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Art Of Beating Yourself Up -- Be Very Self Critical But ONLY For What's Within Your Ultimate Control ( Owen Cook legacy video blog ) Since you haven't defined any specific domain or details, I'll throw this perspective in from the PUA community. Transcription : Hey, what's up? It's Owen from Real Social Dynamics. I'm shooting into Las Vegas right now, going to the Real Social Dynamics World Summit, just reflecting on the past year, thinking of all the glory that's happened. It's been an amazing year, and I'm psyched to get back there and show everybody the skills that I've built over the past year. It's going to be fun. But anyway, what I actually wanted to talk to you about today was the topic of judgment and basically not worrying what other people think of you, but worrying significantly of what you think of yourself. I've watched people beat themselves up in the pickup community for years and years. That could be after a single approach, that could be after a whole night, or that could be really even just their progress in general. They'll beat themselves up. Newbies tend to do it when they have this big self-image of how cool they would be if they ever did do an approach. They finally decide to work up the nerve to approach a girl or maybe approach a whole bunch of girls throughout an entire night. It doesn't go the way they expected, and that little gestalt of self-image things in their head that was, I'm like this, and I'm this type of person, I'm this type of person. It doesn't get lived up to. It destroys them. It floors them. They go home with their head spun out. They want to cry. Super pathetic. Then I've also seen it with advanced guys who come to a place like Vegas here. They think they're going to f*ck five girls in a week. They think they're going to f*ck two girls in a night. It doesn't happen. Maybe a guy gets a dry spell of two weeks. The guy's just losing his mind. His entire sense of self is in question. He's beating himself up, down on himself, hard himself. I look at that and I tell you, ridiculous. I never beat myself up based on outcomes. I will only beat myself up based on the processes that I take. All right, so let me give you an example. Take an NBA player. Say Kobe Bryant. Big fan of Kobe Bryant myself. I live in Los Angeles. He'll go out sometimes and have an amazing shooting night. This guy will just catch fire, sink every single shot that he takes, or at least almost all of them, destroy the other team single-handedly, carve them up, and he's a champ. He remembers that he wants to be that guy. But on some nights he goes out, he might only score four points. He might shoot a really low percentage. You ask yourself, why? What's the difference? Why can't a guy who can go tear up another team one night not go out and just shoot the ball in in a basket on another night? What's the issue? Well, it could be a lot of different things. It could be something in his emotions. It could be his personal level of momentum with basketball. It could be a physical thing. It could be his Yin-Yang energy, and he hasn't rest himself enough to have that explosive output It's having trouble getting in the moment. It could be psychological. It's a lot of different things that can go on. Ultimately, you have a strong degree of control, but never a full degree of control over these sorts of things. In the same way with game, one thing that I've always known is that I'm going to have some amazing nights where I make out with half the girls in the club, and they're all chasing me, and I have different girls who are wanting to come home with me or different girls that do come home with me in a given night. I go take home one girl and go back to the club and bring home another one. Then I'm going to have nights where it's just humiliating. The type of nights where if that sh*t was videotaped, probably RSD wouldn't exist anymore because you'd go: That's the guy??? It'd be that bad. There's obviously a range and there's the low-end and the high-end and everything in between. I don't identify myself as being that guy that's always on the high-end. I don't identify myself as the guy who's always on the low end, I realized that I'm the guy that does all of it, and that's fine. Sometimes when I come home from that really bad night, friends of mine will say, Damn, dude, that was brutal. How can you be happy with a night like that? I'm just going home and I'm like, It was fucking fun. That was fucking cool. Like, dude, we got destroyed tonight. And I'm like, nah, I like it actually. I'm proud of myself. I stuck in there. I hammered out to the bitter end. I did all the processes that I know work. I have these great processes that I've talked about in my other videos. I know they work. I know that over a long period of time, it's going to get me the best result possible. So I'm proud of myself. I always go home very, very proud of myself when I do that. And people are shocked sometimes when that happens. Meanwhile, other times, I might go out and mess around some super fine girl or even pull a girl home, and I'll go home feeling a little bit down on myself. And that's because I didn't follow the processes that I know work. So I'm very, very process-focused. I'm not so much outcome-focused. And the reason why that is, because I've seen this over the years teaching Boot camp, where, say it's the For the last half hour of a program, a student might say to me, " What should we focus on for the rest of the night?" And I'll say, Well, what are your goals? He'll say, I want to get a make-out. I say, Dude, you can't control for sure whether or not you get a make-out. You're setting yourself up for a lifetime of highs and lows if you that. What you could control is that you're going to try to kiss every girl. What you could control is that you're going to try to venue change every girl. What you could control is that you'll have a positive attitude towards the entire thing. You'll take a lot of action, make yourself laugh. These are things that you can control, but you cannot ultimately control if you make out with a girl or not because it's a human being. A girl is not a golf ball. A girl is not