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Completed another 72 hour DMSA + ala round. It's very smooth with the zeolite nanoparticle spray. I often feel euphoria , a way more clear mind, and barely need to nap throughout the day with such high doses of vitamin c. Zeolite Nanoparticle spray + Selemethionine + mopping up last few doses with only DMSA makes getting off round efortless. No redistribution symptoms. Make sure to finish the round in the morning after taking the night doses so that you can properly suppelement and take the zeolite every 2-3 hours during your waking time ( personal choice, no science for this yet ) Three days is as long as I can take for now . note to self : when doing all these DIY capsules, make sure to put Silica Gel Packets in the containers. Very important, specially in the ALA and vitamin C

@Leo Gura I'm absolutely certain you haven't watched the video. It's actually a beautiful cutting edge example of a functional person that lives in an unique, alternative and above average state of consciousness that is capable of describing his experience in an eloquent and intelligent way. It's a gem. Most people like that are in a mental institution. Conflating this one with simply Multiple personality disorder or labeling it as weird brain states and conditions is actually a very materialistic perspective and doesn't do this case justice, and holds metaphysical assumptions, like that memory or personallity are held within the brain/genetics, where maybe its a similar strange-loop scenario of how Consciousness or Intelligence isn't only a byproduct of the brain but the other way around. Thats fair, but you yourself have said that Consciousness can hide stuff from itself. I feel that the mechanism of "hiding" has a degree, and it can hide some things much stronger than others. And It hides different things to different "people" to different degrees. I feel strong Faith is needed to truly test a hypothesis during serious contemplation for the sake of Understanding. For example, Ralston doesn't understand Love, and he has stopped looking or taking the concept seriously because he's so firm on his position. If he truly held the hypothesis with serious Faith that God=Love=Infinity=You , and not just loosely, perhaps he would eventually have stumbled upon it in his direct experience. Or perhaps Consciousness can hide some things from particular Selves ( Souls ) FOREVER, no matter how hard they look, like alien consciousness and beyond being hidden from the average buddhist. So Ralston would never realize Love and you will never realize what a Soul is, because it doesn't exist in your particular direct experience. Anyways, I have a hunch that Souls don't exist in your reallity because you have happened to jump to the endgame understanding of the Nature of Reallity and what " You" are, which is Solipsism, but Souls are at a lesser level of the Russian dolls of what " You " are. You have spoken about the Concept of " Avatar before. I feel it's at the same level as a Soul. It fits in wonderfully with the Infinty of God's hypothesis. An example of souls would be machine elves or different entities people experience during astral projection or psychedelics. Or the example in the video. Or just literally OTHER PEOPLE Note you don't experience these entities either- coincidence? My question to you is what if, in the same way as Consciousness and Intelligence is not generated by the brain, but is entangled with it in a strange-loop manner, personallity and memory are entangled with the brain and genetics with a " Soul " ? Why does personallity and memory have to be generated and stored solely in the brain ? What if the Soul determines genetics and personallity? What would a trans-materialistic explanation of personallity look like? If Souls exist but you don't have direct experience of them, for now, or perhaps never, what would be your best hypotesis/hunch for explaining them? Is overly relying on direct experience a bias that hinders the Understanding of the Nature of Reallity? What if things are true but you can't experience them?

Did a 72 hour 50 MG DMSA every 3 hours 60~~ mg ALa every 3 hours round As the ala pills are home made there may be a little difference in dosages between pills. About 20% is acceptable. I was taking 2 sprays of that zeolite nanoparticle spray to mop up whatever heavy metals may have been redistributing due to the inconsistent dosages and I have to say I did not feel any negative symptoms. This is the dose I have to stay for about 5 more rounds before Increasing ALA. If I had gone one day longer I feel I'd burn out my adrenals. Getting off round was very smoth. Last two doses are DMSA only to mop up the heavy metals and then 100 mcg seleniomethionine every 12 hours , two times only ( it binds to mercury ) Also the zeolite nanoparticle spray seems to mitigate any redistribution side effects when stopping the round. Im still experimenting with it and I'll update with my experiences. I only experienced fatigue and some brain fog two days after stopping the round. I can't tell if it's due to dehydration or that I was talking less core 4 supplements ( not waking up at night to take them )

I respect your curiosity and determination for understanding but I feel you have a tendency to overcomplicate , over-intellectualize and get stuck on certain ideas I feel chatGPT would be ideal for someone like in your position. You can ask all these questions to it directly and ask it for clarifications and translations in real time It would be very good for gaining clarity. I feel that putting effort into learning how to effectively use chatGPT for contemplation would be the best use of your time Just my 2 cents

Sounds like a perfect chance for reprogramming your subconscious mind. There is a course coming soon apparently There is definitely value in re-listening to the same stuff over and over. Hearing something one or two times is just the beginning. Mantras and affirmations are good Moderate effort physical tasks like driving, cooking or cleaning are ideal for thinking and contemplating as well. You could exercise that muscle instead of relentlessly consuming content

At this point I'm just curious how the f* did you word the truth lol

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Please go for it. The description of Tom's YT channel says " Impact Theory is committed to an unbiased pursuit of the truth." , But then, just check his latest uploads . He has had a streak of guests with terrible political takes that he platforms and takes more seriously than deserved. I know it's content, but I feel he could use a little raising of his standards . Then again maybe they say a valuable thing or two, but the net impact is rather not that ideal

It would be more productive to splash him in the face with a cup of prune juice 🤣

Would you take him as a serious thinker if he was only 1/10th as famous?

