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@WonderSeeker

Do you socialize throughout your day besides cold approach? How does your life look like?

I'm doing a GTFO my mancave challenge. Socialize throughout the entire day rather than only at clubs and seclude during the day lol Staying in at day and going clubbing with normie friend at night has not worked that well for now. Wings are not active at all here. I belive id be better off on my own. Daygame is great for that. I will find lots of reasons why to leave my place and just be outside. I plan to do lots more of daygame this month. Ideally I'd still go out friday and saturday, or some day that clubs are good. I want to join a choir as I love Singing. Práctice guitar outside. Join improv classes. Do stand Up comedy on open mic nights Go to karaokes Join Singing classes Join dance classes Join yoga classes Volleyball on the beach Do photography. For myself, strangers, pets, animals, buildings, scenarios... Record vlogs and skits. Edit at the mall or library. Just scoot around the city and explore places Perhaps get night job in that case. I can only be at my place to eat, store things , change clothes, drive or sleep.

My issue here was that I just left after she was mad at me. What I did was not i'll intended. That was actually good as it's an emotional reaction rather than nothing at all. I should have apologized and kept going 100% unless she's actually unconfortable.

@pablo_aka_god I've read It on leo's posts on here. Delusionally optimistic is the actual term.

Another club night. Tried a new club ! i Was tired but pushed myself and surprisingly i felt good. Went out with normie friend. I opened about 10 groups. Got little IOIs and okay social experience. Nothing really sexual tonight but thats okay. Stacking momentum and the 0'1 % improvents. I walked alone to the club as my friend took a cab. I was feeling insecure and in my head but I managed to make fun of that fact and reduce its importance. I made any excuse to chat with some people at the entrance and start warming up. It went good, they started chatting to me soon enough. In queue i talked Up the people in front and behind if us. It was mostly guys. The girl in front made eye contact with me and I just smiled. She said hi to me and we talked. I got the habit of finding out Girls relationship status in mixed groups - good. Met a 2 girl 1 Guy group we spent most of the night with. Girls were super shy but we had a good time. Maybe we Will hang out more as they are staying here. Opened a 2 set on the dance floor by tapping shoulder. I showed her Who she looks like on my phone. Writing and showing pictures is a clear path of comunication thsts not disturbed by the music. She was super intrigued about It. She took my phone and scrolled through all the pics. She asked if its good or bad that she looks like her. I did a" so- so " sign with my hand with a smile . She took It as somewhat of an insult... She was super cute in my eyes but she was insecure AF. Had she good self esteem It would have hooked. Got two random IOIs from Girls walking around. Literally looking me in the eyes smiling and dancing like I was . I should grab them and at least give them a hug even if i dont want to kiss them or anything instead of letting the free reference experience pass. I opened a group of three italians. One two Girls snd one guy. One if them was extremely Hot. I told her she looks like someone famous and she said the name of a p*rn star with a straight face!!! and I said yes LMAO i didnt catch who It was in the moment as i had someone else in mind. We had an okay intraction but It didnt go anywhere as they were pretty dry and I didnt come Up with a lot either. Práctice gaming a brick wall. I practiced deeper eye contact today. I thought mine was good but It can get so much better aparently. Specifically from close when alternating between speaking into her ear and looking into eyes. Lead grill through dance crowd by hand ☑️ Short bar Game tonight My normie wing doesnt open or dance but I guess its better than alone, at least for consistency of showing up. Inside id rather find him some friends and bounce back and forth

