Hellspeed

Healing/Feeling that on the inside what you afraid to Feel.

I use black coffee for Grounding.

Wanna know what I did in my first dark night of the soul? Was early April '016. Started to freak out that this is the Almighty!, and in that fear at first... had a feeling of Vengeance, starting feeling I'm literally god, that god I followed from a little child. Had been a Christian priest initiated in the past. I went out on that late evening and many more after, singing from the home I was back then in Hatfield, N. London., to a park forest nearby. In the process, alone in the park started going into various states of what the mind cling too at that moment. Like being the infamous king of hell as well or many ideal caricatures followed in the next hours.

Don't use the high volume on Headphones while playing this, 20% +/-.

@Strikr You don't know.

This organ in spirituality has the metaphor of the basis of the Earth. It is painted in color White. Is the sling that "David (thymus/lungs/heart) uses to defeat Goliath (head/mind/concepts)".

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Do it now!

Full-time Breath attention as soon as possible if you are brave enough to awaken. By doing this, all the other activities will just fall into place for you without decisions and events.

The whole is your body, no need to go out there. Stop the concepts and really listen to your Breath above anything else in your life.

No.

Trust your Guts. Trust Satan. Trust Hell.

Only Breath and Change can be trusted.

Not everyone is trapped in their minds. But the majority who think they know, they are.

They are already combined

Total relaxation during orgasm. Knowing to relax in such a manner that the water/seeds/orange go into red, no more outside. This takes months or maybe years of practice. Those exercises of forcing the PC muscles as shown by some doctors are just mediocre childish techniques. No mind, no muscle and you discover awesome.

I can masturbate without touching myself What say you?

Apparently, you are directing the Kundalini energy directly into the head. It is fatal! Watch out! In the long run, you cripple yourself. Kundalini has to be directed once burned with water into the Akasha, only then the Heart will know how to open the head with the sling. One more thing to point it out: What you doing right now are the first stages of awakening, it's called egoic enlightenment. You see many gurus or spiritual teachers with the forehead on up and down with the eyebrows and specifically in the position of lifted eyebrows or the opposite most of the time. What I mean is they have literally marks on the forehead with lines from the too much stretching or frowning. Usually, this type of people went too much into crippling themselves decades on this pathway (butt/head). The sad part is that many believe this is IT and is not. One can see the truth of reality like this but limited. This type of people has very heavy visuals on drugs, etc. This state or technique is to force the 6th sense, but without the consciousness on the other 5 chakras in sync is just an intermediate state between dormant and awakened. Best of luck!

One still gets their attention to what people are saying and usually the inner circle of family and friends. The root cause is unresolved traumas in the body. Those very good intentions for the wrong reasons you put Up with them. When I talk about traumas and blockages in the body I talk about the wrong setup in the energetical system of the being. Everybody knows and is capable to open the chakras, but not everybody really knows the exact sequence. Because the Angles/Wheels/Chakras of the body doesn't follow a numerical order, like 1, 2, 3 or red, orange, yellow, etc.

Being fucked up is the greatest of the addictions and the root of all suffering. Go fucking down and meet yourselves I'd say

Anyways. Do you know that healing has a huge vibrational cost that the healer goes through? Depends on the patient, but the pain is huge and usually not worth it if is not a familiar or the patient really knows how to write a big check. So, being a Holistic Healer I know in detail the inner cost of doing it. Congrats to those who are committed to teach and spread the art of Healing. Tip: Knowing how to connect with women at a very intimate, spiritual level, can speed one's progress in awakening by a huge amount of time, and I mean huge. Decades of progress can become months if one knows how to connect with the living on this planet, yes, animals help a great deal too along with the plant life, to help one achieve faster a state of harmony.

Are you left-handed or right-handed?

Splash!

Yes, probably is genuine what you've experienced, but... Do it again and go with it, stop asking questions to yourself, just breathe and let the dragon define you. Maybe you will experience automatic body movements, go with them. There is no single point in which you can say: "now I've got it". Enjoy the experience and it will transform you. Let go of what you think you are or those phenomenal purposes you think you are in.

Does not matter if you live in another place with another circle. The family circle is what you are in reality, discover the inner self to break free.