just this inanimate object that you can just keep hitting and hitting and hitting. There's tons of different girls. They're human beings, so you can't have ultimate control over anyone except yourself. I generally find that the pleasure for me is in taking action, and the results, I know they're going to come when they come, so I don't get stressed about it. But on the flip side, I do like to beat myself up sometimes. Here's examples. If I go out and I didn't follow my processes, I I need to beat myself up. But also, there's processes within the game itself, in the section itself that I'll follow, but also outside of it. Things like meditation, going to the gym, eating clean, staying on top of my work life, things like that. I know that these are external processes, and if I don't follow them and I did poorly, I need to beat myself up. Beating yourself up is an opportunity to be introspective. It's a protection mechanism and it's completely healthy. The way that most guys beat themselves up because their self-image has been affronted or they haven't got laid three to five times in a week or things like that is ridiculous. It's stupid. Primarily, the best word you could use for it is childish. Very, very unrealistic. But to never beat yourself up is equally bad because when you never, ever beat yourself up, the problem there is that your life can go off the rails. I have a lot of good friends who never, ever beat themselves up. I mean, they never beat themselves up. You want to learn how to not beat yourself up? Ask these guys. When their finances slowly dwindle down or their sex life gets messed up or their life in general gets messed up, they get fat, whatever it is, they never seem to beat themselves up. Why? I don't know. They don't really care. But then what always happens is that in the end, they become little cry babies about it. Often, that's friends of mine coming and crying to me that things didn't go the way they expected because they didn't follow the processes. Meanwhile, me, like Like a religion, like a religion, I fall the f*cking processes. And inevitably, when the evolutionary pressure comes off of me a little bit and I lose a bit of focus, maybe because I'm doing a bit too well, I'll see that that's happening and I'll beat myself up. I will literally even spend a full day, maybe a day and a half, just brow beating myself saying, Dude, look at what you miss here. Look at what you miss there. What are you doing? Is this how you want to live your life? Is this what's going to let you live your dreams? Or is this going to make your life turn to a piece of shit? And I take that time and pause, and I realize that That's a part of life. Beating yourself up is a chance to refocus as a part of life. It's a chance to take your RAS, reticular activation system, and hone in on what you're doing wrong. Stop and really think about all the different things that you would change about your life, and use that negative emotion of beating yourself up as leverage to keep focusing on it. Once that happens, the negative emotions dissipate. They go away. You can see me when I go out and I start approaching, I never judge myself. I'm really good with that. I can start approaching girls, blowing me out. I'm going in half ass or whatever because it's early in the night, I'm half out of it or maybe too logical from a full day at work. It goes really bad and people are like, Really? This is how you start your night? That's tough. I go, No, dude, I'm loving how I'm starting my night. I'm not judging myself. I'm not beating myself up. But again, on the flip side, when I'm not following those processes, I feel that I have violated almost like the laws of the universe. I have violated my reason for being alive, which is the processes that I have developed and I've cultivated, that I believe in, that I love. I haven't I'm all of those, and I say, Look, purpose of life is to take joy in the action. I'm not taking joy in the action. I'm not taking the action I need to be taking. I'm all just wishing I could get the result without enjoying the action itself. I've lost sight of that. I need to come back to center. I need to come back, and I need to take the fact that I Keep myself up as a reminder to get refocused, get back on track, and fucking crush. All right? And that is what I love to do. I love to crush. So basically, what I'd leave you with is, don't judge yourself. It goes really bad and people are like, Really? This is how you start your night? That's tough. I go, No, dude, I'm loving how I'm starting my night. I'm not judging myself. I'm not beating myself up. But again, on the flip side, when I'm not following those processes, I feel that I have violated almost like the laws of the universe. I have violated my reason for being alive, which is the processes that I have developed and I've cultivated, that I believe in, that I love. I haven't I'm all of those, and I say, Look, purpose of life is to take joy in the action. I'm not taking joy in the action. I'm not taking the action I need to be taking. I'm all just wishing I could get the result without enjoying the action itself. I've lost sight of that. I need to come back to center. I need to come back, and I need to take the fact that I Keep myself up as a reminder to get refocused, get back on track, and fucking crush. All right? And that is what I love to do. I love to crush. So basically, what I'd leave you with is, don't judge yourself, Don't beat yourself up. Don't worry about results other than as a general indication of maybe things that you would change. But really follow the processes and enjoy the process and love the process and realize it's going to come when it's going to come. Dude, you're on a sailboat. You just got to turn the rudder, keep yourself moving in the right direction with your processes. You don't need to be this little motor and getting all mad when it doesn't happen. Enjoy life. Life is to be enjoyed. Life is a beautiful thing. Love the action. Enjoy taking the action. The results are going to come. They're going to reward you. Have faith in that. Full faith. Faith in the process. Faith the results will come at the time they're ready to come. You're going to love it.