I wrote a super long field report and It didnt save... I'm sweating a lot lately because It feels apropiarte. Some key ideas : Take risks. LITERALLY grab by the elbow. Physicallity is the indicator or interest. If I get rejected its good. It means im not wasting time. There is no way around risking rejection. Brush It off, Laugh It off, enjoy that aspect of the Game. Its necesary. Do not fucking hesitate. 3 second rule. If Girls see me hesitating its creepy as fuck. It also fucks with my state and momentum Grab by elbow and plow. Lazer eye contact. Cocky smirk ideally. Writing to summon a perfecto smile has made me hesitate a few times and lose a fucking 9'5 in my standards. If I dont have the smile or smirk go anyways but DO NOT HESITATE. Sometimes just burn It to the ground. All or nothing. I need to become x50 more touchy with everyone. I want It to become super natural and internalize It as part of me. I'm pretty bad at that atm. Lazer eye contact. If they're into me they will love it. Its an essential part of non verbal Game. Its a huge huge part of getting results. Build that sexual tension. Im way too friendly overall. I can approach a lot but thats not the core or Game. I need to internalize flipping the script so they're chasing me ideally. Tease, neg disqualify, make her qualify herself, screen her, make her crave my aprooval. If l Girls flock together call It out in a fun way. I opened a group of 5 girls all in a tight pack by saying they remember me of a group of pigeons. They laughed their ass of and I was in. If I her friends cockblock me be like im gay or whatever. Scramble her brain. Show intent without giving my power away by doing push pull ( verbally ). I almost ever escalate verbally WTF Escalate logístically a lot. GRAB HER and LEAD. Dont ask for permisión. If she comes great. If not evaluate the situation- adjust or dip. Escalate physically. Kino ladder PDF is good. I want to become more results oriented. Its getting to not get solid results. I see myself somewhere in half a year.. More soon

Fucking hell this shit is so hard. It's really hard to get actual results. I gotta stay unrealistically optimistic and stack that 0.1% improvents per night but God fucking damn. Im not pissed . Its just this realization hit me pretty hard. It feels like I'm both the blacksmith and the sword and I'm hammering myself into a sharp blade. I'll elaborate tomorrow. Two nights to share.

A little reallity check... I cant belive I'm doing a no fap/ no prn challenge. I came to the conclusion that for a plethora of reasons, I have a pretty low ambition and sx drive. So this " challenge " should boost my motivation and feeling more horny for a little less hot gilrls which is good for gaining more experience. Sometimes my standars are unrealistic. Besides that... I feel like a looser to some extent. Not in a shameful low self esteem way. In a very realístic pragmatic way. I feel shamed of being 25 yrs old and not having at least a direction of becoming something or someone. I feel ashamed of saying I'm a waiter when girls ask me what I do. In a very realístic way. No low self esteem BS. i also noticed I dont do anything in my Life. Like really. Ive been going out a lot lately and Its the only thing I do besides working. This pua challenge is great but I'll Split my efforts half and half, into building a Life and practicing Game. Before this challenge, i literally didnt do anything besides waiter job and watching YT. That has been the bulk for the last few years, very oversimplified. I dont want to be a hollow charming dude with nothing to show for. Pulling Girls into my life only for them to be dissapointed. Ofc its not necesary. I can attract Girls with raw attraction and sx skills, but I want to be more than that. I'll elaborate further later.

Minutes after the great opener I told them verbally to move a few meters to get away from the loud AF music. I told them, and waited for them to agree , and had to logically convince them of why we are done doing It ( music was too loud to speak ) They vaguely moved my way with a confused look and when they went where I wanted them to she looked at me from the side as if I was being creepy for following them. I BASICALLY HAD TO RE-OPEN THE INTERACTION . I went with a false time constrainment and she responded well and asked me questions because she wanted me to keep me there a little longer. Never again lead without grabbing her wrist at least. Missing the chance to get physical + It shows no man to woman, its pathetic leaving. Dont ask, take the lead and risk rejection, which was basicaly imposible from how well the open went. And this tiny thing fucked me over later when I found her vaguely standing around in a mixed group. Had I grabbed her before I'd have the permission to grab her out of the group, instead I went with some lame verbals and I lost her attention. I should have grabbed her out of there anyways but I was very tired lol . If the whole group likes me I can find out logístics from them . Is the girl I like single? Etc

I like him for his eloquence

Wouldnt It be hilarious if we discovered an actual species of aliens and they literally looked like a pen1s? Sorry if you find this immmature ?

