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It sounds like you need to work on grounding your spiritual insights, put your feet on the solid ground and work on developing some serious love for life. Also it seems you have developed unhealthy mental habits making you stuck in negative disempowering thought loops that side discourage you from taking action . That's the catch 22 of depression and dark night of the souls. They generate a very strong gravity towards sucking the meaning out of everything. Which is true but only from to a degree and from a certain perspective... but from the other side it looks like absolute Truth I'd recommend putting psychedelics on pause for a good year. For a tree to grow tall it needs to develop strong roots, and that seems to be failing you right now How does your day to day look like? Do you have too much time in your hands? Do you have any responsibilities? How do you spend your weeks?

London if you want amazing daygame and you can afford it. Budapest and Warsaw are budget options. What time of the year are you traveling?

No matter what city you live in, there is always Suzie from work

Cool to see lots of input for OP. I'm struggling with a similar issue and IDK if it's long COVID but here are the very essential basics that I haven't seen mentioned: You ABSOLUTELY must meet or exceed your daily calorie needs. It you chronically starve yourself or do lots of fasting it will absolutely cause chronic fatigue and low or inexistent libido. You absolutely need high quality animal fats in your diet. You absolutely need cholesterol, ideally from quality eggs or butter. Having enough quality saturated fats is important You absolutely need to get in enough quality sleep and enough vitamin D. You absolutely must watch your zinc intake. Personally, I take 50mg of zinc picolinate per day and there is a day and night difference for my libido if I don't take it. Specifically for me I already absorb very little zinc because of my heavy metal toxicity. Heavy weightlifting and intense cardio are essential as well but you don't want to burn yourself out of you have a physically demanding job Do not give up! I feel your pain and wish you enough strength to have enough requisite variety to solve this problem. Become an absolute expert in your condition. A solution is definitely there, just gotta find it. https://www.actualized.org/insights/requisite-variety-and-creative-laziness Pd: you can take care of your GFs sexual needs in many different ways. Read the book she comes first to master oral. There's lots of stuff you can do for her. Get creative if you care about her

If you're 17 still in school and inexperienced just start by casually starting an conversation with her to become acquaintances and get her number or IG. If you can bump into her in some activity you do together and get to know her that way that's better than a cold approach unless you think you can pull that off. Then suggest some activities after school, flirt and eventually hang out alone with her and see how far is she comfortable taking things. Most likely you'd need more than one single date to get intimate with her but I don't know the details so just start with taking with her, getting her contact and going on a date. Just be a normal human being and feel eachother out, no need to over-theorize this or micromanage "skipping phases"

From my experience asking questions is often not very effective for giving your clients results. Many times their thinking is so away from the path of the solutions they're looking for that I mostly do 25% asking questions 25% listening and 50% just lecturing and giving them the insights or context they're missing and would take them ages to reach by their own thinking even with me guiding their minds. You can ask the right questions as much as you want but sometimes people just will not have insightful answers. If you're an expert in what you do, ask questions to gather the raw answers they need to hear

I second water kefir, it helped my digestion for years after I stopped taking it. Bone broth is full of heavy metals though as lead mimics calcium and is stored in the bones, not many people are aware of this though

I would argue then the megalomaniacs described in the last post must have a degree of sociopathy or psychopathy or something along the lines. They must not have the capacity of empathy or seeing the world from other people's POV. Sometimes I consciously take advantage of other people in very small insignificant ways or tell small lies here and there and then these things stay on my consciousness for months and when I see the person in real life the stuff is consistently on my mind and I feel the urge to get if off my chest. So genuineness, transparency, honesty and authenticity are not even values of mine, they are personality traits baked into my psyche. These people must not have that and actually have the opposite hardware. I wouldn't say they have "made a choice" even. It almost couldn't be another way. Natural selection is testing out different survival strategies and it seems that not having that empathy is hyper effective if you're lucky enough to break through in society. It's not guaranteed to work. You may end in jail or beat up. So genetics play a big role imo but that's no real surprise. --- Coined a new term with chatgpt since there is no one term that defines the fenomenon in that blog post : Machiavellian Pragmatheism The strategic mode of operation where truth, morality, self-identity are fluid tools, shaped and discarded solely for the accumulation and consolidation of power and wealth. It combines Machiavellian cunning, extreme pragmatism, and the ability to believe or abandon any idea or person at will, based purely on strategic advantage. A Machiavellian Pragmatheist not only manipulates others but also self-deceives, controls narratives, and rewrites reality itself when necessary. Power is the end goal, reality is a game, people are pieces, and winning is the only principle.

Sorry to hear your health struggles, I hope everything is sorted out by now. Yeah, this goes both ways. Ignorant people use toxic chemicals and toxic chemicals breed ignorant people. I had this situation with my camper van where I carpeted the entire interior using some strong glue and It would give me breathing problems if I stayed the night. Aparently it was formaldehyde ( smells like the smell of " new " ) and prbably a bunch of other nasty things. It took about half a year to properly ventilate and stop giving off fumes... If you're sensistive to airborne particles and chemicals you can get lots of high qualiry hepa and carbon air purifiers. They surely wont harm. Who knows how efficient they actually are

@Davino I struggle to find earplugs that I can wear for more than a few hours without my ears hurting. Are these wearable for long hours? how much noise do they reduce? would you say they are good enough for clubbing?

I challenge you to notice and point out the imperfections in all the systems you see for a few days. For example , language is a system that's good enough to get the job done for collective survival of the species, but just look how much room for misinterpretation there is.

The stage blue equivalent is Devotion good stuff

give the mods tasers Now back to post modernism

Visual representation of telepathy , just apply it to consciousness Bashar explains channeling as two beings connecting on the same frequency, like tuning those old radios.

This fits so well here. Mods feel free to remove this and ask me to do a new thread if you feel this may derail it. Test your skills after all those documentaries https://www.geoguessr.com/ Free alternative https://openguessr.com/ Super fun to play with online friends What's your benchmark?