chatGPT on post modernism and music Music, though expressed differently across cultures, is anchored in universal principles like the mathematical relationship between frequencies that form the basis of the circle of fifths. For instance, the interval of a perfect fifth, such as from C to G, is rooted in a 3:2 frequency ratio. This isn’t arbitrary; it’s a fundamental aspect of how sound waves interact, making certain combinations of notes sound harmonious across cultures. Postmodernism, which challenges absolute truths and emphasizes the relativity of cultural constructs, rightly points out that much of what we consider “standard” in music—like Western scales and notation—are social constructs. For example, the Western major scale (Do-Re-Mi) is just one way to organize pitch; other cultures use entirely different scales, such as the pentatonic scale common in East Asian music. However, postmodernism can go too far by implying that all musical interpretations are equally valid, ignoring the objective aspects of music. For instance, the perception of consonance (how "pleasant" a combination of notes sounds) isn’t purely subjective. Studies show that even infants, regardless of cultural background, tend to prefer consonant intervals over dissonant ones, indicating a universal cognitive basis. Moreover, while postmodernism often deconstructs established musical norms, it sometimes fails to offer viable alternatives. For example, rejecting traditional tonality without understanding the structures that make it effective can lead to music that lacks coherence or emotional impact. In the 20th century, some avant-garde composers pushed against tonal conventions, resulting in atonal music. While this expanded the boundaries of musical expression, it also risked alienating listeners who found the lack of familiar structure disorienting. Postmodernism in music argues that any sound can be considered music, expanding beyond traditional definitions. In summary, while postmodernism provides crucial critiques, it should recognize the objective, universal elements in music, like the mathematical foundations of harmony and the shared human experience of sound. These elements are essential in understanding why certain musical structures resonate across different cultures and why music remains a powerful, unifying force globally. A hilarious mental picture is a post-modernist listening to construction noise to relax after a long day of work in deconstruction ( The joke is they argue that everything's music. Deconstruction pun was initially not intended)

