mmKay

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  1. from his POV his life has nothing to gain from rocking the boat with Psychedelics most likely he equates It to derpy broke hippies Garyvee specifically said he doesnt meditate because he likes his mind right now so much he doesnt want to fuck It up
  2. once i got cyanide poisoning from ground flaxseed flatbread. Possibly.
  3. @Leo Gura ACZ spray contains silver for some reason
  4. https://www.actualized.org/insights/zeolite-nanoparticles-for-detox Posting the Zeolite Nanoparticle blog post. I may eventually add It to my chelation protocol once I get a feel for ALA This looks good, although expensive AF https://thegoodinside.com/shop/product/pure-body-extra-strength https://ringnaturshop.com/es/produkt/advanced-cellular-zeolite-acz-nano-extra-strength/ I cant belive im doing this but I'll give the cheaper powder a try as well . It's infinitely more affordable. Idk about it's efficacy yet. ( it's the same as one of Leo's link but EU store) https://amzn.eu/d/4kqNPng
  5. @TheGod chill down bro check out the greek myth of Narcissus which is the picture you saw above and you will laugh
  6. Dis where I've lived for the last 5 months This took actual blood sweat tears and so much more has not been that tidy in half a year i have not had an actual shower in the last 8 days 🤔
  7. Man I got bamboozled by my toxic perfectionistic all or nothing mentallity again. I can still decently chelate for like half the price. do DMSA once a month for the lead. Go heavier on the ALA that actually gets stuff out of the brain and IS way cheaper. making the Iherb order once I know where I'm moving next.
  8. It seems I will have to strategically rely on caffeine / modafinil / armodafinil to bootstrap myself untill I chelate the heavy metals out of my brain. I have tried everything and I'm comically unproductive otherwise. I have literally lost my teens to videogames and my early 20s to laying in bed Drugs do have a higher purpose in the grand scheme of life. If It wasn't for cocaine, crack, metamphetamine , tobacco, alcohol , penicillin and God knows what else, neither me nor my brothers would exist, but that's a story for another day.
  9. Putting a pause to this and switching my Focus to a Life Purpose Journal. It will be somewhat related with Game but not it's core . Stay tuned if you have enjoyed my story for now.Really cool stuff coming, aka my journey of becoming a confidence/expression/mental health coach ( I still dont know exactly how to put It).
  10. plot twist: aliens are just a human species that existed half a billion years ago that evolved enough to escape this planet from a catastrophe while they still live inside of earths crust
  11. If you regurarly go out for tea or coffee... it's just tap water
  12. Lets get a little thread going on this topic. I'm considering temporally fully commiting to being awake at night and sleeping during the day. I've had a hunch for the longest time that I'm just built that way and I want to personally experiment with It now that I've got the chance. I feel most motivated, energetic and focused when I'm suppsed to go to bed. ( no im not 5 years old) How bad can It be over the long term? I mean you dont have to the whole wake up at 5 am to be productive " if you stay up to 5am+ Let's do It. Pros, cons, science, personal experiences , thoughts, tips, etc.
  13. i just realized Narcissus must have been on DMT
  14. Do not wait to strike till the iron is hot; but make it hot by striking William Butler Yeats Love this one. Got It from a blacksmithing YT video lol
  15. $6,99 per month to remove intrusive brain ads
  16. it's powerful stuff. You can also check out her YT channel.
  17. Gotta get back on this. I've made pretty much no brain gains, and my brain is as dysfunctional as ever. I'm aluminum, arsénic, nickel lead and Mercury toxic. This is serious. It's very bad. on my next paycheck im ordering chelators and supplements.
  18. @Carl-Richard It's the same mechanism that Neuro Longuistic Programmong works with. You can "hook" any two actions/stimulus/ideas regardless of coherence. This may be unconsciously or consciously, and accidental or by design. Examples of "hooking" in above's order. I allways stub my toe on a specific chair. Eventually the sight of that chair, chairs in general, that room, toes or pain trigger a "thought" ( Inner vision + Inner feeling ) of pain in your toe. ... I want to improve my posture. I hook the action of pulling out my phone with the mental phrase " posture check". I hook the action of touching a door knob with the phrase " posture check". I hook the action of drinking water with the phrase " posture check" . Eventually these relationships slip to your unconscious mind and the results will be automatic. In your case you unconsciously and accidentaly hooked two unrelated " thoughts" ( Inner seeing ) and now you wonder why. They actually may be related in a very chaotic , irracional, long and complex chain of hooks which is not worth contemplating unless its related with trauma release purposes. Your case is also similar to imprinting, like relelating the moment you first had a nightmare about aliens ever with My grandmas bed in Poland, as in my case. TLDR: Hooking is one of the many mechanisms our minds operate with, like selective focus , punishment / reward system, coping mechanisms or delayed gratification, etc.
  19. Today I've taken 1/8th of a 150 ug al-lad blotter. I havent felt pretty much anything (( for now)) and its been about 3 hours. i want to take 1/4th next time as I find my sweetspot for contemplation and trauma release . I've heard LSD builds tolerance. Should I wait 2 weeks? What do you recommend? Thanks!
  20. today I did 90ug. I built the dose Up hour by hour in three doses. that state is good for nothing imo, at least for me. it's like being tipsy while maintaining your normal cognitive capabilities. I can see how It can be fun for a normie though. I plan to take the whole 150 ug blotter on Friday and hope for a fruitful trip. reasons being for me babystepping the dosage is that i'm inexperienced with Psychedelics, i have not tested the blotters and im tripping in my Campervan wish me luck
  21. I've been bingeing this show lately. Observe how when the people try to hide themselves they are ripped appart, and when they dont hide, are vulnerable and authentic they are loved. that's one aspect of It. this is not directly aplicable to day to day situations though as its main purpose is laughter.
  22. it goes away in like a month, I've had It happen a dozen times. hydration and saunas are okay for me
  23. what do you mean? I want to know if I'm to take 1/4th of a 150 ug tab tomorrow if It's going to be actually 1/4th or will the potency be diminished by my previous trip could you explain further or share resources? thanks
  24. i usted to belive that as well but this dude does It so masterfully I fell in love with storytelling. He's like the Quentin Tarantino of Game, and surprisingly non-sketchy for a PUA ( at least in this one video ) i consider this NLP Hypnosis storytelling to be something to do if you really really enjoy It snd definitely not make It the core of your game or something you would focus your first half decade . And make It as genuine and little " manipulative" as possible. sharing this because of relevance to @Hardkill 50 shades of grey question lol, even though that's absolutely not what he needs right now
  25. https://youtu.be/aYgOvrcgJvc?si=unxSI_jYfFLW3XBJ Dwarf Cats so cute 🥺 sadly they face health issues