Giulio Bevilacqua

I think that the low dosage has both positive and negative effects. The positive is that u can taste what the substance is about and how it affects you but on the other side it will amplify the inner issues without having the necessary force to clear it and break it. After experimented with low I would go for a good dosage. People stop at low because they see it’s a “bad”experience but they don’t know what lies behind the full experience.

Imo every diet is not gonna work because it’s a forceful attempt to “fix” some imbalance that u are not aware of in your body. The only thing is that humans have become so insensible and unaware of the basic mechanics. In the past there was no all this business and different diets. Just a little internet research on food is going to drive ur mind crazy. And also all this perfectionism about nutrients just makes things worse. We should come to a point where we directly feel what we really need.

Shaktipat

Lol did not know I am an asshole in the subforum, thanks for the attention ?? Wow, I can relate to the stuff you are saying as I am also going through this process, with a bit more resistance and friction ?.Really well expressed. In your experience is LSD more of a female energy ? Or maybe both joined together

@Davino Thanks for your shared stories and infos. Do you still use/experiment with psychedelics substances within a kundalini energy process? Has it ever messed you up in terms of building too much energy with the psychedelic and kundalini combo ?

I think u moved/released some trapped energy. When that happens the body starts doing its own thing. In Indian tradition it’s called spontaneous Kriyas, and electric “shocks” can be part of them. Can be a blessing if not resisted

I would just leave it as it is as it appears without trying to control or getting rid of it. Try being curious about it, allowing it to express freely.

Yoga postures arose spontaneously due to the awakening of Kundalini energy. All the Asanas and Kriya are an expression of Kundalini or Universal Energy name it what you prefer. Some started to save and register this postures and write them so that other people could practice them with lot of discipline and effort. In the case of kundalini arousal it happens effortless without a doer performing them. Check this if you want to deepen to topic. https://blog.advaitashram.org/siddha-yoga-maha-yoga/

Meditation does not work for most people because it’s not something you do . You can’t do meditation

Me ? Huh, nothing, just hanging around

Many are not shipping anymore to EU. I am trying to order from a Canadian web site 5meo. Do you think guys it’s a risky thing for controls and so on ? You have to pay with cryptocurrency

I just think it’s the biggest mind fear when confronted with deep spiritual work and especially psychedelics. You (mind)are/is holding the grip from a place of safety for your usual daily structured reality. When things start to shake a bit fear enters and will make everything to stay in the safe place. I would just practice no resistance to the fear of insanity and the different sensations you experienced maybe behind lies the golden treasure.

In my opinion, the actual modern medical help is so sick and clueless about the roots of “mental illness”. They can just provide some relief and enable you to breath a bit by numbing your system. It’s very hard to find a very conscious doctor that has the ability to go deep and not just relying on what they studied in their university books. btw hope it helps you.

Lol. ?

Thanks. Beautiful

Even if there is resistance ? I feel that when u are in resistance towards “something” u are acting from the illusion of control and free will. So basically, I can’t even choose to be in resistance or not ?

In my opinion once a little glimmer opens up u can’t forget about it anymore. The snow ball started rolling down and it won’t stop. Spiritual truths can’t be anesthetized with trying to go back to normal life u have seen it yourself that it did not work. I would suggest one thing that could just be of help and support but not the solution. Get physical, if u can get a work (if u like it obviously) like gardening or other similar activities, kung Fu in free time. Give a try to shaktipat transmission, if u don’t know where to find it i can give some infos. Most important acceptance of where u are right now. Don’t force ur self to get out of the struggle. I understand what u are going through, obviously it’s a different situation but I got the basic feeling of it, it is not so easy.

Have you ever taken pure opium ? What was your experience with it. I would like to grow some plants of . Maybe it can be worthwhile for psychedelics tests and experiments

Has it ever helped you in a more body aspect, healing energetic knots like fear and anxiety ? Or is it just a trip in some dimension and then come back like nothing happened. Any experience appreciated

Any addiction no matter how healthy you name it, it’s still a way into delusion. In my opinion going to the root of addiction it’s the game changer. Creating new substitutes, the loop still remains there

Maybe give a look to some Carl Jung books or even better Stanislav grof. I think it is really difficult to give a precise answer, our subconscious is so wide and mixed with so many things from years and years of accumulation. Many say also the past life you have experienced can still play underground your current life. Maybe you have been in war or ur ancestors have had a life of brutality. Who knows what psychedelics open up

Ok. Need to cancel the idea ?

Thanks very inspirational ??

I am going somehow through the same. I think that u couldn’t do better than what u we’re doing at the time. Just the thought and and the feeling that u wanted to be a better loving presence for people around you is already a sign of compassion and forgiveness. But sometimes we help people even if we cause them hurt and negativity, we push them into the suffering of life, slowly making them realize that other people and circumstances are not main solutions for happiness so there are more chances for them to start to become more aware. So there is an indirect help also in this, in my opinion

U are always in flow even if u feel stuck