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Seriously what’s both a rabbit and duck and feeling stuck.

Thank you for sharing, these types of things are very subtle for most, thats why when I was working with these types of practices, I would rewatch them a few times, to give it time to settle in.

Awesome to hear stuff like this. Lots of People don’t understand how transformational meetings with god. Deep realizations or making a real change in ones life can have.

A statue? Lol not the intention of the video. Can you elaborate?

Hey, So it may be spiritually related and it may not. I know this may seem heartless, but consider yourself lucky that your worse issue is fatigue. Honestly just look around the world and see your situation on the "The potential life suck that could happen to you" Scale, and let it in, your pretty ok man. Also, Keep going within, really just ask internally when its most quiet within and without, what is the best course of action, trust this for a while, and go with what it revealed. Trust yourself. Doctors don't know whats going on, forums all have their own idea's, its just you and you now. Find strength in this. Accept all the worst possibilities and all the best and continue living at peace with it all, since in the end you can't predict whats around any corner from this point on.

Ya lots of weird things can happen like this but if you have a doctor to just make sure it’s nothing more serious. Better safe then sorry.

Dont just tell me, tell the whole enlightenment community, because its a huge thing to find a method for such. Its something that many teachers don't have the answer to, myself included even though it happened. Just out of curiosity how do you intend to find the most direct methods? Self testing? Interviewing all awakened masters and their students to find out what did and did not work? Really curious, I like your honesty when you say you don't want to delude or send anyone down the wrong path, but what your claiming is out there, is something I don't know if there is "one or two". By the way are you a aspiring student, or do you feel as though you've awakened to a degree that you feel ready to show the way?

Its something you can cultivate by deliberately remembering almost loosing your life and the importance that had on you, and deliberately praying and giving thanks for a few minutes in your meditation in the morning at night to your loved ones and things you appreciate or appreciated that day. Its something that I've done from the suggestion of Tony Robbins (he does it every morning) and it seems to work.

How does one become aware of the intelligence of God-Self from no self?

The important distinction here that only you can be honest and truthful about with yourself is, do you believe your consciousness as an idea, or do you know deeply. Its when you know deeply that you can just allow/surrender let all the ego stories, bodily tendencies, traumas/karma's still present to continue to exist, and allow for a transformation/transcendence to unfold that will take time, but is rooted in the deep realization of your true face. Does any of this resonate? If not, keep with a practice of looking into the stories of what you believe you are, and the stories that continue to keep you in fear or cause suffering to you or others and see them for what they are. Maybe this video will help...

Crazy story, thanks for sharing. Ya death right in front of you really brings out the desire to live and can switch a lot of things on in you you never knew you had, like appreciation, yearning to live, desire to go for some goals you were putting off, closeness to loved ones. Glad your still here, now its time to live life with a greater appreciation of the time

When a everything revelation happens you will have no doubt what it’s pointing to. Hahaha. You can get very intellectual after but the embodied directness of that moment is such that all is oneself experientially. Not a belief. No confusion about it. Remember before your recognition of nothingness. Prior it may of seemed impossible unfathomable, or just a fantasy. Then boom void/nothing/undefinable yet happening. Same thing here boom, everything, historical laughter probably. Your point 2. Is interesting. I’d have to ponder that one some more.

Really that’s fascinating. Do you have any articles links or what not about this. I want to read about it.

Is there anything that seems to be a barrier from more palpable? Or is a surrender/becoming in action that is unfolding just fine?

Is this something that was unclear before? Is it your desire for this to happen? Have you found some progress in such?

Who still wonders if its consciousness now or if its ego in disguise now? To me it sounds like "You" as you ultimately are still have a lot of idea's of what "You" are or are not. "You" is believing itself to be on some spiritual path with certain rules "You" have learned. "You" believe "You" won't find yourself unless some idea of ego "You" believe is not there. "You" believe that if there is some sort of "I" experience as you've learned it to mean or see it in experience means that its not a true non-dual or experience of Self. These beliefs are keeping "You" stuck in a loop in "You". These are all fantasies and rules your still governed by. Let this in for a while, and let me know if this makes any sense or challenges you in some way.

So this is your experience your talking about? Or are you trying to figure out how one knows/sees itself and yet is not ego since the way people phrase knowing themselves creates what looks like a someone knowing themselves (which is what ego is commonly referred as) which sounds like duality still happening since something is knowing itself as something?

@yangmilun your posts seem very poetic And honest. I’d say just be. It’s all ok. Your bordem with work. Your ideas and desires. Your confusions. By the sound of it I’d say your human. So just be so.

‘What’s’ being witness consciousness in this example? or another way of putting it is. What is it that is seeing itself as being witness consciousness? is this question in relation to how you see your inner experience and are wondering what it means?

Well now you got my curiosity. What did you learn and or confirm?

Your welcome. Let me know my test score when you've compiled it. But honestly, you have any issues or topics pertaining to you that you want to get into?

Sweet, thats a good combination, you could probably nullify anything I know if you had any decent ring experience.

Preetom asked something similar, Suppose the question "who are you?" appears on a paper and you are supposed to write an answer to it. There is no criteria, judgment or context to this question. You are supposed to write whatever spontaneously comes as first response in a sensible manner. A genuine, true response of what you really feel as true for yourself spontaneously. It's not meant as a trick question that needs to be figured out through clever arguments and justifications. Answer: The answer can't be written on a piece of paper, haha. And its not meant to be a cleaver argument or justification. What is a "who" an "are" and a "you"? Again not a clever dance around the question but a answer to that which you seek. I could say I don't know, but that is just a human psychological state describing the effect that question has on the body. I could say I do know, but it would only be partial since I don't fully know myself. The easiest for the time being response is we/I/you/all is God, but again that brings up ideas of which are made of the energy itself that the question "who are we" is asking, so to say the answer can put "IT" into a object sense that instantly limits "IT" because its bigger then being able to know in a answer. Does that help you? Can you attest to the idea that "There is no ignorance to begin with"? Hahahahahaha thats the biggest mind screw and let down to the spiritual ego hahaha. But but but why was I doing any of this spiritual practice to begin with if there never was any ego, ignorance, problem or something to fix or do to begin with hahaha....

Ya as a pretty serious martial artist myself, I've had similar thoughts and don't know exactly what to think, but having given some thought, practice and application to tai chi techniques in Muay Thai/MMA fighting, there is a time and place for it, maybe in a scramble, a moment of your opponent giving to much behind a kick or punch. It's much harder to pull off than say just throwing a punch or kick, but it can be done. The student isn't giving any resistance here and its not at a realistic speed, but the technique if practiced and used with the right momentum of the attacker and proper technique could create off balance or trips. I don't know if Ralston is making a point that what he's doing will work at that speed. I'd have to spend time with him and study to really stand by my statement thought.