Giulio Bevilacqua

Allow them to manifest and express freely. Be a nice host

Letting go is not a technique. Every technique requires a doer/effort and therefore tension. Let go of letting go also.

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Today i did my first 5meo dmt experience. A lot of anxiety before the trip. Most of the emotional chaos comes from reading too much stuff online. It's good to know a few things for precaution. My aim was to test the effect of the substance within a Kundalini energy process so I started very slow with what I think were 3mg. Very difficult to say if the dosage was precise probably much less. I loaded the oil pipe with this minuscule quantity. "This is not going to do anything, it's too little to have an effect" Somehow I managed to light the pipe in a very horrible and clumsy way (fuk**g difficult technique for a newbie) . Some vape escaped the pipe so I decided to inhale whatever was in it. The effect started immediately like when you stand up very fast and feel you are going to faint. But nothing violent So I was laying down on my bed. Heart started racing fast, I was pretty comfortable with it, detatched from the fear and anxiety. The thought about puking (without the feeling of it) came up and started a little to panic but decided to say "ok if it happens it happens I am still lucid and can control my body" All the contractions started to manifest very intensely and clearly,my bladder and perineum were very dense and contracted .. some ittle shaking happened but not much. The rest of the time I spent it by being aware of the physical knots and contemplating sensations. Nothing special or big happened.Obviously I took a ridiculous dose but I would never thought that such tiny shitty miniscule crumbs could have such an effect. I will upgrade slowly slowly this journey and see where it takes along with better technique. Sorry, I know it is nothing special what I wrote but Its a big step for me and feel good to share it. I am positive that It could help with a breakthrough at the right dosage. Ciao, until next time ?

@acidgoofy Thank you. What do you mean with dose it that way ? I guess it's more precise in transforming the substance and inhaling

The first time i played drums at 12 years of age, I was so excited to play since many days before. The moment the drumsticks touched the drums i felt a big explosion of extention everywhere followed by state of trance. Obviously i did not know what it was. Only many years after i could make some sense from that experience <3

In my experience it's when you give up the sense of doer totally and surrender your egostic action to life's intelligence. Every method always hides the ego in the background waiting for the outcome ----> momentary happiness, pleasure.

Some people can easily perceive thoughts of others. It's a just a matter of how much your perception is expanded. In Indian tradition they call it "Siddhis". Nothing special at the end... it's just activating that part of your energetic system that are usually dormant or asleep.

Hi. I will soon do my first 5 meo DMT experience. Just curious about the diet preparation. I have read many different opinions about what kind of food and the duration of the diet. I am really not willing to do a 2 or 1 month diet. Is it really necessary such a long period of time? My diet does not include meat or fish. I eat plenty of vegetables and fruits. Sometimes carbos like pasta or bread. but not low quality. Unfortunately bread is not a super good wheat sometimes. I am skipping breakfast and drinking only a cup of warm water with honey and then a cup of good coffee. Cheese is just occasionally on my plate and not in large quantities. Sugar sometimes chocolate after lunch or dinner. My plan was to cut carbos and cheese for one week before the 5 meo and fasting more or less 15 hours the day before. How do you handle this aspect? Do you really go that strict for 2 months diet ? Thank you ?

Thanks guys ! Appreciated the responses !

Just,why,would you do something like that ... ?

@TRUTHWITHCAPITALT Yes thanks for the precaution. I will definitely start low as I do not want to create a disaster with my current Kundalini process. I'll just take 3mg with an oil pipe and see what happens and the slowly slowly upgrading

@Pudgey ?? Makes sense. Thanks

@cjoseph90 I live in Florence

I have more tabs of LSD. Each tab is 25 ug. If I take 4 of them is it the same of single 100 ug tab ? I think There is a difference when the substance is only concentrated in one single tab... ?

@something_else It's professionally made in a laboratory. Yes I used them for microdosing. I never did LSD I wanted to try very low dosage before increasing

Yes u are right. It's 20 ug not 25 @something_else

@Federico del pueblo Thanks for the info ! Btw your bad trip report in the mega thread Made me laugh way too much. Super funny to read. ?❤

1) Watermelon 2) Pineapple 3) Mango 4) Mandarins 5) Khaki

You may look into ayurveda medicine. I am not an expert but if the issue is related to diet than it's quite easy to detect the problem. Some foods are heating the system and other are cooling it. Also emotions play a huge role in this. If you are anxious most of the time then it brings more heating if you are depressed it makes the body cold.

Very cool and interesting to read. Would like to know what was your journey with psychedelics and how it worked for you ?

Thank you very much.

I am also interested

I do not undestrand why people always try to compare them and see who is better. They are just different with different qualities. An orange is not better than an apple

Question: A well-known author has written a great deal about the use of certain drugs which enable man to arrive at some visionary experience of union with the divine ground. Are those experiences helpful in finding that state of which you speak? Jiddu Krishnamurti: You can learn tricks, or take drugs, or get drunk, and you will have intense experiences of one kind or another, depressing or exciting. Obviously the physiological condition does affect the psychological state of the mind; but drugs and practices of various kinds do not in any way bring about that state of which we are talking. All such things lead only to a variety, intensity and diversity of experience – which we all want and hunger after, because we are fed up with this world. We have had two world wars, with appalling misery and everlasting strife on every side; and our own minds are so petty, personal, limited. We want to escape from all this, either through psychology, philosophy, so-called religion, or through some exercise or drug – they are all on the same level. The mind is seeking a sensation; you want to experience what you call reality, or God, something immense, great, vital. You want to have visions; and if you take some kind of drug, or are sufficiently conditioned in a certain religion, you will have visions. The man who is everlastingly thinking about Christ, or Buddha, or what not, will sooner or later have experiences, visions; but that is not truth, it has nothing whatever to do with reality. Those are all self-projections; they are the result of your demand for experience. Your own conditioning is projecting what you want to see. To find out what is real, the mind must cease to demand any experience. So long as you are craving experience, you will have it, but it will not be real – real in the sense of the timeless, the immeasurable; it will not have the perfume of reality. It will all be an illusion, the product of a mind that is frustrated, that is seeking a thrill, an emotion, a feeling of vitality. That is why you follow leaders. They are always promising something new, a Utopia, always sacrificing the present for the future; and you foolishly follow them, because it is exciting. You have had that experience in this country, and you ought to know better than anyone else the miseries, the brutality of it all. Most of us demand the same kind of experience, the same kind of sensation, only at another level. That is why we take various drugs, or perform ceremonies, or practise some exercise that acts as a stimulant. These things all have significance in the sense that their use indicates that one is still craving experience; therefore the mind is everlastingly agitated. And the mind that is agitated, that is craving experience, can never find out what is true. Truth is always new, totally unknown and unknowable. The mind must come to it without any demand, without any knowledge, without any wish; it must be empty, completely naked. Then only truth may happen. But you cannot invite it.