Hellspeed

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  1. Society blames this. but when you encounter a handsome man with a very deep voice, people freak out in a good way. Dwelve into the feminine side, it won't bite, is the source of the beautiful and blissful, completed with the manly side brings pure extasis.
  2. First time I hear about this, what are they for?
  3. I had to pass around 1 year of agony and confusion to a depression like level, suicidal feelings, and unworthy existence. The same pain you can identify in the body, that is your guide, the numbness in a limb per example or a gnot in the plexus or a high pressure in the skull in the right side. Dwelve into that pain, into that confusion, into that agony, into that numbness, don't be afraid to be lost, there is only bliss behind.
  4. Conquer the panic attacks by literally indulge in them in pure joy while you doing it. Maybe tears, maybe unbearable pain, maybe you will feel death, go with them all.
  5. I'm living a similar state. Is my second year. And I keep going into the unknown every moment, every second, every minute, every hour, every day...
  6. Don't bother. Logic alone cannot grasp the subconscious, and I will say this: NEVER!
  7. If someone wants to know how paranormal abilities work ask me in private or I don't know, let's open a thread about this. I use psychic abilities for remote healing per example in my experience. Best of luck!
  8. Realize as soon as possible that none of us is equal. We only share 2 truths: Breath & Change. All of us are is different stages of discovery, so it is impossible to create equality based on an ideal society.
  9. Focus that energy of the mind, focus it on Breath until you open down the base of the spine and legs, after that, thoughts will simply disappear or in other words, they will appear on will.
  10. Christians will always have a reason to avoid the truth based on childhood trauma.
  11. In my experience, I haven't searched for Awakening nor Enlightenment. I was a recent atheist coming from a theology degree perspective of life. One day came to me the crazy idea that I'm GOD the Almighty. So it started for me by reading LaVey's Satanic Bible, this helped me a great deal with the Christian indoctrination I had from childhood. I had no clue what chakras are and meditation, only had a very biased opinion from pastoral theology studies. So I followed the crazy idea of being god and used affirmations without knowing what this is happening. I did this about 2 weeks, after a couple of days of not sleeping and revisiting with the mind what was the bible and the truths in it I found myself following my Breath, was something automatic, without knowing what the hack meditation is. So after 2 weeks of the realization of the mind of how reality works and huge dream/hallucination like, I just followed my breath and started to search info about what is this. Because in those days I saw that I'm the almighty and even seen many spiritual teachers wich the world was talking about in religious books and media. So from back then, I started meditating and now I know almost every piece of art I look at or any religious book and I can identify the truth behind. Took me many months after to really grasp what was happening in my first awakenings, and was like a domino of thousands of awakening experiences in about 2 years. Now I'm in a period of consolidation, expanding and optimization, full body healing and meditation is second nature to me now. Best of luck!
  12. I had heavy lung problems from a little child. I remember going with my parents around 100km to a nearby city to get injections shots every week. What doctors and old people advice my parents back then was Donkey milk, so they gave me that to drink. Now from my adult experience, I can say that Meditation and relaxation can help one the most with respiratory problems. Learning to breathe from the belly, base spine and talons, it is a discovery of Muladhara which will open the Heart/Lungs, will take practice but is worth it. I also use on a daily basis: Haritaki, Raw cacao seeds, coffee, sometimes dipping tobacco (lung enhancer in my experience), maybe alcohol in very strict doses may help.
  13. Practicality Folks, Practicality... The Realization of how anything works is not the point of Enlightenment. Is beyond all that.
  14. What we Fear we attract the most. This is the real law of attraction.
  15. Ground the energy of the head and the upper body into legs.
  16. No. Is just the stage we are each of us, each stage has a different awareness.
  17. When a human being enters the journey of self-discovery it is a very painful process, due to the re-routing of the physical an emotional processes that lead to genuine awakening. Remember! No Pain, No Gain. Those who deluded themselves of a pleasurable journey are stuck in their heads. Only in pain, one encounters the bliss.
  18. Let's not confuse Egoic Enlightened people with genuine hermitage Enlightened human beings who are healers at the same time (they are very raw and difficult to understand by common folk). The egoic usually are initiated by those who nobody speaks about them (the majority of gurus and spiritual teachers are initiated, they are very literate).
  19. Channel sacral into the root/colon, left side of the body, left leg. Let the energy build up and then use the appendix along with the liver to channel the right side into the right leg *remember the wound in the bottox of Forest Gump? You would ask me: what do I channel? THE BREATH! along with those bodily fluids into Muladhara. Enjoy
  20. Depends. I myself more hardcore than an average monk, I meditate anywhere anytime, any activity. No wasting the seed outside is a rule, you use the seed only to bypass a huge emotional blockage or give birth. There are days on which I like to sit, others I like to run. I don't force into my self a special technique sitting, otherwise will lead to nonsense. Enjoy life in its full splendor while you have the full attention in yourself above anything else, this my greatest joy.
  21. Doing my doing is not your doing and your doing is not my doing.@i am I AM
  22. But at the same time, we are 100% separate from anything else while being connected hihihi. So, in reality, I talk to myself and not, what is the third?
  23. Love is Enlightenment. Outside of oneself is not called love as this almost whole diseased society is and preaches.
  24. Use more of the horns, the shaka shaka will make you have a big awesome brain with full of something, i hope you get my jokes.