Order a warm cup of milk and refuse to wipe your mustache as you stare down her soul

I'm not familiar with this but rather than trying to resist and inhibit the emotions as they come up as practice, it would be practicing giving yourself eargasms through your entire body and maybe up your spine. Careful though, you could in theory mess yourself up if you're a genetic freak and accidentally wake up your Kundalini or something like that. I get strong emotions of awe, beauty, appreciation and gratitude when I hear beautiful human voices, specially a male/female harmony. I have a list of around 200 Acapella music videos that make me feel these chills One of my best memories in life is listening to"emotions" by Mariah Carey as munching on a bunch of sweet-ass mangoes after a long day of work. It made me appreciate life a lot in that moment. You can also put on some good headphones, 40 hz bi neural beats and hum the tone. That sh*t makes me zone in like crazy. It's like om chanting on steroids and sounds super trippy and alien.

Just say that you don't drink alcohol or that you dont feel like having alcohol atm. No big deal, hold your frame. if it's a dealbreaker for her, find yourself someone else edit: what's with the bullying guys?

the best way to deal with addiction is not to get addicted in the first place

⤴️ Pretty good simple take. I'm currently on 6 months of vanlife and I have say it ties nicely with many concepts we talk about here. Sharing this to start a discussion. It's as cheap as it gets. The only cheaper way to live is to house hack ( live in a flat with multiple rooms, rent them out and have their added individual rent cover your rent for the entire apartment. It is a possibility but I dont think I'd trade in my freedom and capacity for solitude for that. People can be a blessing and / or a curse. It has the potential to get you off the rat race by giving you more time and freedom, by lowering living expenses , to build yourself up. The breathing room you need to escape Wage Slavery. The time you need to build the infrastructure of your life. The fire under your ass to motivate you. Maybe it's what you need to love life again. What is financial freedom? Earning more than you spend. To archive it you can either earn more or spend less. If you are neck deep in expenses being passionate about how you make your income my seem like a pipedream. Start somewhere attainable. It may be exactly what you need at this moment if you don't have family to take care of and are young and energetic. Or even if you are old, poor, crusty and disabled . It may help you to pay off debt. It may help you to narrow down what is important for you, both materialally and mentally. it may help you escape a toxic environment, move out of your parents place or a dysfunctional relationship. It is a good way to massively expose yourself to new experiences. It is a good way to practice lifestyle minimalism. It is a good way to meet more people as you wear your house on your back like a turtle. It may get you laid. The hippy community loves camper vans. It may be just the kick in the ass you need to start living life already. The new phase or chapter of your life. This lifestyle will bitchslap maturity into your character. You will become more decisive. You will develop people skills, mechanical skills, electrical skills, wood work skills, money management. You will sharpen your intuition. It will increase your empathy for poor and homeless people. You may want to give a try just for a week , a month or so more. No need to marry the lifestyle. Now I want to say this isn't scalable for the entirety of society at large , but it is a realistic way FOR YOU to get more out of life with minimal time and effort - With love, from the back of my windowless white van 😉 Note: Ofc there are countless drawbacks as well. Feel free to bring up any of these. Let us know your thoughts.

Natural evolution takes thousands or even millions of years Advances in genetic engineering, biotech, and AI will accelerate changes in human evolution. Artificial evolution IS the next step of natural evolution. This right now is the moment in history. It won't be thousands or millions of years. At most it will take a few centuries. Who knows, we may experience this within the next few generations. What if mankind will be able to manufacture freaks of nature? Neil Harbisson was born with complete color blindness (achromatopsia). Now he "hears" colors through an electronic eye implanted in his head. (an Eyeborg) That's basically Technology induced Synesthesia. Apparently his brain adapted the mechanism and he even dreams in colors. He can even hear ultraviolet and infrared. The correlation between colors and sounds is based on the actual frequencies of light waves: Low frequency colors (like red) are translated to low frequency sounds. High frequency colors (like violet) are translated to high frequency sounds. It would be fascinating if that method of choosing the colors was to fit with this holistic scienctific relation between music and colors This is just a teaser of possible mergings of technology with our biology The video gets exponentially cooler. He "hears" people's faces. The fascinating thing is not the technology but the brain's adaptation to it. What technology would you like to have be part of you? What if these could be swapped out and not have to be permanent ? VR eye balls ? ultrasonic hearing ? recording your memory? AI database for the brain? what if you could manually turn on different emotions? what if you could amplify / reduce different sensations like pain, pleasure, touch, taste, smell...?

