I've been having some minor astral projection OBE's here and there but not worth sharing... But tonight...
Holy sh^t.
HOLY SH^^T.
The second one of the night was the absolute most profound experience I've yet had in astral projection. I still can't believe it.
The first one was a little scary.
I gotta say, I never believed in mainstream entity descriptions like "succubus." I thought it was just human fantasies and BS, but given my pattern of astral sex being the first thing I pursue once I get into the realm and the experience I just had, the "succubus" description is way too accurate to dismiss.
I got into the phase by rolling out of my body (my go-to technique). I appeared in an open-air karaoke. Some song I knew was playing.
I walked by a very attractive young woman, she looked 20 at most, standing around by herself. She was blonde and had a few tattoos. I didn't like that she had a tiny little bit too much arm hair, like Spanish women sometimes do. We made eye contact, and in spite of her being physically irresistible to me, I immediately had a feeling that something was off. She looked sus , just standing around like that. She had that facial expression of a person that's hiding their intent or not being completely genuine, where your gut feeling tells you something isn't right.
I tapped her on the shoulder and asked if she was going to sing. Before even answering, she immediately grabbed me, and we started walking arm in arm toward the boombox. She said in an innocent voice, "Yes, but you're going to sing with me, right?" I hesitated because I'm not very confident in my singing skills just yet, but I said yes. She said, " song X is playing right?" I said no, It's " rewrite the stars".
She jumped down into this one-meter-deep concrete pit where the boombox was. As she was down there to ask for a song for us to sing, a random guy joined me and sat down at the edge of the pit. It was a tight space, so when the girl came back to jump up out of the pit, she struggled a bit to get on top. After jumping a few times, she sloppily sat down next to me with her butt touching my legs, but she played it off. The other guy was there being boring asking dry boring questions, so we stopped talking to him.
Her body was absolutely irresistible. She wiggled her butt a little trying to accomodate herself and I could feel it. She started coming closer to me. I closed my eyes but still could hear and feel everything. She put her butt against my crotch, then her mouth over my left ear, and started gently moaning. I could feel the farmth of ther breath on my ear.
It was beautiful and a heavenly experience for the first few seconds, but very soon her moaning turned into a very high-pitched, inhuman scream that was damaging my hearing and felt like it was draining my energy. I almost fainted, but I managed to summon enough willpower to fish-hook my finger into her cheek at my ear and pull her away. An example would be: it's the kind of willpower you need to summon when you're incredibly sleepy but have to get up to open the door, or your child fell out of bed or some other emergency.
I had sex with her anyway after that for a few seconds because why not (vengeance, lol) -- but she disappeared in no time and morphed into a different girl I didn’t like that much. Then I exited the phase.
I feel that succubus experience is the astral equivalent of a parasite. I've experienced similar things before but during sleep paralysis (an attractive female thing laying on top of me or hugging me but making it very difficult for me to breathe, almost choking me).
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Fully conscious of what had just happened, as I had just woken up microseconds ago, I decided to try to exit my body again. Rolling out didn’t work initially, so I paired it with "falling asleep" for a second and then rolling out -- and it worked extremely well.
As I exited my body and fell through the floor, I was propelled to a speed of a million times faster than light. I was traveling through space and galaxies at an absolutely unfathomable speed. Entire galaxies were flashing by me left and right.
As my libido was satiated, and being the curious person that I am, I said to myself, "Now show me aliens." I set that as my intention.
I gotta say, I was a little scared at first because I didn’t want to have the experience of being on an alien ship (this had happened to me before, but in a "normal common dream," not consciously being fully in control nor knowingly exiting my body). I saw some humanoid-like tall green creatures looking and inspecting me, but I don’t take this too seriously.
Nothing happened for like 10 seconds, and it was pitch black. I had to quickly overcome my fear, or it wouldn’t work, to reassure myself that I actually wanted to experience this.
Eventually, I opened my eyes in what seemed to be a late-night american diner. I was immobilized, laying on my stomach on the floor, facing forward, looking at a screen. There was a tall lady who seemed to be in charge. There were some people sitting at the tables. There was one grumpy but witty old guy sitting at the table closest to me looking our way.
The woman turned on the screen, and for what felt like 5 minutes, as I was laying there, she ran me through about a dozen creatures of different civilizations. She narrated their features and their names. I saw them in full resolution and understood everything she was saying. I remember being absolutely shocked and astonished at what I was seeing and hearing. My jaw was dropped the whole time, and I don’t know how I didn’t wake up from the sheer awe. I was absolutely flabbergasted but very grateful for the experience. The lady mentioned something about these being the representatives of the intergalactic alliance or something along those lines, and that maybe I could be one too.
As I regained mobility, I walked up to her, put my hands on her hips, looked her in the eyes, and with teary eyes said, "Please let me know when I’m mature enough to work for you." She nodded her head while looking at me, but it felt like she was saying, "Yeah, you’re absolutely not," lol.
I walked around the diner and had small talk with some of the people there. It was a very friendly environment. After about what felt like 10 minutes total, I started feeling like I was being pulled back into my physical body. I said out loud, "I think it’s time for me to go." But my experience there was so vivid and strong that I was having trouble getting back. It felt like trying to fall asleep when you’re very awake, but yet falling asleep for a microsecond here and there.
I asked for guidance from the people/creatures around me. Everyone seemed to understand what was going on with me. I said, "How do I do this?" A different guy from one of the tables told me to rub my hands very fast to heat them up and then rub them on my chest.
It didn’t really work at all, and I think he was just trolling me, or he didn’t know and was speaking out of his ass, lol. About 30 seconds later, after intermittent increasingly " falling asleep for a microsecond" experiences it felt like I finally died but in a very painless way, or like I fell asleep in a slightly brutal way. It felt like a very natural, organic instinct took over that knew how to get back to my body. I imagine it’s like when women give birth -- their body just knows how to get it done. Or when you puke, your body just knows subconsciously what muscles to twitch.
My body crumbled, and I fell through the floor. As fast as I was traveling before, I traveled back three times faster. I regained consciousness in my body, still retaining some memory of the creatures I had just seen.
All I remember is one of the civilization potentially being called something like "Hatuki." I remember one creature that looked like the Tangela Pokémon but pinkish, with no eyes and no legs, gliding smoothly using all its tentacle-like limbs. I also remember a mechanical crab/dog hybrid that walked laterally, made of very thin, almost two-dimensional flat pieces of metal or aluminum. It was a very foldable creature. Somewhat like a Origami Cyber-dog.
I don't know which of these civilizations / creatures were more or less intelligent than us.
I feel like I remembered more as I initially woke up from that astral projection, but I only THOUGHT I had woken up for real. It was a false awakening (a very common experience). as I was still in the phase and it was another out of body experience.
I immediately stood up from my bed to grab a piece of paper to write down what the f^ck I had just experienced, but... it was just another out-of-body experience. As I walked around my house, some whacky stuff started happening. Eventually, I lost consciousness, and when I woke up, I remembered way less.
Holy crap.
Looking forward to more.
@Loveeee