Hellspeed

Achieving is about the social ladder. Is not about discovering the real self.

Cannot be explained, non-duality is not what you think.

Start jerking off with yourself only to find out the answer, I'm not joking.

Stop trying

Why should I jerk off emotionally with Mooji? hahahahaha.....

Depends, but we can all agree that change and breath are the key

Embrace your inner pain. In hopelessness, you will find bliss. To be mindful all the time you need to have attention on the breath as second nature.

No worries, this is only the beginning, give it months or years to start opening the body.

Doesn't work, is ego based. Yeah, generosity is mainly EGO driven.

Hahahaha...

This is not really suffering. When one goes in the own personal emotions, awakens, then that someone will not care anymore even he/she is ugly. Will make about what he/she has and be proud of it.

Not going deep into emotions, no awakening, no real life.

The point is conquering the subconscious not beating the mind into submission to control the subconscious.

Attention on breath above your work will enter a state of full awareness (after approx. 6 months of practice) of the surroundings and be able to focus at the same time as fully be aware of what's happening around one.

Why separate?

Well, the real law of attraction is fear. I had similar experiences to yours.

Entering in the pain of depression until it becomes a physical pain. Physical pain is easier than feeling you lose yourself.

Weed can be as intense as almost any psychedelic. Get into edibles, I have years of experience with cannabis. Is a very good tool for shadow work and healing, but is a tool, don't abuse or worship it.

Get into Meditation and Tantra. After you master the connection with the opposite sex and breath, then you become a millionaire.

When one starts to ground, heaviness arises on blockages, followed maybe by pain & extasy. Usually when one taps into plexus to burn the rain, then is noticed in the neck. The lymphatic system from the white/appendix into blue and green.

He bought from here and sold there.

I look too 10 years younger as those around me point it so often. I fact I love it. Yeah, when I was 26 and people generally gave me less than 20, in a stage in my life, I also hated it in a way. But after 30, now I'm really proud of me

Freedom.

Is natural to be like that. Don't worry about it. Altruism and non-competition are just a social/mind invention so the majority would follow sheep patterns. In fact, evolution is constant competition in the polarity system, a balance, a higher meaning at the end of the tunnel. What seems chaos on a level, is harmony at another. Why do i say hate is natural? Same as Enlightenment, is natural, cannot be limited by morality. The majority on the path they follow the "good guy, badge", this is the reason they don't awaken the majority of them and are continuously seeking. And the worst thing about awakening is they think if they have seen the truth about reality, they are awakened or enlightened, lol, hilarious. Best of Luck!