I took friday off to recover sleep debt + i was working until late night so I couldnt get in for free to the club. I could have gone to the bars though. I should aim to go out on friday and Saturaday. I should not miss these. I went to the club yesterday. I mentioned id go solo in the Valencia Game group and two guys joined. One I knew one I didnt. I swear I'm better off solo. These dudes just get me in my head and I feel like im losing momentum AF . It may be that I need to learn how to deal with wingmen In a useful way. They're good if they keep me taking action, we build ourselves up and actually wing for eachother in sets. Staying around talking logically and about Game theory is bad. Avoid at all costs. Its a skillset in its own. Anyways I was pretty damn tired yesterday. I even took 1/8th of a modafinil pill thinking It maybe would combat It but no way. I had super low energy which hindered me from quite a few interactions I opened about 10 sets tonight and its was okay. Some good reactions, worked on my verbals and banter, some cool situational openers. I should maybe try to escalate a bit more. Sometimes the interactions are a little too friendly. A black girl opened me on the dance floor and interlocked fingers with me. I could have gotten some reference experience there but I didnt like her. Damn you standards lol. Also some more insights would be: i was walking by in the dance crowd by two girls. I looked at her, no eye contact. I looked away and she wasnt looking at me but I saw her turning her body towards me with my periferial visión. I opened with "hey " and eye contact and It went good! Also I opened two girls sitting. They have me the coldest look and I just laughed and started at them in the eyes without saying anything, almost like making fun of then because of their reaction. They started smiling as well and opened Up. That was the insight of the night I guess. I frame controled them into them being weird for reacting antisocially towards me, and that its not normal for me to get a bad reaction like that and I didnt take It. Also all of this was done non verbally. I should have taken some numbers maybe. I had plenty of okay interactions. I literally forgot to do It. Also I want to learn to speak with earplugs. I feel uncalibrated and need to develop the muscle memory for how loud to be. I could have opened two or three girls on the dance floor in the loud ass club ( its 3 clubs in one here) . I had the intuition they were receptive and after observing I was right. One girl kissed a guy after a few words. I found feel her horniness in her face. Follow my intuition more. I just was pretty tired and not feeling specifically touchy. I gotta say yesterday was not fun. Not Being negative but Its starting to feel a little robotic. I allways go to the same club or same bars. I should recover sleep debt first of all and switch up the clubs a bit. I like opening with something like " you / your friend looks so friendly. And make It into a pull push. It makes It easy to hug on open. And also I just slide into groups pretty easy with they one. I opened a mixed group, asked the dude if thats his GF with a smile and he was like nahh you can have her lol. We had a good interaction but I wasnt into her that much . Damn you standards. Canadians girl loved the banter, she almost fainted from laughing . Remember to escalate on positive reactions, whatever that means in the moment. She was the cutest of the night. She didnt really give me signals but they kinda loved me from the open. We moved around, met their Friends, etc. I met her later in the night and she gave me an okay response but I was too tired to plow. I should keep It nice and short early and burn It to the ground more as the night progressed. I had seen three or so girls that I opened before but I didnt go for It. Should have done It for the reference exp. Nothing to lose.

Also i may have gotten a little too profound when building comfort. She mentioned her malen friend is a little insecure ( he was in front of us ) and I told him some ideas thay were too on point and the girl resonated with It too much, which put me a little in the boyfriend category maybe and she didnt want to appear slutty around me... I could also have take advantage of her friend liking me in a fun way. I could have gotten información like if she likes me , or of she thinks its okay for me to make out with her , etc. Also I should have escalated verbally with the girl since there seemed to be a little block physically. Maybe I should have flirted a little more, more push pull and play with her emotions, play with the idea of kissing and us together or whatever. Missed reference experience there. I may have her IG im not sure. She may be DTF in spite of making out of that random guy yday.

