Giulio Bevilacqua

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  1. Bro it’s the 4th time you write about this situation. Clearly it seems you don’t have tried anything meaningful to flip the coin. Sorry to be a bit hard but sweetie spiritual words don’t help that much now I personally know such situations my self and I understand completely how the anxiety can be overwhelming during the day , no joking. But the anxiety is there for a reason, it says move your butt or die in this loop. Another thing is that for sure 5 meo did not give you trauma and ptsd but it showed you it was already there stuck in your system and it also did not cleared it. Take action take risk (without being dump) .
  2. That’s what unprocessed trauma can look like. Statements like “be with what is” “ it’s just what it is” are very dangerous spiritual bypasses in order to not see what is deeply buried in our body. Do trauma work, see how it produces the suffering on the surface. All the best my friend I know how scary and dark it seems, but going to the core is what will set us free
  3. Most probably related to trauma where you felt deeply hurt. Ill suggest Scott Kiloby KI inquiries for this matter.
  4. For healing emotional stuckness in the body, what is more appropriate between them ? Especially grounding
  5. So there is not even the control about letting go control ? If someone finds himself strongly in resistance to something ( so controlling) even that is out of your control ?
  6. Horror
  7. Scott Kiloby KI inquiry works with this . Trauma and chronic pain associated to it
  8. I don’t want to seem too much intrusive or anything else as i guess it’s a very personal and delicate situation for both of you. Could it be that she has gone through some major trauma in her life ? That needs to be addressed in the way she feels best (if that is the case) Good that you have tools to cope and manage some of the emotional effects, but in my experience and opinion things like TM or whatever does not go to the core of the “illness”.
  9. https://www.instagram.com/reel/C3nwS55JklB/?igsh=aHUybzFwN2EwZXFv What are your thoughts about this. I always wonder how few cases I see in this forum that get such troubles or similar effects.
  10. i talk for the people that I know and for those that seem have had some issues during their life, it’s mostly a feeling sometimes.
  11. Most of this this sideways effects in my opinion happens to people that have a history of trauma. i noticed that everyone who had a quite chill and normal childhood and adolescence goes more smoothly through psychedelics and spiritual journey.
  12. Gareth Duignam Scott Kiloby
  13. Most probably stored emotions there.
  14. Scott Kiloby is great for chronic pain related to trauma and stored emotions. psychedelics also great but be very cautious and slow
  15. Practices of any kind are just equal to any other drug. It gives you the daily kick . Without them u can’t stand alone
  16. Did you used psychedelics during the kundalini journey? If you are available for a chat would be cool
  17. https://m.facebook.com/groups/249329132110710/ https://www.truespiritualawakening.eu/ This has weekly meetings twice every week Trauma work and chronic pain with inquiry Scott Kiloby : https://kiloby.com/
  18. I don’t know if you have taken any actions yet. I will add my pov and direct experience as i am going through something very similar too. Sincerely speaking, I think the issue was not the 5 but the attitude you had before and during the experience. It seems it opened you up but you closed yourself so you are hanging in a middle space. As absurd as it may sound, having another session could be good and of help in cleaning that which is stuck. Probably a better with a facilitator. I got tons of material and sources for this stuff which does not include the use of psychedelics. Let me know
  19. Guys Sadhguru has million of followers around the whole world. What do you think would happen if he says “ Ayahuasca is a super tool for self transformation bla bla bla…” There are ignorant people and unbalanced ones, it could be a pretty disaster if they take his words for truth. It’s quite obvious that he shares this words
  20. Your body has memory, your body has all sort of repressions since you were born. Its actually very strange how most people oversee this especially when using psychedelics, believing to always be in spiritual sky astral ultra dimensions. Introspection/psychedelics shows you where resistance and repression is hold
  21. But learning to embody humanness, not by skyrocketing all time into spiritual astral realms. Bypassing the basic needs will bring you back where lack of attention has been.
  22. It just shows where the repression is. If you feel sex it’s probably a sex repression, if you feel anger that’s your repression.
  23. What’s the idea or intent for control ? In my personal experience if one continues with 5meo dmt exploration we have to face the loss of control. maybe it’s just a preparation