimensional flat pieces of metal or aluminum. It was a very foldable creature. Somewhat like a Origami Cyber-dog. I don't know which of these civilizations / creatures were more or less intelligent than us. I feel like I remembered more as I initially woke up from that astral projection, but I only THOUGHT I had woken up for real. It was a false awakening (a very common experience). as I was still in the phase and it was another out of body experience. I immediately stood up from my bed to grab a piece of paper to write down what the f^ck I had just experienced, but... it was just another out-of-body experience. As I walked around my house, some whacky stuff started happening. Eventually, I lost consciousness, and when I woke up, I remembered way less. Holy crap. Looking forward to more.

Windows 10 is garbage. My 1000€ Laptop barely can run Google chrome without overheating . Looking into some Linux alternatives.

@Loveeee

I want to see y'all on Geoguesser after completing the geography challenge It's actually pretty fun and a relaxing hobby

Swamp puppies 💚

hot take 1x1 = 1x1 Whenever you say "a thing" is equal to " something else than that thing" you're engaging in human-made social constructs of systems of symbols, language, logic and meanings that work with rules that have to be followed in a coherent and strict way for it to make sense. If you want , 1x1 could equal ( mean ) giving your microwaved frozen dinner to your dog if you had an inside joke with your friends about that. Mathematics is a language , a system of concepts , logic , meanings and symbols 1x1=2 can be true , but either you're not respecting the logic of the agreed upon system of meanings or your definition of multiplication or equation is not the same as conventional mathematics. Muddying the waters with fuzzy mathematical language, misapplying logic and not respecting conventional concepts is not doing real maths. On the other hand maths is not all relative and engaging with abstract concepts while respecting the logic of the language allows you to dig and explore deeper into the infinity if mathematics , which have real actual real life applications ( and some don't / can't have) Howard has accidentally poked at something arguably profound for the average Joe, which is the relativity of language , meaning and concepts ( it's really not that profound in the scope of insights into reallity that you can have really) but he doesn't understand actually understand what he's poking at if his life depended on it This guy spoke at Oxford btw

Stay way from ceramic or clay mortar and pestles. Even more so if low quality. They can chip and leech heavy metal and chemicals. Stainless steel seems to be safest but I don't have direct experience in terms of functionality. Granite can be faked.

Today could be the day you stand up from the step , and take the step

Sounds absolutely mouth-watering for a certain type of mind 😉

I'm glad you're back and safe

The chances of a wild turkey saving you from a speeding ticket are slim but never zero

Wise man's gut instinct predicts Honey scandal The fact that millions of people used it for years without ever noticing the scam makes me wonder how many other scams like this have gone unnoticed. This practice is not new and is illegal. Look up " Cookie Stuffing " or " Affiliate Hijacking"

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Bro got impatient for GTA VI

The ripple effect has started

Only $1K cash bond?? That's basically enciting fleeing the police and not cooperating 🤦

Use Wise or Stripe if you can, it has way lower commissions and you can email an invoice just like with PayPal .