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There’s many of these that have happened but I can’t think of any but one. There was never a problem to begin with.

Have you tried to stop trying? I don’t mean in a failed way because the failure idea is just that, an idea. But just let yourself be fed up tired and accepting of it 209% with no judgement no need to explain to yourself or anyone why and to just let that in? To let it be ok and not mentally go to so im gonna end it then. But feel in your heart what’s there and say hey god give me some help how can I help myself. Then follow that.

“I”s don’t exist except in symbols but You and Us do.

Glad you liked it was there anything in particular about it that you enjoyed?

So this is a old video I made that I never posted, but theres something I like about it and I think it has relevance to anyone whos interested in equality or perhaps Self. Theres a lot "wrong" with it you could say, lol. I don't look at the camera, I use the word hierarchy very liberally and in a few different ways which may be a little confusing. Still I think there is value if your interested in life, perspective, spirituality or Self. Let me know what you think.....have fun

Fishy’s advice is good. Another thing you can experiment with is focus on positive sensations with your attention for a few minutes, if the mind happens to get bored or uninterested in the sensation put your focus to another one. You may say oh but everything seems negative, but just scan around until something is interesting like a certain sound, a pulse in a body part, the rain, a reflection in the water, a taste, a pleasant memory anything that generates a positive sensation Also once you’ve created a positive sensation by doing one of these you can focus into the positivity sensation itself that arose You may notice that as you do this your systemic experience will shift to a more positive one. Once this happens drop the experiment and go about your day normally.

I must ask you have you inquired into what it meant. I’m sure you’ll get answer back. Perhaps there’s a lot about the way you live that is half assed or out right dysfunctional. No judgement if so but get some more clarity on this message. It will only help you. This sounds like a serious message and God can be very serious sometimes. Deadly even. Take it seriously man and find out more if you haven’t.

I’d be the last to agree with this kinda god speak stuff a year ago but it’s true, I know as well first hand. God will let you know when IT wants to and when it does you will know. Lol.

A lot of insightful information and perspectives that will hopefully pull someone into greater understanding. Just some food for thought if your interested. What you termed non-dual here isn’t a absolute definition, it seems to be one that you understood or believed to be non-dual from where you were at at one point and once you saw more you believed you were seeing past non-dual or more than non-dual. I say this because there are teachers who use the term and don’t leave out duality (or the appearance of such). And maybe your right in that once you see this form is formless and formless is form it’s called coral in a spiral dynamics model, but I’m just say this to show the definition of non-dual is not concrete, nor is anything for that matter lol. Also is there a complete enlightenment? What do you mean by such a question?

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@Aakash What you want for others is what I would like to see as well, but theres more to the Whole then this happening, or happening as fast as we like and project onto it. God is experience itself through this process to remember, so don't think you have to rush god into realizing itself. Theres many ways and styles to go about it. Some say let the student come to you, and don't push anything, let it unfold as it will. Others are more out there and voices and much more hard edge in their delivery and work with the symbols of mind, others emotion, others trauma, others just forgeting everything, and everything in between. I'm seeing the beauty of the middle way so to say, with little to no forcing, but I acknowledge and see that some need more in your face, rules, flashy, myths, only kindness (which Im learning more and more about).

Also something your also pointing about theres bigger forms of god and how you can reach a 100%. Andrew Cohen (whos got a mixed history as a spiritual teacher) talked with ken wilber a lot about this idea. He phrased it as evolutionary enlightenment and both ken and spiral dynamics/Don Beck were behind the whole thing. Basically the idea is that God/Ground of Being/Non-Duality itself is evolving and changing and that no one ever reaches full enlightenment because ISness itself is always changing and evolving, so a human life is always going to be playing a game of catch up so to say or constantly opening up to the potentials and newness that is born every second (im adding in a few of my own interpretations as well). Although if your a avid reader you'll find quotes from Zen and perhaps Hinduism (my memory for this kinda stuff isn't great) and probably many others that elude to this evernewness idea along with a never changing idea (like a always ITSELF of which is CHANGNESS). Buddha speaks of nothing is permanent, but I'm not completely sure he was referring to this in this context we are using it in. So remain open, its not something you have to figure out all the way or know for a exact fact, since its probably changing anyways.....lol.

You think you can do it without living what you preach? Maybe..... But most traditions have a saying about such things and none of them say yes that I know of, but I'm not going to say its not possible.

Thanks for the feedback, your right, it probably would, however at the time I didn't really know what these would be labeled as within human terminology.

Ive given some thought to this idea I think your sharing about bigger gods then you. The way I see it is. Every level of ITSELF can potentially awaken to what it is, but this does not mean the embodiment of you or I waking up to Truth does not have a higher order of manifest embodiment that we are a appendage of. Like I realize We/I are God, however like a bone in a body, there are beings that encompass US on the embodiement level, that effect me, my reality. This is a whole nutshell of stuff rarely gone into in some spiritual circles, that I understand on such a small level, but it is there.