@Leo Gura make a YT community post asking that. Is Post-Modernism even an adequate label? what should it rather be called?

bump, as I'm reconsidering this once again. My soul longs the adventure been stuck in house life for last 7 months, time that I needed to re-ground myself who's with me ? ( JK )

Anyways, I'm struggling AF with the van build. I basically haven't touched it in the last 7 months, which is a shame because now it would be a great time to travel to Madrid for one or two months before the extreme cold, with the purpose of further polishing my socialization skills. Perfectionism is a B^tch. At this point it feels like the sole purpose of my soul is to overcome perfectionism and procrastination lmfao, no joke. It keeps coming up and it's one lesson I've not been able to work through. I want to do this experiment where I openly tell people that I'm homeless and see how people react, how many judge / ghost / reject me and how many find it cool and want to stick around. Last time I've kept it mostly for myself, but I'm so curious what would happen if I socialize for 30 to 60 days and I tell most girls and people overall that I'm actually homeless ( technically i'm not because I just moved from my parents house to this van again, but it's a dramatic way of putting it and explaining my lifestyle ) Last time that I was in valencia for 6 months I did hide it from most people, which made me actually pretty insecure, but I'm working throught . It can really affect your self esteem and make you feel less worthy, specially as a man . I'm thinking about actually vlogging my life this time. I have now the energy and mental clarity. Last time was a disaster because of heavy metal toxicity and my inexperience/inmaturity the bottleneck would be motivation and consistency, but I feel I got this. If 9 people tell me clearly they want to see this happening, I swear on my left nut I'll do it. my destiny is in your hands

@MuadDib the main limiting factor for van builds is not electricity but money But Lifepo4 batteries and solar panels are getting cheaper and cheaper by the year. investing about 2k into a proper electrical system would make you off grid for the next 10+ years if not more, with more energy than a single person could use. Lifepo4 batteries are very reliable, and so are the solar panels. ---- Yeah i've seen that video as well. I'm no scientist but from my understanding that paint is only somewhat effective on very large surfaces like huge buildings. I've got similar paint on my roof but it's neglegible For cooling small spaces, a mini split is the only real way to do it. You need to respect the lawsw of thermodynamics, specifically the second one. Move heat from the inside to the outside, and leverage the principles "adiabatic cooling and heating" ( gasses cool or heat as they condense or expand ) If you're serious about this, research the technology behind AC, The gold standard for heating is a diesel heater. cost effective and pretty cheap and pretty easy instalation The gold standard for cooling is a 12v mini split. It's an expensive unit and the instalation is expensive as well, and I'm not sure about maintanance. My current best idea is to buy one or two 12v compressor fridges. they literally work with the same principles as an AC. They are about 130€ per unit. the thing is you NEED a heat exhaust. You cant cool the room if the fridge is pumping heat from the other side. So you either have to do a hole in one of the walls, or build it into floor compartments with a heat vent like I'm planning on doing. I have not seen a single person doing it this way, so i don't know if its obviously stupid inefficient or there are some other drawbacks like the unit not being used to run for longer periods of time, but in theory this is the way of keeping your space cool AF for dirt cheap and DIY friendly compared with a real 12 V mini split. This may just be revolutionary for the vanlife community . Or maybe im a fool what I'm describing here is literally a hobo mini mini split unit though

i love the potential of AI for video production. What's next, Putin does Siberian Amanita muscaria and joins NATO ?

