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Mezanti replied to Mezanti's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Girzo I had no visuals whatsoever, me and this girl took this dose of lsd she had full on death and visuals, I was sat there just feeling euphoric(feeling like I won the lottery or something) no visuals, no ego death, no experience of non duality. -
Mezanti replied to Mezanti's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Girzo its much more than average the average dose on this thing is 15 grams, people have full on trips with just 15 grams -
a permutation of reality where I didn't discover Leos videos would suck donkey dick.... When I was 12 I was looking around on the internet for how to be more talkative and likeable, and soon enough I found Leos videos, I started watching him and never stopped. To me Leo looked like someone who truly cared, he wasn't out for himself, he was driven by the need to help me, it was empathy embodied through the internet. I always had questions about things, my parents gave me very mundane answers that I didn't like. But Leo, he always answered those questions fully. Leo answered questions I didn't even know to ask. So Leo Thanks. Im crying with thankfulness in mind... keep on inspiring people.
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Mezanti replied to iGhost's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
why is this guy so aggressive and he's contradicting himself, "there is no method to enlightenment" one second later "just calm down focus and grasp it" that's a method, psychedelics is a method. -
Brian rose interviews all sorts of guests from gurus to stock market millionaires. I wanted an assessment of his thinking, what are his values? how does he approach these different perspectives? what SD stage is he in????? share your thoughts
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I recently took a dose of 10 grams of magic truffles (the underground version of mushrooms) and I sat there contemplating some key aspects of my life, I wasn't getting anywhere, I was too distracted by the imaginations occurring in my mind, and so I got up and decided to move about a little and that's when I walked past my mirror, I hesitated at first to look inside the mirror, but I did it anyway, I noticed just how weird of a creature I was, I looked into my eyes and noticed the different textures in my pupils, I noticed that much of my face was actually hidden to me, but now it was shown, I started to see myself in a different way, it didn't feel like me. and I was very scared, I felt haunted by myself somehow. anyone relate?
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Mezanti replied to Mezanti's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@zeroISinfinity who is Jed and what is the now thread -
Mezanti replied to Mezanti's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Nahm where can I find the now thread -
Mezanti replied to Mezanti's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Nahm what would a proper foundation entail?? meditation? I think we are all haunted by our fears in other words ego, in other words self with a lowercase s -
Mezanti replied to Identity's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Leo Gura Leo im so fucking confused. ive tried to understand what you mean by god and infinity. I don't see it. I can rationalise it. The universe was created by the Big Bang, the articulation of the universe is rigged in such a way where the contents of the universe advance and intertwine (become more complex) I don't see the love, I see meaninglessness interacting with more meaninglessness. yes this is a story in my head. but what could I do otherwise? Im unable to bring into my experience anything that you preach about. Tell me how I can experience LOVE, INFINITY, SELFGOD. im willing to die. lose me, really I am. I don't know what to do to see what you're seeing. do you get this? you explaining this stuff to me is liketrying to explain aerodynamics to a monkey. im that monkey. -
Mezanti replied to lucasgloves's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Leo Gura I've taken lsd multiple times, and I never had any effects, my dosage was around 100-150 micrograms -
when can we expect your book to come out?
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After achieving ones life purpose, is it possible to have then another?
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@Leo Gura could you clarify how hate isn't rooted in fear? the way i rationalise it is: Fearing something is the opposite of loving something Love (as most people know it to be) is the act of attachment to what insures your survival, and the opposite: fear would be the running away/ avoiding from something that doesn't serve your survival since hate is the opposite of love and the opposite of love is fear so Hate = fear. hate is a specific kind of fear in my opinion however.
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i virtually have none. as i grow older im becoming more aware of the fact that work ethic is essential for success, and even for survival. im turning 18 next month, i already moved out of my parents house, not paying rent yet, and im currently working at McDonalds just to be able to afford a new computer and to start getting used to working. (i hate it i feel like a little bitch being bossed around for hours) i was spoiled as a kid, so i never felt like i needed to work for anything i got. my parents are financially well off. what can i do to develop my discipline and action taking? as apposed to being dependant on my parents for everything. if you have anything to say, say it, i have the IELTS exam in 2 months and i havent even studied for it, i simply dont have the discipline.
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have the " channel trailer" be your most recent video and make recent uploads appear on the home tab as well.
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@Leo Gura you forgot! set a reminder or something
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@CultivateLove exactly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
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Funny enough about 2 weeks ago this question really started to hit me of what even is fear? And now this fuckkkkkkkkk, im fucking satisfied now that ill know, didnt even watch the new vid yet, but i know already its gonna answer my questions
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So i really want to discover teotle, and what leo is talking about, i got some lsd tabs from a friend, 400 ug, i will be taking around 25 ug forst dose then build up to 50-60 ug within a week or 2 weeks. please share thoughts, does lsd cause psychosis, what should i do when i start to experience ego death?
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Mezanti replied to Mezanti's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@TheAvatarState i took around 120 ug, nothing happened its been an 6 hours -
Mezanti replied to Mezanti's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@okulele no i dont meditate or do mindfulness work, thats really hard for me -
Neil is very orange, he is a data god but its about worshipping results and statistics, and he judges other groups of people whilst not recognizing he is just one of these groups of people, he thinks he is above all of them, failing to understand their underlying value structures. i know that transitioning through a SD STAGE has a couple of phases where the near the last phases the person feels very defensive about their paradigm and is slowly starting to notice the limitations of their paradigm and they fear that once they realize the limitations, the person who they once were will die and be born into new values. neil seems very defensive in this JRE interview
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@CreamCat iq is very much about the way you use your brain, through my personal experience ive found out that different values in people dictate how they use their brain, people that are fearful for example result to heavy usage of the amygdala, whilst someone who values connection and relating with others has more activity in their supramarginal gyrus, whilst someone who values professionalism, strategy, logical thinking, tends to use the prefrontal cortex. iq is a measure of ones ability to focus and recognize relationships between objects. People that value those things not superficially but deeply will use their brain in a different way, to suit their values. how ever, there are people with larger brains, and people with smaller brains, different brain structures, people naturally tend to gravitate to certain brain behavior, And its a challenge to steer someone away from their natural tendencies, so thats why there is the conception that iq is set in stone.