Oh man. Went out solo. I had a wing coming in a few hours. He never showed Up. I had fun "by myself" in the meantime. Talked with some groups, made friends and got myself a normie wingman out of nowhere. Started opening Girls . Good momentum. We had like 5+ decent convos at the start of the night. Got like 3 half solid IGs 2 AM my turkish normie wing left. I had some fun alone again but by 3am I was heading back to my place to call It a night. I sat on some stairs and was quietly singing something and some girl was in a fun mood and she literally came to me to give me a hug. We connected in many things. We went back to the club for hours. I lead them through the club. They dissapeared ( It felt like a sht test ) and when we found eachother again i was dancing with a hottie by the hands with was a good scenario for me. I actually wanted to make out with her. She had a tight body and cute face, which IS my standard. We danced. Pretty intimately but not all the way. I told her we can dance but no kissing and she giggled and we danced a bit more harder. I cant tell if this worked in my favor or not... I sat her down to build confort. I met her fiends. I literally told her im not boyfriend material and she giggled. Every time we went dancing she was a little cold. She would allways be smiling and grabbing my hands and interlocking fingers but would never grind on me. It looks now I should have lead harder and get blown out or make it. I found out she is staying in the same room with this male friend and her other friend and I thought she doesnt want to feel slutty so that's why I cant escalate on her. Anyways , I ditched her and I think that made her feel feelings , because when I went with my other girls for a few minutes i actually saw she was grinding on some random goofy 18 yr old and they made out while her female friend recorded It!!! It fucking shocked me wow. I thought I had read the situation so well. The only explanation I have is she felt disvalidated by me leaving like that and she felt she wanted some sort of aprooval that the random guy provided. Anyways, i hadnt danced with my Girls all night basically as they kept getting lost. But later i started grabbing her by the arm which she liked . We went for a water and when we came back there was some dude sitting next to her friend. Amazing, just the perfect distraction. We checked if she was smiling. She was. I told her to sit opositte. We started hugging. I masaged her. She loved It . I stood her Up, I learned against the wall and we hugged super sexy. From front and behind. I bit her neck and she liked it. If I had a chance for a kiss It was there. I should have done It. Loud music. I she gave me all the green lights. . . She was into it I didnt have a super smooth kissing escalation and I'm not a super good kisser so my inner Game wasnt on point there. Anyways we walked outside the club together. Her friend literally offered to leave us alone lol she was on our side. We went into this super mega water fountain, hugged in the middle of it. We masaged ourselves while hugging . I asked for permision to grab her ass and she agreed by a little moan which was cute. We spoke super close but all we ended having a small kiss on the lips. The feelings weren't there really. We enjoyed ourselves. I had the chance for a good makeout but I didnt capitalize on It in the club. Overall fucking great for a solo night that was suposed to be just for momentum building. She had a cute face, perfect smile and a thicc body. I love It. Going to sleep now. More tomorrow.

Yesterday I went out again. I discovered there is free entrance for an actual club every night of the week! Great great info. I'll get a feel for if its better than the bars. ATM my plan is to stay August here and then try Madrid. It may be overwhelming but I can allways come back here. Mostly I would do It to find experienced wingmen. Its the one thing this city is lacking. And I feel Its the one thing that could supercharge my growth. I knew my wing is not very experienced but he is a good guy. He is super logical and throws off my vive a bit but he was fun once he got drunk haha. I almost wanted to go solo and not tell him about the club. But I changed my mind in the last moment. I guess I did good because im still not in party mood. I'm pretty stiff and logical. That's okay, building momentum. Good thing is he speaks french and Italian. Lots of foreign people here. He smokes a lot and asks for lighters constantly. He actually sparks up conversations this way which is nice. I had to instruct him to introduce me when things are going well. He listened. Had some positive interactions today. I consistently am capable of making friends with male groups on the dance floor . We sticked for hours with this french group. Its good because that way I can leave my wing and break off solo a little if he is not big on approaching. Had some good interactions with girls as well. Like three or four That's good because im scavenging experiencie night by night. Im getting a few seconds, or a few minutes, or a little insight per night, but its building over time. Yesterday best experience was: i was on the dance floor. I turned around on the dance floor, tapped a girl on the shoulder and smiled at her. She smiled back, we had a brief man to woman high five and she actually interlocked fingers with me. I spinned her twice. There i should have put her hand on my back and slowdanced with her. But instead I tried to take her friend by the hand and put It on my wings shoulder. It was bad. She wasnt in a good mood and she just took her friend and left. I should have gotten physical with her and ignore the friend briefly, and after I build some connection either come outside with her or try to get her with my wing then. What I wanted to do was good but only if she was ON which she wasnt Game = micro learning. Seconds of valuable info per night. I was not capable of grabbing girls. I was tense and not in state and not smiling at all. That's okay, i'm building momentum again. I was 5 days in bed. But what i just said is definitely the correct course of action. When i let my hair loose people come to take a pictures with me and It looks like in famous ( they say I look like Jesus ) I caught girls side eyeing me probably thinking im famous.

