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That is helpful. Thank you very much ?@sir_kulki
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Hi. Would like to know what are your experiences with daily work/job and taking 5meo dmt. Do you take some days off from work before/after taking 5meo? And most important. Are you still able to perform your work with others and handle daily situations? As it is a very powerful substance I guess it will shatter many things like family, work... reality and so on. So maybe before interacting with daily duties is it important to take some free time ? Thank you.
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Giulio Bevilacqua replied to playdoh's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
It's said that the right way to chant is not OM but A-U-M. In my view you do not renounce life by just chanting a mantra. Chanting is still another attempt to fix life or change it into a more pleasurable state. Otherwise why would you do it ? When every method or attempt to reach a better place is abandoned that's renunciation of ego. -
Some questions about the process through vaping with oil pipe and measurements. How long should the lighter be under the oil pipe till I can finally inhale the substance? About buying a milligram scale. Is one that costs around 20 euros good to measure 5mg of 5dmt ? I have also seen this mini spoons that can measure till 6 mg to 10 mg. But that's very risky as you can easily overdose ?
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I Made a post about this topic. I already received some good suggestions by two moderators But I think writing in this thread would be better and more appropriate. Hi everyone. I am on the Kundalini process since 1 and half year and struggling mainly on the fear aspect of letting go the control of the body. Most of all is fear of death I think. I am still experiencing some physical knots in some parts of the body, related to stuck/unprocessed emotions of the past. The idea of taking 5meo became more interesting as I read a post of a guy talking about the healing properties of 5meo after having tried many healing techniques that did not work at all. My situation is quite the same. I did many things but everything failed at the end. I really feel I need something more powerful like a clear sharp cut. So coming to the point... I just have some worries not for the substance itlsef and the effects, but mostly using it during the energetic process of the Kundalini. I just have this thoughts and believes that it could be a too big explosion of everything and causing some damage to the body. But as I said this are only thoughts that are blocking me for the experience. I know that I just need to try it to see it my self and nobody can really tell me what is best or what will happen My idea was to try very gentle doses like 5mg through smoking and see what happens and than increasing very little by little. Any suggestions and exoerience sharing would be super helpful Peace to everyone
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@acidgoofy @OBEler Thanks guys. Appreciated. I'll experiment that way
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Hi everyone. I am on the Kundalini process since 1 and half year and struggling mainly on the fear aspect of letting go the control of the body. Most of all is fear of death I think. I am still experiencing some physical knots in some parts of the body, related to stuck/unprocessed emotions of the past. The idea of taking 5meo became more interesting as I read a post of a guy talking about the healing properties of 5meo after having tried many healing techniques that did not work at all. My situation is quite the same. I did many things but everything failed at the end. I really feel I need something more powerful like a clear sharp cut. So coming to the point... I just have some worries not for the substance itlsef and the effects, but mostly using it during the energetic process of the Kundalini. I just have this thoughts and believes that it could be a too big explosion of everything and causing some damage to the body. But as I said this are only thoughts that are blocking me for the experience. I know that I just need to try it to see it my self and nobody can really tell me what is best or what will happen My idea was to try very gentle doses like 5mg through smoking and see what happens and than increasing very little by little. Any suggestions and exoerience sharing would be super helpful Peace to everyone
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You could give a try to shambhavi mahamudra Kriya from sadhguru. It slowly pushes up your energies so that compulsions become weaker and less addictive
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Give a try with shambhavi mahamudra Kriya from sadhguru
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Get enough physical work
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Giulio Bevilacqua replied to Newborn's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Become spontaneous. That's meditation. -
I am afraid and really terrified. It takes a lot of loving trust and surrender to life's intelligence. I did other posts about my kundalini situation. As the energy awakes within your system the body starts performing spontaneous body movements that are designed for clearing your energy system from accumulated imprints. In my case the body starts whirling and spinning like a dervish very fast. I have come close where the speed would take over completely over the body but shortly I stopped willingly because it scared the hell out of me. I feel very good after but still not able to let go completely. I feel it would be the end. I am afraid of the void I am scared like a child that has lost his mother in the woods. It's a turning point where one can't go back. It's just about trust and trust. But damn god it's brutally challenging. Facing the fear of one's death and dissolution .... I am afraid
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Giulio Bevilacqua replied to TheSelf's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
It is more powerful and intelligent than your attempt to concentrate. See if you stop concentrate and focus you have to start again and the effects vanishes . -
Thanks Brother. Yes its llike taking a jump into a black hole. Now swaying between resistance and surrender
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Giulio Bevilacqua replied to TheSelf's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
You can not control Kundalini. Kundalini controls you. Kundalini is the end of all control and effort. It's the ultimate path of surrender to God's will. -
Giulio Bevilacqua replied to TheSelf's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
That is totally wrong. Kundalini is divine intelligence and can't go back by any forceful attempt or method. It can become more dangerous if you are not willing to surrender to her or trying to fix her. -
Yes I agree. Beautiful
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It is said that before entering the sea a river trembles with fear. She looks back at the path she has traveled, from the peaks of the mountains, the long winding road crossing forests and villages. And in front of her, she sees an ocean so vast, that to enter there seems nothing more than to disappear forever. But there is no other way. The river can not go back. Nobody can go back. To go back is impossible in existence. The river needs to take the risk of entering the ocean because only then will fear disappear, because that’s where the river will know it’s not about disappearing into the ocean, but of becoming the ocean. Khalil gibran
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Giulio Bevilacqua replied to TheSelf's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Check out on Facebook the group. -Kundalini awakening guidance and support - -
Thanks brother. Could you tell me something more about it
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Giulio Bevilacqua replied to Bob Seeker's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Definitely terrifying. It's the end. Finito -
Giulio Bevilacqua replied to Bob Seeker's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Definitely terrifying -
Are you doing any spiritual/energetic practices? Head pressures could sometimes be some Kundalini arousal symptoms
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Thank you. This stuff is so fascinating to read
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Giulio Bevilacqua replied to Bob Seeker's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
In meditation you go through what you need to go through. No one has to tell you anything. God is the only therapist. If you have God or the Truth as your therapist, you can not do better. The only fee God wants is surrender to Him. You can say Her if you prefer. The Goddess is Truth. Truth is the way things actually are no matter what perspective you take. You just let meditation happen whatever way it wants. Let His will be done, not yours. Surrender, then, is to choose to let God, the Truth, or whatever you want to call it, guide your body, feelings, and mind, your thoughts and attention. You will be lead you through the most fascinating, exciting, sometimes boring and even terrifying journey to to union with the Truth. By surrendering to the life energy, the body can naturally go through what it needs to go through in Natural Yoga. It does not become tired. The mind goes through what it needs to go through so it does not become stuck or frustrated trying to control the attention. And the feelings can flow when they are ready; when they are not ready, nothing happens. So just let it be. One can do many hours of Natural Yoga over long periods of months and years. The serious aspirant can devote his or her whole life to this activity. Four to eight hours a day spent in meditation is not unusual for a serious practitioner of Natural Yoga