I'll see if I can put some perspective on this from a different angle, not necessarily the absolute with no paradoxes explanation, but one that may open up what your looking for. As a human you have idea's already of concepts called truth, perspectives, differences, good/evil, God/Not god. you can experience a phenomenon you refer to as big, as you stand next to a large tree, or small as you hold a microscope to see something. These are SOOOOOOO CLOSE that you don't even see them as creations being lived, but as inherent realities. Again, thinking, feeling, tasting, smelling, concepting, wondering, are all creationary capacities, along with dimensions in which you can experience boundaries called a earths ground, or a inside of a room, talking to another, generally all felt from the vantage point of a body/head *atleast for humans*. Now pause for a moment and ask yourself, what do you mean by "One Absolute" truth? Now what ever your answer, ask yourself, is this an actual something, or just your idea of something you wonder about? One absolute truth means something to You, its not something that has a inherent meaning or answer or object that you can look at to verify, its just a question asked, believed and wondered and perhaps searched for as your life. This does not mean one can not wake up to what one IS, but this IS does not necessarily refer to itself as One Absolute, or God, or Infinity (these are labels).

This may be my most out there video yet, however don't let its strangeness turn you away. I go something perhaps treading philosophy and spirituality in hopes of drawing you into the unknown.

Again thank you for your kind attention and nudging. I feel its important to maybe give a little more context to my statements here. These questions were my life, something that I yearned for and spent a great deal of my energy and time with. I surrendered more and more of myself until an answer you could say answered them fundamentally. It wasn't a why so to say, but a what, and that what as you are aware of is what you, I and all is. God/Mystery/Infinity/Love/Change, hell even science and the decency of humanity and the possibility at life and the uniqueness and specialness of this particular embodiment all have been enough of a understanding to quench the longing for a why or knowledge itself. Now id say life is a creative unfolding of sorts that is and isn't a personal event and with it more and more understanding and a deeping of previous understandings continue, but I don't yearn for any particular quality of information or subject life before. So while those questions are great questions and I encourage those that burn for them to find answers, I am not thirsty, and do not need a drink, but if I some how come to this stream down he road and it sparkles and smells good, I may take a sip of this alcohol and enjoy its particular quality.

Interesting point of view on how to bring one into silence. Here I’m breaking down beliefs of the mind to let what’s underneath so to speak reveal itself naturally. Words and symbols like you may already be aware can be used to unwrap at the level of confusion itself since the confusion is in words sometimes. Also you can look at words and symbols as Self itself being used on Self to reveal itsSelf. again and I think this is something you can learn is Self is always Self from the start to the end of the Spiral and as all ‘stuff’ that doesn’t fall within the realm of the spiral. When you truely get this you understand that perfection is always the case and all spiral consciousness stages are no higher or lower. Yiu start to see the love that’s always been there in all of those so called stages and an appreciation for each and everything.

Basically what you wrote is what I was trying to get across experientally in this video. Still something I gotta work at. I think your really seeing into some real stuff man, and what your expressing is what I would call and I believe what has been referred to in some hindu and Buddhist texts as the ineffability of Being itself.

And then somehow.... Haha I love talking in meme's.......

@Aakash Ok let me get this straight, your not a embodiment or even a walker of this place you know exists but you know how it exists and what it is. You say its something called a stage coral thingy, a stage in which the creators of this spiral paradigm work don't even know about, nor ken wilber. The creators of this or finders rather, admit there is so little to go off of to even talk about coral or even go off of that at best they can only speculate what it may be based off of paterns in the spiral. And yet you, somehow know all about it without even living it..... You have a theory of a theory called spiral dynamics. Is this accurate..... because if so.....

your telling me as one goes up this spiral they start saying things like I’m more right than you. They start putting words in other people’s mouths on topics they didn’t say. They assume to know everyone’s inner experience and how it’s not what they know because they somehow know people through the internet without much relationship or interaction between them If so, have a good time down that spiral. Careful aakash and I mean this sincerely you could find yourself making a muck of yourself and life in the belief your the bestest god realizer there ever was.

Thanks for sharing. These are great. I feel right at home and in sync with this channel.

Hahaha I don’t know man. What exactly are you saying then. Man you throw around this stage turquoise stuff as though it’s a second class citizen to you and your supposed stage coralness. Get off your arrogant high horse. All this I’m right shit is just way off target to love and the basis of much of what the spiral thing you hold as the grail is teaching or showing is going on as consciousness. It’s like a Jesus fanatic is screaming at me to understand the true god, even though the god he claims is true doesn’t encourage such things.