I can hear you. Happend to me just yesterday. I got the new job i always dreamed of. Good money, less time to work. I was really frightend to mess this up. But i did it, yay!
Today the same pattern started. What happens if i mess up with my new job?! What will happen to me? It's insane, really.
I am aware of the fear. Trying to just observe the fear. But often it just gets to me. I am glad, that i am aware of this pattern. Thank you for post