Hellspeed

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  1. I smell Egoic. But read what you like, don't mind me Usually, the most egoic minds are those who are against selfishness.
  2. An addiction is lack of awakening.
  3. An awakened human being is just superior, mentally, memory, well-being, everything, etc.
  4. Exactly, in the most profound way. At a superficial level, anyone else.
  5. Listen to your Breath, it will tell you.
  6. It was a momentary delusion on my first awakenings. What I understood is that the "door" was the eyes/head/mind, etc. and the window was the air/heart, etc.
  7. The bite from a Black Widow showed me many insights about Fear. Maybe because I was so scared years ago of spiders. Maybe that fear brought me in the situation and the chain events to the happening. It was a very frighting experience, feelings of running from a giant monster that does squeaky noises and waits for you at the end of the tunnel. Many hours of agony of Fear, very high breathing and pumping heart. I had to embrace death and let go and go with the flow in order to not enter in panic attacks. The fear of death changes one, the embrace of death will lead one to embrace Breath fully, at any level. Even had a paranoia like fear, living at the ground level of a house in north London, I jumped throw the window and sat down on the grass in front of the porch and just Breathe. Back then I thought if I exit the door I will lose myself. From that day, Breath took a very different meaning in my life.
  8. No, simply means you don't know yourself yet.
  9. There is no Ego Death. There is update, every day, like a domino. There is no point in life when one can say "I got it". Is an eternal discovery, because the perception grows into eternity, there is no fixed perception.
  10. No. It does not have perceptions organs as we do.
  11. Awaken, sync all the chakras and you will be able to have more intense trips than psychedelics taken externally and at the same time being aware and awake.
  12. The Devil is the light and fixed concepts of reality. That includes all de delusional imagines in any religion and any deity.
  13. Enlightenment is beyond the light, beyond the right side. Beyond concepts. Is the drop of all knowledge, pure bliss, pure being, pure action in the present moment. Is similar to the feeling when you hit the wall and trespass it. When you running, and after 1 h the pain is unbearable, then you go with the pain and after 30 min more you could run 3h more, I'm talking about that state. PURE FREEDOM
  14. With Tantra in a very deep connection way, yes.
  15. When decisions and things are made without Heart the inevitability arises, every single time.
  16. Alone in nature, without any electronics will be the fastest while you Breathe and have no entertainment.
  17. Message me in private.
  18. The first step is the practice to have attention on Breath above anything, maybe it will take weeks, months. Next is using that Breath and channel that sound and feelings into Muladhara/Colon. This is the path to awakening and will heal any trauma in the process, any other technique is a mindfuck.
  19. Muladhara with Breath.
  20. The movie will show one how to awaken and get enlightened if you know where to look and go beyond concepts.