Barry J

Nina Collins had it all: a high-flying career, a new partner and a smart house − but inside she felt empty She did everything right. The false guru was there to capatilise. Faith is a double edged sword

@Flow With Life I’m not trying to be antagonistic. What answer do you think will satisfy you in your search for the right path?

Im sooo bored in Turquoise. Yellow was better but not as fun as some of the other colours. Green was so awesome. I really enjoyed being passive aggressive eco warrior. But then I yellowed up and everything was like wow for a while. All dem layers and perspectives were like WOW. But then after a while you start to turquoise up. Now one foot is in turquoise. Nothing to do but rest and troll to avoid boredom. Its pretty awesome but so fucking boring sometimes. I thought about buying a fast car and driving around a race track or something. Maybe start an ashram and become a guru. So many worldly options but they are all the same. I was obsessed in pick up when I was younger but now I can get any woman I want but the karmic waves of the entire process are quite unsavoury and again It is the same as everything else cosmic love comes and goes seeking was awesome. So much to look forward too. Now? Nothing. Pure beautiful nothing. Wonder how nothing feels behind the wheel of a 1000HP supercar hurtling towards a chicane? I already know the answer

@ajasatya ok But I don’t want to do anything. Is that a problem for you? coz it’s not for me. But sometimes Its fun to express my boredom on an Internet forum. That’s all Either way it’s no big deal. I do like how you talk though. Like a firm handshake!

@NoSelfSelf

@ajasatya Spice things up a bit you think? Hmmm

Nah I am bored, really. But it’s ok Namaste to you sir

Diddle de de deeeeee *jazzhands!* hehe

Just be be be be be

Don’t get me wrong. Boredom is so much better than delusion

@Joseph Maynor ok. What do you think about the heart thing. Some say it’s about opening the heart to create some balancing cosmic mind body orgy union that just sounds like unicorn turds to me

@Joseph Maynor yeah well that sounds like me but did you just make that up? Or is it in the book?

@Leo Gura Really? Do they screen for turquoise’s for entry into the gated community? How does this stuff work? I had no idea this existed!

Remember those hippies at Woodstock that gave LSD to their babies to expand their consciousness? Now that’s love

@Charlotte What is serious is your level of delusion. You need to seriously sort yourself out. You are on the right track, keep going

@Shin look within buddy. The answer is the question or the other way around I always mix those up whenever a student asks me

@Charlotte yes. It was a joke. He will be fine

@Shin I like to use “where is who right now?” with my students

So what man? Do you think that the Buddha was more enlightened than other enlighteneds? Would you consider that Buddha was not even real? Don’t you find all of this stuff boring and predictable?

My friend is enlightened and I just asked him. He said that enlightened people like to watch Star Trek. He was smiling when he said it but he does watch Star Trek a lot

@Charlotte he may be in hospital as we speak. His situation sounds absolutely dire! Pray for him!

@Solace it could be. Sometimes the triggers are ghosts though. Body responses. There is always more to learn or unlearn in the playground

@Solace to be honest I get a simultaneous aversion and attraction to this discussion about “heart” or what it points to. Something lurking in the shadows for me. May look into this further

@Solace yeah that’s what I was getting at. Lazy comms