GeoLura

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  1. @BlurryBoi Just fucking do it in silence or forget enlightenment. Normal life is fine.
  2. @VeganAwake Yes and then realize it's ALL hopeless. There's nothing you can do! You will never get there if you keep thinking those spiritual thoughts! You're the problem!
  3. @math159w "Others exist" or "Others don't exist" are just thoughts. I just see you have started to turn this "others don't exist" into a belief system. It's not any closer to the truth.
  4. Yes, more consciousness=more suffering. It will most likely stay that way until you realize there's no SELF to suffer. For me the world is perfect, because the thought "the world is wrong" doesn't appear. Also realize that your suffering doesn't help anyone.
  5. r/Murderedbywords Good thing about living in a cabin in the woods, with alot of bears and wolfs around is that whenever i think i've transcended self-survival, i'll go out at dark and imagine getting mauled by a bear and then quickly run back inside
  6. @Sven Good response. Of course i'm not more enlightened, the character that's writing this. Me. Can't be enlightened. It's hard to seriously talk about enlightenment, because it's all false. I'd like to talk about it, but when i try, it feels "wrong", anything that can be said about it is a lie. Just more consepts to fill someones head.
  7. It's like... Consciousness is the only thing u can be sure is true. Anything else is just belief. Everything you experience seems real to you, but is not true in an absolute sense. Like dreams, people in your dream exist, but they are all you. The scenery and everything is you. So it's an Illusion of separation. And it turns out even you don't exist, so...it's all consciousness. Or Being or whatever.
  8. Hmm... Do you wipe while sitting down or standing? Do you think death grips is good or nah? Favorite movie? What do you think about the stock market right now? Will it drop on monday? Pineapple on pizza. Yeah or nah? How would you rate this meme?
  9. Thought this was pretty interesting. I haven't read anything about this, i guess it has some name in eastern mysticism, but anyways. The normal way of falling asleep for me before was to get lost in thought and at some point to fall asleep. It's different for me now, i don't get lost in thought during the day and have very little thoughts in general, so when i lay in bed waiting to fall asleep there's almost complete silence. Weird stuff happens when the body falls asleep, i'm aware the whole time. First time this happened i thought i didn't fall asleep at all, but when i looked at the clock 8 hours had passed and i felt well rested. Last night was weird, i fell asleep, tried to enter a dream on purpose and realized it was alot like daydreaming. I was in a dream and then came back and opened my eyes, couldn't move my body, so i was still asleep. Did this many times during the night: Reality, dream, reality, dream. If any of you have experienced sleep paralysis before, it's kinda like that, but no demons standing next to your bed Any of you have similar experiences?
  10. >So... What am i? Ok, i'm gonna observe thoughts arising. >"Thoughts....Thoughts....Thinking....Thinking...." Ok so i can't know what my next thought is... they just pop from nowhere...So i can't be the thinker >Actions and emotions seem to also arise from nowhere, they just happen automatically or with first comes a thought and then comes the action of that thought. >So....I can't find myself. No-one is in control.... >Every though is illusory it seems. Thinking seems to exist, but the content of thought is illusory. So that must be that only this present moment exist. Only this room exists right now. Everything else must be a fantasy, a delusion. >OH! oooooh... But something is aware about everything! >no... wait... It's not something, it's no-thing, it has no qualities. >So i don't exist... that's very clear, but there's awareness that's left and that has always been AND IT'S EVERYTHING! At this point everything is the same, everything is consciousness. I went to look around the house and yeap, everything. The next day i went shopping, saw other people and my family, yeap.. they're also consciousness. Then i realized that believing that anything exists other than consciousness is a belief. I can't know if other people are real, i can't know if anything is real. I don't call it illusion, i just can't know. And everything is perfect.
  11. Maybe he had some non-dual insights and has a spritual ego, but i don't know. Weird that i haven't seen any memes about this clip, would be super meme worthy imo
  12. Everything is consciousness. I thought i understood this, but i was fooling myself. It's so obvious now, non-dual, no separation, everything is me. It's so close and so simple, that we ignore it. I "died" a while back after insane amounts of inquiry, meditation and at the end with a help of psychedelics. But there was a feeling that something was missing, tonight it just happened. It's like consciousness penetrates this "me" experience more and more and more, until it's just so obvious. The Center that was still there just melted away. I know i must be "done" because i have no more questions, nothing to seek. Everything is perfect. Here have a meme for my way of saying thank you.
  13. I don't mind if that happens. I'm not trying to start a cult or be a perfect enlightened being. To get "here" was out of my hands, i stopped many times, but "truth" came back nagging. If i look back at my life as a person, everything was set perfectly, every situation that led me here. It seems like it was meant to be like this. That's just a story ofc, but it's fun to think back. Something like that. Weird energy pulses from bottom of my spine to top of my head, and if i look at a surface long enough the patterns start dancing like on a low dose lsd trip. No dizziness tho. Other weird thing is that before this i had aphantasia https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Aphantasia but now i can visualize things very clearly. That envy might be the reason why you still have the center. Lower your expectations, no fireworks went off when this happened. More like "oh....right". I respect the enlightened masters that can "point to the moon" so clearly, if i had to i would have no idea what to say and how i got here.
  14. @cetus56 Of course, i might be "truth realized", but as a person i have alot to work on. And even regarding enlightenment i'm sure there are deeper and deeper ways to see the same thing. or non-thing =) @Serotoninluv Yeah, Frank is one of a kind
  15. @Serotoninluv My god you might be right
  16. @Serotoninluv So what your saying is... the fastest way to enlightenment is actually doing hella squats ?
  17. @Nahm "This thread is locked"
  18. @DrewNows I dont, but your mom calls me daddy =)