My bad, coseva has a particle size of 0'7 to 0'9 nm, the smallest of all brands i've seen so far. but its more than twice as expensive as Pure body extra ( 1 to 1.7 nm particle size ) Coseva is aparently synthetic, and pure body extra is natural zeolites. I dont fully understand the difference yet but ive read you should stay away from synthetic ones. Who knows.

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This 4-part interview is a BIG TREAT. It’s a real freak of nature in the most fascinating way. I know Leo doesn’t believe in souls because they don’t exist in his direct experience. Let’s just hold for now that maybe they do exist but are at a lesser level of what “you” are in the Russian doll analogy. This person understands the truth that "you are God", and that the Universe is made out of Consciousness, that the Universe is infinite and even Love, although I don't know to what degree. They have experienced Synesthesia, Remote viewing, Channeling collective consciousness like Ra, and more. This is a rare case of a person with two distinct souls living in one body, not from birth, not trauma-originated. This isn’t just multiple personality disorder. This case challenges the deepest assumptions about human consciousness, the nature of self, personality, memory, and more. What makes this unique is their elevated level of consciousness and their ability to describe their experience in great detail. Most people experiencing such phenomena end up in a mental hospital. Part 1: Two Souls in One Body with Annika and Tristan Part 2: Annika's Life Story Part 3: Tristan's Life Story Part 4: Metaphysical Implications with Annika and Tristan ( second half is very good) I personally had a 13-hour conversation with a woman I was coaching who experienced many of the same things as Annika/Tristan (and more). I was fascinated when I heard it for the first time, and now I was fascinated to see a very similar case described to such detail again

@Leo Gura Annika/Tristan has been replying to the comment section. This is an excerpt : Annika: [...] The true nature of reality of humanity is that you (the being reading this) are God, Source Consciousness. Don't sleep on this one !

