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This is not from the book, but a similar scenario. Absolutely gut-wrenching story

if you're in some EU country where it's absolutely free and you get paid for going, have no real passions and interests yet and have no worth etic or self-reliability, there is no shame in plugging into the system. Not all people are suited for going solo and having unique careers ideally your career or LP is at last somewhat aligned with your uni studies

do you really find that meaninful and something that drives you and you're passionate about? or do you only wish you found it meaningful? I don't see how you could fulfill this through art. It's pointing you into medicine or biology in your case

whats the most meaningful impact you can imagine having on the world as of now?

I had 4 short dreams tonight. All of them slighly drama oriented. I didnt manage to go lucid by realzing im asleep. Im running on very low sleep because of consistently waking up at night to take the chleator doses. Low sleep seems to be conunter productive for OBEs I woke up once mid night and as soon as I was conscious and without moving a muscle, I tried cycling body exit techniques as recommended, but they didn't work, whic is okay. Im suposed to cycle 3 techniques at least 4 times during that first minute of waking up, for around 5 seconds each. Commanding myself to " fall asleep deeper " + doing a body exit technique felt like was almost doing something ( as recommended actually recommended by Michael from the video above ) I feel the reason is that I genuienly feel a slight level of fear when doing it, and my intent is not 100% on spot. I can sense myself not really wanting to do it. I must truly 100% desire it, there is no way to deceive myself around this. I remember couple of days ago, I was in the same situation but I genuinely doubled down on the desire to do it, and I made it happen.

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After listening to all these debates on truth and postmodernism, I can't help but think cows have better metaphysics than most philosophers and human thinkers. The cows are constantly saying 'Mu' , far more profound than all the intellectual gymnastics here, but no one seems to get it But props to both of them , at least their hearts seem to be in the right place in the search of higher understanding,. I'd love to see Thaddeus debating this cow. How long would it take him to understand ? Would he ever solve the koan of debating post-modernism with a cow?

OBEs are most common just before waking up. That sounds like a random dream where you went lucid by realizing you're inside a dream. Whatever you expect or imagine becomes reallity in that realm. If you think or belive electricity wont work, it wont work. You get lost in the dream and fall asleep from the lucid state if you dont have a plan of action and dont scrutinize the sensations inside the dream. Sensations are the fuel for mantaining the experience going. You need to have an action plan and consciously move towards it. If you're interested, watch that 3 part series on OBEs, it will anwser most of your quesitons if you are curious. But if it's not something you're interested in, stay away. Playing with whacky ideas may be conunter productive for your quality of sleep.

Social skills coaching with an experienced coach is really valuable. No ammount of talk therapy or online coaching is as effective as infield training, but the 4k for 3 days is overpiced unless its 1 on 1 and you have cash to burn, and you are a hardcase newbie. And even then there is only so much transformation that can happen in 3 days. An experienced wing is even more valuable, but may be difficult to find a quality one. Where are you based? EU, US? Living in a good city is key for developing social skills. Do you have that going for you ?

Had three short normal dreams tonight. I didn't manage to realize I was dreaming. A good time of thumb from now on is instinctively realize reality checks when feeling fear or confusion, even irl, to embed the habit and do it while mid dream for me to go lucid I'm on little sleep because I'm waking up at night to take the heavy metal chelator doses ( unrelated) and my mind is a little hyper. In a few days I expect some more concrete experiences. If I feel intrusive paranoid thoughts creeping up, reminding myself that it's all my mind and not other entities is helpful. Whatever your mind focuses on becomes really in the phase, that's why it's key to know how to deal with your thoughts and emotions. Getting in a blissful state works for dissolving negative emotions

It is in terms of the definition I provided above, and what OP mentioned he would like to experience. This is what I believe to be closest to what he's asking for. In terms of experiencing beyond 3D + space-time in physical terms, I am cluess obviously

@Eskilon check out my out of body experiences journal. I share resources there for you to learn to have your own OBEs . It seems to be a more common ability for people than it seems. Pretty cool talk on physics + spirituallity , timestamped get yourself one of these : or just rub your eyes pretty hard and experience some Phosphene eye fractals

