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How do i not fall asleep whilst meditation, at the time of writing this, i just did a strong detirmination sit, and my head keept falling, and i had to re position my self. Any thoughts on how i can stop this?

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@Big Guru Balls but do you really have big guru balls or are they teeny tiny guru balls. Come on be honest

@Joseph MaynorAgreed. Good diet,sleep and exercise, seem to put me in the smaller version of the kind of high you get after an hour of meditation, and i get that throughout the day.

@Etagnwo i like that, you gave me a sense of confidence in my meditation practice, and yes i have seen some results, but very very minor. I feel as though im calmer and less reactive, i feel detached from my thoughts and i feel content. BUT AT A MICRO LEVEL. like i only recognize this stuff because im hyper analyzing myself all the time, and that also seemed to decrease a bit.

@Girzo yeah i do 2 hours each day 2, 1 hour sits. and on weekends i do 2, 4 hour sits. a little extreme i know, but hey i want the results. i wanna be relieved from the ego.

@Pernani interesting, i'm wondering if there is a way to speed up that process, do you think if you had meditated more, your results would have increased as well, or that maybe it's nothing to do with how long you meditate but simply that you do?

@EternalForest Haven't read that book yet, would you recommend it as life altering?

@SOUL If you have the courtesy to actually read what i wrote, you would find that i mention how i still participate in the ego , it's not numbed down for me at all. Not only that, i'm sure that meditation for 15 minutes doesn't get you much, since your mind takes at least 10 minutes to adjust and get into a meditative state, while me on the other hand meditating for hours on end, daily, it's not an egotistical claim to say that i would 12x my results. So in conclusion im still egotistical but im tryna strangle the shit outta my ego by 12x my meditation results. some maths 12 months of 15min meditation daily = 15mins- 10mins(since the mind takes 10 mins to get into a meditative state)*365 = 1825 mins meditated. per year Me 1 month (120 mins - 20 mins daily)*30 +[(480 mins-20 mins)*2]*4 (on weekends i add an extra 8 hours of meditation so in total 10 hours that day)=6680 mins meditated. per month so per month i was able to triple the results they got in a year, so its even more than 12x since if it were to be 12x i would have gotten 1825 mins done in a month But i'm gonna take into consideration that im still a newbie, although i did experience non duality for a split second once, my brain is gonna have to adapt and what not. So no i'm not doing in a month what they o in 3 years. But i am roughly doing in a month what they do in a year.

@Hansu fuck fuck fuck

@MrEgoless holy shit no one wants to meet you I'd be down if you wanted to skype or something, since i'm far from england mate.

@Shin Shes probably trapped by her own biology, because this guy is probably irresistible, she's probably really feminine and he's overly masculine.

@Pernani plot twist of the century

@Serotoninluv so your saying the way to stop caring about what people think of me i have to remove me out of the equation? Listen man, I wanna be some sort of a CEO, someone who has the balls and carelessness about what others think of him to go out there and fuck the world, i dont wanna become a fucking monk or guru. I just want to know How to not give a shit about what others think, im sure theres a way to do just that without having to achieve nonduality.

@ChimpBrain I dismiss everything my culture stands by, although there is some good in it, it's mainly just corrupt and freedom robbing. As an ex Blue, i used to judge orange hardcore, and that made it very hard for me to behave in self centered ways, the way i judged orange to be, But now, i'm beginning to pursue my own interest but every now and then i'll catch myself back in Blue ideology, where i'm being a critic of Orange, I think my ego has been too identified with Blue, i should be doing some serious meditation with that. what do you find helped you to transition out of blue?

I recently have overcome my religious beliefs, and now I feel the need to turn against my own culture, to stray and do my own individual thing, I recognize Blues limitation of freedom and how uneffective it is, I currently live in the middle east so like 12/10 are Blue here, i can proudly say I’ve moved out of blue, but now its time for Orange. Im very confused as to how I can initiate my journey within Orange, and to fully embody Oranges values. Any tips on how I can go about this? What are some practical things that i could start doing right now to help me with this?

@emind I feel the exact same way you do, and the replies to this post don't do much to dismiss the way i think about this subject.

@Viking Depends on how important your sexuality and relationships are to you, if you want to be in a relationship, one that is fulfilling and adventurous, just know as the man/leader in the relationship, you are going to have to do at least 50 percent of the work if not more, since rarely is the woman going to lead you, and if she is you've become her bitch. So if you're going to be doing more than 50% of the work, that means already you have to work on yourself in order to be able to execute what is required for you to do when it comes to maintaining a strong relationship. Already by saying that "there isn't much going on " that implies you're not initiating anything to help out with your situation, and it implies that you're not the adventurous, fun guy that females are looking for anyways. Sexuality is a big, big thing when it comes to personal growth. Invest your time, money and energy into it. The way Leo has. I hope i was of some use to you, goodluck fuckin bitches.