My grandma lets me practice my rizz on her when she's high on her meds

gave me same vibes as this vid

Owen keeps attractive young single women as an asset for introducing them to wealthy dudes and getting himself ahead in life, make bizz connections, powerful friends, etc from a certain coldly utilitarian objectifying POV, attractive young single women are the single most valuable currency in modern society

Uhhh there is no way around it. It's a slow process and I struggle with making decisions, taking action , staying motivated and investing cash. For tomorrow: fix floor carpet, window covers, plan installing 24 v converter

I've spent about 2 hours researching fridges, Air conditioning and the principles of thermodynamics lol I'll take that as indirect progress. Vanlife teaches you lots of cool stuff. Mechanics, woodwork, plumbing, electric work, design, etc. Too bad I'm not very passionate about these things. It's interesting nevertheless but sometimes it really makes me feel like a loser for not being competent in these domains and struggling with the most basic stuff. I try not to take it personal whenever I notice myself having these boderline intrusive thoughts .

Jesus this project is the most I've struggled with something ever. I tested some diy mosquito net blinders as window covers and tried to fix the floor holes in did for the under floor fans I did last time but Idk how to fix it yet. I'll edit this in a moment as I come with a game plan

Quick post to get the ball rolling. I seriously need to make use of the public journals for accountability. Reviving this thread, time for version 2.0 This is how last version looked like. I lived and travelled in it for 5 months and I saw many things that I didn't like or that were missing. It was okay for a first try but I want to change some things now. It's empty now, I removed all the furniture . Every single day before sleep I will set goals for the next day and update with the days progress. 🔲 Minimal goal for tomorrow : make window covers out of the Pleated blinds from Ikea. 🔲 Next step : design the bed and plan whats needed to make it real.

womens nature is caring and nurturing

testing this stuff almost 80€ for a bottle I better feel a difference one month from here lol I'll start ALA soon. I'll try microscooping the doses even though it's not avised by ACC group. I think it should be more acurrate actually than DIY capsules actually this brand doesnt have colloidal silver as an aditional ingredient and the average particle size of zeolite is aparently 1.7 nm instead of 30nm ( ACZ ) or 20-100 nm ( coseva )

dont touch that sh1t I've spent close to 20k hours on it

What's your take on why is this the case? PUA theory teaches you to be initally almost verbally and emotionally abusive if a girl is extremely hot, otherwise you wont even get on her radar or she will you give that hot girl blaze stare blank and ignore you or give you nothing to work with. If you borderline offend her, that way she can gets reactive, she gives you shit tests that you can pass, etc. It gets you the foot in the door ( I do not aproove of this method ) I think the jist of it is that they want the validation and the emotional rollercoaster that comes with such a person

I'd definitely stay away from strongly mind altering substances at a young age. Using them for healing or instrospection is good but when you start getting in those whacky realms it can seriously destabilize your human life for good pretty quickly. And salvia is one of those substances that can literally traumatize you for life. Trascending ego experiences before properly developing and healing the ego can cause severe backlash and hinder your growth and development. This is not emphasized enough in spiritual comunnities. Healing - > developing - > trascending thats the order of Ego work

the experience of time is subjective. We only assume it's a shared experience. The more novelty you experience the slower time goes by. also tough emotional times stretch time out. if your life is the same every day time will fly by

@Leo GuraI didn't mean that its your blindspot. What I was refering as blindspot is the fact that if right wing christans, as their main mental model of making sense of the world , demonize and dismiss other peoples worldvies as crazy or delusional , it disregards other perspectives so deeply that by definition they can not even have the cognitive skills needed to " hide their masterplan" , because that would requiere the mental skill of taking in consideration other people's perspectives. If they had the skills to take in consideration other people's perspective, they most likely woudn't be right wing christian nutcases. This is what I was trying to say. It's a catch 22 . The ability to "hide a masterplan" requires the ability of considering how others might perceive it. Which they don't have becuase they are ideological nutcases. And if they had the skill of taking in consideration other POV's , they probably wouldn't be ideological nutcases. The solution to the problem is inherently prevented by the nature of the problem itself. ofc minds and humans are way more complex and there are exceptions but this is what I was trying to point out