Normal human life is in 4 dimensions. 3 of space (length, width, height) and one dimension of time (or spacetime as called in Einstein's theory of relativity) Bashar ( an ET from the 5th dimension , channeled by Darryl Anka, if you want to belive that ) describes dimensions as "vibrational states" that reflect different levels of consciousness, existing simultaneously rather than being separate places. Time is seen as an illusion, a construct that allows us to experience events in a linear fashion, but in higher dimensions, time is more fluid or non-existent. All realities exist in the present "now moment," and by shifting our "vibration", we can access other dimensions or parallel timelines. This is part of an evolutionary process, sometimes called "ascension," where humans are moving from a primarily 3D perspective (focused on physicality and separation) to higher dimensions, where reality becomes more fluid, connected, and responsive to thought, just like in lucid dreams or astral projection, or even common dreams. Bashar says that our beliefs and emotions are the primary tools for dimensional shifting, and by aligning with excitement, joy, and passion ( this is a huge part of his message ) , we can access higher states of consciousness and reality. He also mentions that we are multi-dimensional beings, with aspects of ourselves already existing in higher dimensions.

The goal here is to manually evolve your brain at a physical level to more "human" and less CHIMP by strategically avoiding some things while actively pursuing others. You all have heard about Dopamine Detox challenges by now. The thing is that a lousy 1 month will not make that much permanent change in your brain. Your brain has to literally change at a physical level. I know Leo doesn't believe in abstaining from Cornography or even fappin' , but everyone is different genetically. If you're more like me, hear this out and have a look at the website below. I chronically struggle with ambition, motivation and focus. I've blamed it on genetics and heavy metal toxicity. But its obviously not the entire story. Given my life circumstances, I have spent decades bombarding my brain by hyperstimulating it with Videogames, fast paced videos, hyper-palatable food, cornography and social media. Even using a laptop or a smartphone are big dopamine providers, and so is searching the internet or using chatgpt. Infinite novelty at your fingertips . All of this this deeply rewires the brain and specificaly your neural pathways. Your dopamine pathways and your reward system literally rewire. You become desensitised to dopamine and need unnaturally large ammounts of it to feel its effects. You become unable to engage with tasks that you know are good for you but are not stimulating enough. One prime example of decreased dopamine sensitivity is Porn Induced Erectile Dysfunction ("PIED"). This website is a gold mine on practical neuroscience and surprisingly insightful. https://www.yourbrainonporn.com/miscellaneous-resources/start-here-evolution-has-not-prepared-your-brain-for-todays-porn/ The good news is that neuroplasticity is a thing. You can rewire your brain again and unhook it from dopamine hyperstimulation, but it takes time . We are talking anywhere from 2 to 24+ or more months for decent results. Only you can decide if this this change is something you need. This list may sound cliché but it is what it is . THE GOAL IS TO REWIRE YOUR NEURAL PATHWAYS OVER TIME, not to rob your life of joy. Once you have succeded, you will get joy from a new set of activities and behaviors. More natural and healthy activities. I find neuroscience super interesting. You can plow CHATGPT for hours about it . Eliminate or minimize : multitasking, videogames, gambling, fast paced videos , watching content, scrolling for deals, porn, softporn, fantasizing about sex, sugar and hyper-palatable food, checking social media ( yes this forum counts ). Smartphone use . Fapping and edging also bathes your brain in chemicals for hours. You decide how far to take this. If you struggle with low libido, lack of intimate relationships and so on, I suggest that you give it a try. An abstainance into binging cycle actually rewires your brain worse because the dopamine hits you harder. It is one of the main components of an addiction. Same with videogames, gambling or social media where the reward is random and not constant, or even worse, when the reward is skill depending but has an element of luck, and also provides social validation and a sense of pride. Things you can do : Take high quality Omega 3, Meditating for training focus, physical exercise, being in nature, socializing, hugging, having actual sex ( maybe hold off if you have PIED until your brain rewires), laughter with other people, taking cold showers, holding uncomfortable stretches and resisting discomfort, learning new languages and skills, pursuing self defined meaningful goals, cleaning your room, taking care of an animal or other people, getting inmersed in a single task at once. Cold approach and anything that builds your willpower is exactly what you want. In simple terms, you can think of it as building yourself focus and willpower muscles while you weaken and atrophy your impulsivity brain muscles. Again, sounds extremely cliché but I find it absolutely fundational. How do you do any of this work if you cant focus, dont have motivation nor energy?? Imo it's even more insidious than permanently living on junk food. Purposefully limiting or abstaining from something as awesome as hilarious meme compilations, super entretaining video games , mind blowing cornography, your smartphone or social media DELIBERATELY is a very noble decision in my opinion. It's a very personal choice in the end. No one is forcing you to anything.

