Giulio Bevilacqua

Hi. I have this massive tension/energy stuck in my stomach and 2nd chakra stuck there since Kundalini woke up. I tried yesterday Shambhavi Mahamudra Kriya from Sadhguru that i learned years ago. After one session things got worse and the pain was more acute. I tried also a lot of body scanning, seems to help but it would take days lying in the sleeping position till I get to the core. So I got the idea to try microdosing lsd, 20 mcg. I have never done any psychedelic before. I did weed where I get very sensitive and sometimes also very anxious. in your opinion could micro lsd work for things like energy block and stuff like that ? thank you

In your case I would try a more solid approach like psychedelics. if you feel more connected to stuff like yoga, I would highly suggest Shambhavi Mahamudra Kriya Yoga. It will bring you back to a state of balance and more clarity. And it is very easy for everyday life. in the mean time you could try chanting AUM 21 times a day, this can have a great effect on your psyche.

@RickyFitts yes could be. But i do not know how safe it is to play with energy systems during a Kundalini awakening. I try more days and see how it unfolds!

Please give a try to something that was said in the previous comments. Maybe with the one you resonate most.

Hi evryone. I am searching for someone to have just a talk or chat, due my situation with the kundalini that i am struggling since most of the last months. I do not know how to go foward with this process and i am very fearful of this stuckness now, because my condition is slowly degenerating in evryway, and do not know how things will unfold if i do not resolve this as soon as possible. Please, if this goes againts the guidelines of the forum remove the post

Insecurity

Hi ervyone. I am thinking to take a healing workshop 3 days for Kundalini energy balance. I am just a bit skeptical about the tools and the methods that are given and shared. Things like Shaktipat intiation, tantric techniques, crystals and sacred geometry, mandalas shamanic tools and so on. I have never entered this stuff for many reasons like too new age stuff and also my resitance for methods and techniques in general. Would like to know from you what do you think about this things and if you have ever done something similar

What happens when you allow them to happen ? Giving them space to unfold.

You maybe have already seen some of my posts about the "strange" movements i am facing in this last time. When i let go of control and effort and just flow, the body starts to go into a Whirling motion like a Dervish. Many times have tried to surrender to this. I came to a point where the speed was so intense where a big terror and fear popped up. At some point something was crawling along the spine and getting stuck behind my neck. It seems that this stuff wanst surrender totally with a full heart, but i reallly feel not ready to jump into it. I do not know where this motion is going to take me, it's like jumping into a supermassive black hole. Who would do that ? I met a guy online who went through the same thing. He said that as the motion finished by itlsef he melted with "something". Obviously i can take other actions like walking eating and so on, but they feel so forced and not in a state of alignment and truth It seems there are no other options than dying into this tornado of energy with full trust. I could never imagine to finish in such a situation for a so long time. Resisting it for many months now. Just wish this thing to end soon...

What can my face tell ?

What would change ?

Please search for an expert professional near where you live, not online stuff.

You could give a try to Shambhavi Mahamudra Kriya. It's a practice designed by Sadhguru, it can easily bring back to a state of balance

What do you mean ?

The fear. and I really do not know of what. i think it is fear of loosing the body or dying

I have come to the crucial point. life can not go foward like this. It’s a living torture evry day since months now. Maybe the devil took possession of my body and wants to play funny games. Probably you have seen my post on kundalini and the weird movements that are occurring. The body has become a spinning creature. I have tried many times to express and allow the movement but it is simply not possibile to let it out completely. I don’t want to live anymore, really, I can’t do anything else than spinning and whirling. Can’t even do a simple walk in nature after 2 minutes the movement happens again. What is there to do. ? I have tried everything now, healers methods techniques. Didn’t want to come to this point, because I love life. Days are passing and passing in my bed and social media. I am destroying my mother emotionally and also my father that not hearing since moths. Couldn’t believe to touch this point. Not know why I am an writing this to you. Do not make comments to make the situation positive and nice

Whirling

How much love for this man. His clarity is beyond evry description...

I agree Yes totally agree

Hi guys. Would appreciate to know from you how do you live/see the aspect of effort and surrender/grace. I am really in the way of total surrender, going with less effort possible. But doubts are kicking in a lot. Just going with the flow of the river is sometimes hard to have faith in. If I do not make some effort I would not care for a job or Mooney or whatever else like making a career and so on. Maybe those things would come in naturally along the path…? I mean being in a state of utter and total spontaneity is wonderful, but I feel there is some fear and worry deep inside, and this confuses me a lot !

But what i think is... routine must imply effort ! A river that flows effortless is always in change state, flowing, Or can you have a routine without effort ? It's crippling my mind

Good. Thank you

Still stuck. At the end it is my fault, it would just stop if i allow them. I do not have any problem with the movement, they are healing motions. It's just that as soon as i relax or let go of control the body starts spinning too fast, if i would be smooth moovement i could handle it and see where it would lead, but the speed is insane it would kick the brain out of my skull

I will check her . Have you ever tried shaktipat ? Mayve these could help the enrgy move

Yes i have considered this option. And that is the only thing that is holding me right now. Maybe i'll get trgough it, somehow. No, it's not food. The movements occur to relese psychic tensions, in my case they are in the belly. At the end i am not against these movements, it just i can not phisically hold them or deal with , due to their intensity,