@Nadia Starseed So what you're saying is you're looking for a stage green guy who hasn’t skipped over stage orange. Or in simpler terms, a hippy entrepreneur. To find someone like that, you'll need socialize and expose yourself a lot to the environments where such people can be found. Stage Green is all about community, sustainability, and personal growth, while Stage Orange is centered around ambition, innovation, and individual success. Look for places and events that combine these vibes. Here are some ideas that I brainstormed together with chatgpt for you: Ecstatic Dance Events Dance events promoting self-expression and community. Contact Dance Workshops ( personal recomendation ) Dance workshops focused on non-verbal communication and connection. Biodanza Classes Dance workshops for emotional expression and connection. Tantra Workshops Workshops exploring intimacy, self-awareness, and growth. Sound Healing Circles Group sessions using sound for emotional and physical healing. Healing Circles Community gatherings for emotional and spiritual support. Holistic Health Expos Events showcasing alternative medicine and holistic wellness. Yoga Retreats Retreats combining spirituality, health, and community. Hippy Raves Music and dance events with a free-spirited, communal vibe. Campervanning Meetups Gatherings for campervan enthusiasts blending travel and community. Meditation Retreats Retreats centered on mindfulness and inner peace. Psychedelic Retreats Retreats for exploring consciousness and personal growth. Sustainable Living Festivals Festivals focused on environmental sustainability and community. Conscious Entrepreneurship Conferences Conferences for entrepreneurs with a focus on positive impact. Burning Man Creative festival emphasizing self-expression and community. Co-Living Spaces Communal living setups for like-minded individuals. Adventure Retreats Retreats offering personal growth through adventurous activities. Digital Nomad Meetups Networking events for location-independent entrepreneurs. Environmental Activism Events Gatherings focused on environmental causes and community. Farmers Markets Community markets featuring organic and local produce. Art Installations or Interactive Art Spaces Creative spaces attracting community-oriented individuals. Permaculture Workshops Workshops on sustainable agriculture and self-sufficient living. Intentional Communities Residential setups prioritizing shared values and sustainability. Eco-Villages Communities built around eco-friendly living and sustainability. Urban Gardening Workshops Workshops for city-based gardening enthusiasts. Green Technology Conferences Conferences on sustainable technology and innovation. Sustainable Fashion DIY Workshops Workshops on creating eco-friendly fashion. Sustainable Architecture Tours Tours showcasing eco-friendly architectural designs. Forest Bathing Experiences Guided nature walks for mindfulness and connection with nature. Mindful Running Clubs Running groups focused on mindfulness and community. Healing Circles Gatherings focused on emotional healing and support. Vision Quests Intensive experiences for personal transformation and meaning. Art Therapy Workshops Creative sessions for emotional and psychological healing. DIY Solar Power Workshops Hands-on workshops on solar energy and sustainability. Holistic Veterinary Clinics Clinics focused on alternative pet care and wellness. Plant-Based Cooking Classes Classes on plant-based nutrition and cooking. Community Supported Agriculture (CSA) Gatherings Events supporting local, sustainable agriculture. Local Artisan Markets Markets featuring handmade goods and local crafts. Wilderness Survival Courses Courses on survival skills and self-reliance in nature. Biohacking Meetups Gatherings focused on health optimization and performance. Community Repair Cafés Events where people repair items together to promote sustainability. Pop-Up Conscious Cafés Temporary cafés with a focus on ethical and sustainable practices. Minimalist Living Expos Events centered on minimalism and simple living. Resilience Training Workshops Workshops for building mental and emotional resilience. Social Impact Incubators Programs supporting socially-driven entrepreneurs. Vision Quests Deep personal exploration experiences often involving wilderness. Art Therapy Workshops Creative therapy sessions aimed at emotional and psychological healing. Conscious Clubbing Alcohol-free parties focused on community and healthy living. Zero-Waste Events Gatherings promoting waste reduction and environmental consciousness. Ethical Investment Groups Meetings for socially responsible investing. Mindful Tech Conferences Conferences on technology and mindfulness. Crowdfunding Campaign Launch Parties Events celebrating new ventures and entrepreneurial spirit. Ethical Travel Meetups Gatherings for those interested in responsible travel. Sustainable Seafood Events Events focused on responsible and sustainable seafood practices. Ethical Fashion Shows Shows featuring eco-friendly and sustainable fashion. Alternative Music Festivals Festivals showcasing underground and non-mainstream music genres. Social Impact Hackathons Collaborative events for developing solutions to social issues. Crowdsourced Innovation Events Gatherings for collaborative problem-solving and innovation. Green Building Workshops Workshops on sustainable building practices and materials. Mindfulness Meditation Groups Groups practicing mindfulness and meditation together. Volunteer Vacations Travel experiences combined with volunteering for social causes. TLDR : GET YOURSELF OUT THERE WHERE SUCH MEN CAN BE FOUND, and perhaps take a little extra initiative towards meeting men, whatver that means to you. I feel sometimes women are way too passive in their dating life which can sometimes severely backfire Good luck!

Completed another 72 hour DMSA + ala round. It's very smooth with the zeolite nanoparticle spray. I often feel euphoria , a way more clear mind, and barely need to nap throughout the day with such high doses of vitamin c. Zeolite Nanoparticle spray + Selemethionine + mopping up last few doses with only DMSA makes getting off round efortless. No redistribution symptoms. Make sure to finish the round in the morning after taking the night doses so that you can properly suppelement and take the zeolite every 2-3 hours during your waking time ( personal choice, no science for this yet ) Three days is as long as I can take for now . note to self : when doing all these DIY capsules, make sure to put Silica Gel Packets in the containers. Very important, specially in the ALA and vitamin C

