Hellspeed

Entering in the pain of depression until it becomes a physical pain. Physical pain is easier than feeling you lose yourself.

Weed can be as intense as almost any psychedelic. Get into edibles, I have years of experience with cannabis. Is a very good tool for shadow work and healing, but is a tool, don't abuse or worship it.

Get into Meditation and Tantra. After you master the connection with the opposite sex and breath, then you become a millionaire.

When one starts to ground, heaviness arises on blockages, followed maybe by pain & extasy. Usually when one taps into plexus to burn the rain, then is noticed in the neck. The lymphatic system from the white/appendix into blue and green.

He bought from here and sold there.

I look too 10 years younger as those around me point it so often. I fact I love it. Yeah, when I was 26 and people generally gave me less than 20, in a stage in my life, I also hated it in a way. But after 30, now I'm really proud of me

Freedom.

Is natural to be like that. Don't worry about it. Altruism and non-competition are just a social/mind invention so the majority would follow sheep patterns. In fact, evolution is constant competition in the polarity system, a balance, a higher meaning at the end of the tunnel. What seems chaos on a level, is harmony at another. Why do i say hate is natural? Same as Enlightenment, is natural, cannot be limited by morality. The majority on the path they follow the "good guy, badge", this is the reason they don't awaken the majority of them and are continuously seeking. And the worst thing about awakening is they think if they have seen the truth about reality, they are awakened or enlightened, lol, hilarious. Best of Luck!

You're not the first. In fact, that's how you channel the breath into those muscles while you relax anal sphincter.

High doses are not for the uninitiated.

Identity, Persona.

My own experience with laziness is a depressed or blocked in a certain way, the central nervous system in the hips, were the source of energy resides in the body. Having this issue, every movement on the lower body seems a drag or even pain.

The consequence of putting Breath aside and focussing on the Head with the attention and the upper body.

You go to the principle of the institution and make a written acknowledgment of this. I've been in situations like that in Romania. Noone has the right to mock someone while in school. Te duci la director si depui o plangere in scris, despre situatie. Nimeni nu are dretul sa isi bata joc de cineva.

The mind wants to let go, that is it. Let go, but don't let the body go.

Free DMT: Melatonin & Attention on Breathing exercise. With a higher oxygen level in the body, the melatonin will switch automatically to DMT. Same happens when we are asleep, the dreams are in the state of fast breathing/eye movements REM stage. Personally, when I want a boost of DMT fast in the system I take a melatonin pill to speed the process. I worked a couple of years on night-shifts and discovered that. One of the reasons many are addicted to working out and sports, higher DMT levels in the system. When an individual depletes the reserves of DMT or gets stuck in a paradigm in life, death follows.

Quit society, you don't have time to awaken society, you can be lost again in the main paradigms of the dormant.

Sexy and beautiful doesn't have a chance if an individual is awakened and masters Tantra. I speak by experience. In my journey, I can attract almost any female, in a relationship or not. This is dangerous from a dormant state paradigm. Don't go into jealousy, find yourself first and after you will be able to mesmerize almost any desired male out there.

Awakening and Tantra.

Homosexuality is an awakened state projected outside in the same sex individuals. It is a social personality accepted paradigm. One can be born or made, does not matter. After awakening one can see the fine line in this.

Yes, there are. They usually initiate those who are in the media hype. One usually doesn't see them, and they are not into honoring themselves by others. Let's be clear about this. Those in the public space teaching about awakening are feeding a personal need, with the excuse of helping other human beings.

Don't base Enlightenment on the explanations of "this is how reality works". Anyone with a little meditation practice can see the truth of reality. Enlightenment is something beyond.

The enlightened people are usually not in the media, take in mind that those on the public space are initiated by other unknown gurus. Sadhguru by far is one of the most awakened in the media hype.

The yellow robe is Gold vibration, the 24th dimension of reality.