A roof is important But I'd love to have a massive skylight to stargaze at night

This is not some simple Youtube Drama. These people uncovered secret under the dable deals between the heads of YT and the Russian Kremlin's world wide 39 YT propaganda channels. In a nutshell, these channels funded directly by the kremlin chronically inflict blatant copyrighy infringements earning over a million dollars PER MONTH while spreading propaganda and missinformation all over the world. The kremlin has stated that if they do ban the channels they will frame it as an ATTACK on russian media. These channels HAVE to be terminated according to YT's own policy BUT instead of YT being simply a passive video platform they decide to take matters into their own hands and bend the rules, manipulate and lie. It's no surprise corruption and nepotism go hand in hand. I strongly recommend this one in spite of it being almost 2 hours long. It's beautifully eloquent and the hard work of the production is admirable. Very insightful.

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In cold approach, trying to be smooth is your absolute worst enemy. Embrace the spontaneity of the situation and let the chips fall where they may. Think about it, even if you were in your absolute very best mood and had a peachy life, you still could have awkward and cringe interactions. You can have a degree of influence over the interactions, which comes with experience and luck, but never full control of the outcome.

One time I've gotten my blood drawn and almost fainted because of the blood pressure drop. I remember my tinnitus shooting through the roof. Just sharing. Maybe tinnitus is related with blood pressure to some degree. I got a second tinnitus that's intermittent in my right ear when I got my titanium dental implant ( 90% sure that's what caused it)

Make of this what you will, but in the video I shared below, he apparently healed almost a decade of chronic pain in an hour, remotely, through Zoom. His process seems to involve the patient describing their subjective experience of the symptoms, and then he works through it with his own imagination, " energy " and a lot of focus. It sounds as whacky as it can, but there are too many positive testimonials for this to be complete BS There is more information about his work on YouTube, including a TV series and anecdotal reports Worth a try? @Leo Gura https://www.charliegoldsmith.com/ 00:21:00 - 01:19:00

If only the pen they were discussing was a DMT vape pen. Remembers me of that one quote : Contemplation without psychedelics is like sex with a bone dry vagina. You can do it, but I don't recommend it . - Leo Gura 2020

If you're asking because you want to do something similar, start speaking of the cuff about anything, it's way more fun. Then you can try riffing on a specific topic. You don't have to nail anything because you can come back to the idea the next day. Owens older videos were just that, him riffing on ideas over and over until eventually he just nails it in one of the videos ( source: rsd assistant) More structured speech is important as well, but it depends on the nature of what you're covering

Trump the kinda dude to change the National currency from usd to crypto and then do a rugpull

I want to start a thread that recompiles all the good resources, tips, tricks , software, do's and don'ts about optimizing technology for Personal Development purposes. Recently I've been putting more and more attention on how insidious modern technology is for our attention span, focus, productivity, dopamine and motivation system, etc. The sad thing is that it's an absolutely miraculous tool with a potential beyond your imagination, but if it's not CAREFULLY designed for your advantage , it literally CRIPPLES your potential. Doing Personal Development with technology actively working against your interests ? Forget about it. YOUR ATTENTION IS BEING CONSISTENTLY RAPED . TAKE THIS SERIOUSLY!! YOU CAN NOT EMPHASIZE ENOUGH HOW INSIDIOUS TECHNOLOGY IS BY DEFAULT I have a long list that I will slowly share. Feel free to contribute if your idea has not been mentioned yet and you think it deserves to be on here. Do's and Don'ts. Tips ands tricks. What to block / eliminate. What to invest in what to install. Let's do it .