@Leo Gura I'm absolutely certain you haven't watched the video. It's actually a beautiful cutting edge example of a functional person that lives in an unique, alternative and above average state of consciousness that is capable of describing his experience in an eloquent and intelligent way. It's a gem. Most people like that are in a mental institution. Conflating this one with simply Multiple personality disorder or labeling it as weird brain states and conditions is actually a very materialistic perspective and doesn't do this case justice, and holds metaphysical assumptions, like that memory or personallity are held within the brain/genetics, where maybe its a similar strange-loop scenario of how Consciousness or Intelligence isn't only a byproduct of the brain but the other way around. Thats fair, but you yourself have said that Consciousness can hide stuff from itself. I feel that the mechanism of "hiding" has a degree, and it can hide some things much stronger than others. And It hides different things to different "people" to different degrees. I feel strong Faith is needed to truly test a hypothesis during serious contemplation for the sake of Understanding. For example, Ralston doesn't understand Love, and he has stopped looking or taking the concept seriously because he's so firm on his position. If he truly held the hypothesis with serious Faith that God=Love=Infinity=You , and not just loosely, perhaps he would eventually have stumbled upon it in his direct experience. Or perhaps Consciousness can hide some things from particular Selves ( Souls ) FOREVER, no matter how hard they look, like alien consciousness and beyond being hidden from the average buddhist. So Ralston would never realize Love and you will never realize what a Soul is, because it doesn't exist in your particular direct experience. Anyways, I have a hunch that Souls don't exist in your reallity because you have happened to jump to the endgame understanding of the Nature of Reallity and what " You" are, which is Solipsism, but Souls are at a lesser level of the Russian dolls of what " You " are. You have spoken about the Concept of " Avatar before. I feel it's at the same level as a Soul. It fits in wonderfully with the Infinty of God's hypothesis. An example of souls would be machine elves or different entities people experience during astral projection or psychedelics. Or the example in the video. Or just literally OTHER PEOPLE Note you don't experience these entities either- coincidence? My question to you is what if, in the same way as Consciousness and Intelligence is not generated by the brain, but is entangled with it in a strange-loop manner, personallity and memory are entangled with the brain and genetics with a " Soul " ? Why does personallity and memory have to be generated and stored solely in the brain ? What if the Soul determines genetics and personallity? What would a trans-materialistic explanation of personallity look like? If Souls exist but you don't have direct experience of them, for now, or perhaps never, what would be your best hypotesis/hunch for explaining them? Is overly relying on direct experience a bias that hinders the Understanding of the Nature of Reallity? What if things are true but you can't experience them?

Did a 72 hour 50 MG DMSA every 3 hours 60~~ mg ALa every 3 hours round As the ala pills are home made there may be a little difference in dosages between pills. About 20% is acceptable. I was taking 2 sprays of that zeolite nanoparticle spray to mop up whatever heavy metals may have been redistributing due to the inconsistent dosages and I have to say I did not feel any negative symptoms. This is the dose I have to stay for about 5 more rounds before Increasing ALA. If I had gone one day longer I feel I'd burn out my adrenals. Getting off round was very smoth. Last two doses are DMSA only to mop up the heavy metals and then 100 mcg seleniomethionine every 12 hours , two times only ( it binds to mercury ) Also the zeolite nanoparticle spray seems to mitigate any redistribution side effects when stopping the round. Im still experimenting with it and I'll update with my experiences. I only experienced fatigue and some brain fog two days after stopping the round. I can't tell if it's due to dehydration or that I was talking less core 4 supplements ( not waking up at night to take them )

I respect your curiosity and determination for understanding but I feel you have a tendency to overcomplicate , over-intellectualize and get stuck on certain ideas I feel chatGPT would be ideal for someone like in your position. You can ask all these questions to it directly and ask it for clarifications and translations in real time It would be very good for gaining clarity. I feel that putting effort into learning how to effectively use chatGPT for contemplation would be the best use of your time Just my 2 cents

Sounds like a perfect chance for reprogramming your subconscious mind. There is a course coming soon apparently There is definitely value in re-listening to the same stuff over and over. Hearing something one or two times is just the beginning. Mantras and affirmations are good Moderate effort physical tasks like driving, cooking or cleaning are ideal for thinking and contemplating as well. You could exercise that muscle instead of relentlessly consuming content