Heyy its the first day I can say im " recovered ". My nose is still runny though. I went out nightgame after 5+ hour work shift at night. I salute myself because It would be easier to simply go home. The reason I went out is because a wing from the Game global group arrived in Valencia today and hes staying 3 days. I allways get motivated when I get to meet a new wing and my best side allways shows. I opened 3 groups first and we had a good time. Total of the night maybe 10 or somewhere around there, guys, girls and mixed. Simply walking up without saying anything sometimes gets you noticed already. My verbals kinda slacked today. I stumbled on my words and slurred my speech too much for my taste. That's okay considering ive been 5 days pretty much just in bed. I should grab more at the club. Remember THE CLAW lol Asking about dancing aparently creeps girls out from my experience thus far. Maybe add something tomorrow, its 4 AM so GN. Bottom line : i did great because I went out and took some action.

I've had COVID about 15-20 times. I got one vaxx years ago and I cant tell exactly but around that time I started getting extreme poking in the heart, almost like needles. Docs dismissed my claims, said im fine and gave me antiinflamatory meds. Long story short that this repeated throughout one year and a half. It kept going away and coming back. Its gone for a year at least and I dont wanna jinx It. So... I want to hear some opinions. im sick and tired of getting COVID. But I feel like one more vax and my heart would give Up, no joke. I did some research and It may have been miocarditis or pericarditis. I have no idea though i'm just glad It over. Also I dont take any medicine whatsoever for anything really. Is that bad? Should I take some meds for COVID? Thoughts? Edit: currently EFFIN sick AF again. I work in hospitality and lately been going to plenty of clubs.

@undeather thank you so much for taking the time off your day to share this ??

Thanks for taking time to anwser guys. Before COVID i would get sick maybe once a year. Pretty much never. For those years I have been working in a very busy tourist restaurant, where the clients wouldnt ever wear mask. Many of them obviously sick. Every 3 - 4 months almost everyone in the restaurant ( all the staff of 30 ) would get sick at once, múltiple of them testing positive. Chefs using no gloves at coughing at the food. I did not check myself so there is a chance it. wasnt COVID. But im way too familiar with the symptoms to say its all coincidence and I got something else. Ofc i can still be wrong. But its allways the same symptoms but slightly different. Mucus at the roof of your nose that you cant swallow nor blow out. . No taste , no smell, or neither. Fever, more or less intense. Mucus that drips into your lungs that if you dont spit out It gets stuck there and It makes you cough for days. Body weakness , brain fog... Overall I sleep pretty ok and I'm almost never stressed. I havent lifted weights for the last half year but I do 10-15 thousand steps almost every day. Ive allways been very lean. 179cm 63Kg . I dont look bony . I carry a little muscle, but it's extremely difficult for me to put on weight. My gut health is good. No problems with digestión pretty much. Perhaps a little lack apetite. I dont really like eating that much. I could eat way more fruits and veggies, thats missing. I never talked with a doctor about this. I wanted to a few times but It was really difficult to get in contact with one here. The point of my post is to ask if if its worth taking medicine when sick with covid, and your thoughts of taking more vaxx in spite of my terrible initial experience. I cant be 100% sure of what had caused that chronic heart pinching that I described before. I went to the ER and they checked my heart and said It was only muscular in my chest and my heart is OK. But I felt huge pain with every few heartbeats. It was exactly two weeks after taking the first and only vaxx i had taken. Coincideince? Who knows, but I was scared shitless to take another one. Thanks for reading guys

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I thought I wouldnt . Every time its the same but different and sometimes it feels like its trying to kill me. Also since this started my hair has been falling out bad. It grows back but its annoying because I have 3+ year long hair

I just want to be in the reallity where Leo delivers his Highest Wisdom about the Nature of God while doing Charlie D'amelio Tok Tok dances