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You know I've only ever heard you complain in every post I've seen you in. Your pretty negative for a guy who claims to know a lot about what truth is, or rather what truth isn't. edit: Well upon further investigation it seems you have more to say then negativity, so I retract my comment.

Pretty much what arhabotte said just in a different way.

Again this isn’t a math test in which having the right answer will give you a good grade and you can then say you know this equation and pat yourself on the back about and show others. The refinement your looking for will slowly happen if you drop this labeling and knowing where you are in relation these ideas. You may feel like your dicks out in the wind and people are driving by pointing for a while but just keep it out there and don’t know who you are or react to those around you. Sure smile and be kind but leave having to prove behind.

Again let go of this idea. Your holding onto something that is a belief.

Hi December flower. Not knowing can be much like no mind or lead to no mind and it’s something anyone can begin with. You just have to get use to anxiety happening sometimes and understanding that it’s as a result of the mind not knowing and not a problem In You That needs fixing or means something wrong in the world you need do something about to create safety. For example if you take it upon yourself to look into your beliefs about yourself or the world. A lot of them would be false. For example a lot of people believe for fact that the Big Bang is the explanation for the start of the universe. However if your really honest your probably just taking someone’s word for it and don’t know. Even if you did know and see all the evidence it’s still just a likelihood not a fact. Or if you have an idea that maybe your fat and no one like you because of it is probably just your idea and the truth is you don’t know what ‘everyone’ thinks about you. Maybe just a few people who shared a momentary opinion (these change to and aren’t fact and stable either and can be a relief to realize about opinions since we hold to much weight about them). Or maybe you think if you get lots of money and friends you will be happy. But if your really honest you don’t know what will happpen and if these friends will turn out to be more of a pain then you hoped or the money just led to people wanting more from you or made you want to go spend spend spend and this leaves you drained. Get what I’m saying? Also yiu May notice that this investigation leads to a lot of wisdom about yourself and others along with really not knowing much for certain (this is a type of freedom you learn to appreciate if you can get through the challenges of anxiety and why not that your mind will sometimes depend and scream ? to know)

First you need to let go of the fixed rule you have that we are just witness with no capacity to choose. Now I’m not saying now believe that we choose and are not witnessing. Really don’t know.

Sure, can elaborate as much as you can on what you mean. It would help.

Awe and the unknown.

So this is kinda experimental, but its an attempt as any to try and get across an actual experience or understanding of something. Let me know how I did. Was it to confusing? All over the place? Different but stimulating and usefull? Please leave a comment here or there.

For you it sounds like it may be better to let go of the count and measurement, because the mind can try to be authentic which sounds like may be happening here.

Hey everyone. In my new video I go over something that is in my eye's critical to evolving and discovering the Truth of who and what we are. One may say its a developmental piece, but none the less a important part of waking up. Let me know if you have any questions or comments, I'd be happy in discussing.

Hey DrewNows, If by tallying you mean keeping a inward count, I'd say it depends on the person. For some people this can create a positive reinforcement/motivational chain effect and I think this is a good thing as it can lead to a greater fulfillment and lessening of outward suffering. But for some others this can just create a inward measurement of what kind of person they are or how much better they are towards others, both of which can be a distraction or cause of new suffering inwardly and outwardly. Is there something specific your wondering about this in regards to you own life? Perhaps I can narrow in better if you want to delve deeper.

Ya pretty much, with an infinity of "...." and unknown amount of "****"

Paul92 if you REALLY want the truth because your mind wants certainty, then here you go, you are that which was here before anything ever existed, that which has always been here and will always be here. Its the essance of what makes your mind your mind, your body your body and your life your life. Its really real because thats all that there is, you are that, AND the life lived up to this point has been your life, one of this infinite stories you've lived and will continue to explore in future lives. Its just been embodied and named paul this time, you are paul, and infinitily more then paul. All the joys and ways of seeing and being in the life are real and precious to you, appreciate that, see that, stop moaning and obsessing now. Your now in a nervous break down time and its time to wake up to the fact that you can pick your ass up out of this this, your life is in your hands.

All those things you listed actually are not opposites, the opposite is in your own beliefs/language/symbolism. There are no opposites in existence because existence is only itself.

Nice positive conversation

Well look what the cat dragged in.

Expanding also on what Leo just said. You may be getting hung up on the root of reductionism view. When a human often uses reductionism to deduce down to its root what takes place then is generally a statement that such thing is it’s essense/truth/what’s only real. However what is revealed in no dual realization is that what you reduce to is an ‘all’. This can click into a understandin that what was reduced before reduction and what was found after reduction is understood as the same ‘all’ at all moments. This is, form is emptiness and emptiness is form. But even here emptiness is often interpreted as a literal empty which it’s not and form is what said human takes to be their current experience which it partially/totally is, and is included in infinitys all, but is not solely it.

Can you let in both to be true and leave room for sooooooooooooooooooooo much more I believe Leo was strongly eluding to this when he was explaing that each realization he had was more encompassing then the next. This was and has been my experience as well. Your still on the truth of a realization about silence and the ineffability of it. But there’s more and more

Hey preterm and soonhei. I hear where your coming from and my sense is your coming from an already assumed position of how reality ultimately is in which Leo’s seems like he’s breaking your reality rule that silence is as far is ultimate reality is. My suspicion is neither of you have seen that what you say is a fictiscios Leo or soonhei is not seperate from god/itself/silence and guess what Leo/god talks and has experiences in which truth can be learned and understood. Same with soonhei.

Ya.

Upon more contemplation it would seem as though trans ego is lower than trans-human, but these are just idea's and models of reality (and yes what I'm sharing is a idea as well, one which you may or may not accept to be higher or lower, since that is dependent on you/your system at its current functioning, nor is it something I'm putting out with the intention of it being higher or lower). Hypothetical person can go very trans-human, but have lots of "ego" still effecting their system, so transcending human does not happen before or after transcending ego. You might say one is dependent, but again this is another idea and I dont know what kind of proof we have in the science sense to show first came ego, then came humanness, and then came what ever else you want to insert is higher. Also within waking up, one can realize that there isn't anything but itself, so "ego" "human" are just itself and levels are again models (itself again). And theres still probably more angles to this then I'm able to share, but just thought I'd put this out there in hopes of perspective growth. The way you phrase this question makes it sounds like your asking "whats the thing that remains when its feeling there should be nothing remaining" That is is "ego" classically.

I can relate to some extent Nathan, but it sounds like you are neglecting or not doing right away the smallest of the small, since you say you can do the day to day work stuff just fine. If your truely taking care of the day to day basics, then what ever if your bed is made. Are you sure there isn't something more bothering you then just these super small things? If not, then what ever......

Wow, word for word the first 6 of those arose in my mind during my awakening.

Well the invitation is always there to recognize and deeply accept, why not just let it in a little, truely just surrender to the truth of this, than fight it. Your gonna face it eventually, so why not now, instead of running away from it for the next 50 years of your life and letting this fear weigh you down.