This was the first time I did LSD in a proper setting in my room(earlier did it at parties & with toxic friends), a week before. I watched Leo's "What is Actuality" video just before the trip. It was midnight.
30 mins into the trip, power cut happened and the air cooler in the room started sounding loud, making unusual sounds. That's when the effects kicked in.                 I experienced sudden rush of fear as the inverter at our home couldn't have handled the load of  3 rooms for a long time. There was a possibility that my brother and my parents could have come to my room. In 10-15 minutes power came back but that sure felt like half hour or so.
Thoughts were minimal. Sense of time was distorted. Awe & wonder rose. Played some songs. Reality was kind of flowing, I was no longer controlling things. Music radically deepened my experience. For the first time I was FEELING REALITY in such a deep way.  In 5 minutes I danced on 3 different kinds of music.
Here are some things I wrote,
Raw experience is Reality.
Is this what realness feel like, is this what depersonalization feels like? Man I feel so real. Shit is just floating. (Then I drew some random stuff and labelled it as ART)
I am feeling complete. I don't need anything. There's only one thing that exists 'BEAUTY'. Concept can never be Actual. This is Actual. 
RAW.REAL.COMPLETE. Authentic  Self Expression. Fully. There's no reason to not to be true to yourself. There's no RIGHT or WRONG. Everything is so ALIVE.
I looked at a spider and a mosquito for quite a while and was so lost in their beauty. Simple task like drinking water was such a beautiful experience. I observed my hand and it was no more "MY" hand it was something else.
As I was in bathing in the bathtub I tried to explain what is happening and as soon as I tried to think or explain, I laughed. I laughed crazily for a good 5-10 minutes. After this again I took my book,
Exploration of the self is the only thing to do. There's nothing to fear. Everything is so crystal clear. It's like rebirth. It's funny how we are caught up in petty human issues. There's so much to this. It is so so so amazing. 
Reality is nothing but one who is in absolute love with itself.
what is internal? what is external? why do I choose to do one action over another action?
I feel very new. Surrounding is me. I am reality. Judgement is foolish. Good, bad is foolish. I am foolish too with lots of other things I am. This is it.
GOD- Welcome Harsh , To the 2nd chapter of your life.
God & I  am literally one. I cant stop my laughter. Everything is me. Every other word is equal to every other word.
The point is it. There's no other point. There's no need for me to explain my origin.
My life will never be the same again. Consciousness is fundamental. LEO FUCKING GURA. YOU & I ARE ONE. HAHAHAHA
ONENESS. REALITY IS INFINITE. I AM THE BODY AND I AM ALSO NOT THE BODY.
Then I watched Leo's "What is Reality" video and it blew me, I felt that this episode was designed perfectly to suit this moment. It felt like Leo is welcoming me to the other side as my elder brother. I contemplated about my career which is about becoming psychedelic therapist & also about things I will be taking back with me after the trip-
GOD IS.
STAY SANE, Explore Psychedelics deeply. Speak less.
I AM LIFE. 
Do not be attached to your goals. LIVE TOTALLY. YOU HAVE TO UNDERSTAND THAT YOUR VERY NATURE IS HAPPINESS.
ONLY ME. THERE'S ONLY ME HERE. ONLY ME. ONLY ME.
MIND, BODY  is tool for exploration you idiot. You self deceptive fucker.  Understanding of self. 
Mind is nothing but you talking to yourself. Use it  when you need to communicate. 
It's enough for today. Sleep. I LOVE YOU(myself)
 
Still I wasn't able to sleep. I meditated for a while, it was morning. Then had breakfast and I could feel the food in my body. watched some hot Indian models.
Finally slept and after waking up I was much more aware than usual. Contemplated about the trip for 3-4 days. Meditation has improved. One thing that I know is that I don't know a thing about reality. I am much more aware now of what is a belief or a concept & fears.But I am back to normal. I feel I was not able to integrate the experience properly. 
How do you guys integrate any profound experience that you have?
Thanks for staying till the end, I feel so lucky to have found Actualized.org and this forum and this life that I am living. 
Love you all!