Santiago Ram

When I get angry I say AND do a lot of stupid Shit and make things hard for myself. I am very sensible to Anger. What can I do about It?

This is not a religious post. I just really, really hope at least some of you guys find the way. After two days in isolation it became obvious that Leo Gura was either a demon or demon possesed. Consider this seriously. Either you imitate a child of God (put your religion here, not necessarily Christianity) or you imitate the Devil. Its not that what he teaches is 'false', its just that he operates exactly like the dark one (Ego, Devil, etc): Evidence For him all is effort, denies Grace Solipsism, the Absurd idea I used to believe that no other minds exist except your own No deities exist except in your own Mind, thus no need for Faith Constantly bashes Holy Books He says Enlightenment is impossible through Christianity, despite having verified myself it is possible So, despite Leo saying many true things, I will end this post with a warning from René Girard:

I have been on Green for too long. How do I make a leap into Tier 2? I understand Yellow and Perspective/Systems thinking but I feel stuck.

I would not like that. But Is It even possible?

Instead of searching for popular or influential people to start your Spiritual Group, go find Victims. They are often easier to find and persuade. Then once you have momentum, dress them with fancy robes and brag about a big Audience.

Public speaking. I want to make a coaching career based on this, but not on the internet, in real life, with real life people listening. Any advice?

I'm gay. But I have always secretly been terrified of flirting with girls. I mean they dont really attract me sexually, maybe romantically idk. Should I try straight pick up for personal development purposes?

That Is pretty cool

Mental institutions are degenerate in general. Of course there are degrees. The Best Place to put your troubled son Is in an addiction Center, not a psychiatric ward. The whole psychiatric system Is full of Shit, always has been.

Wow. Reality Might be even More harsh. But he didnt mention Genétic factors.

I will isolate myself on a week begining tomorrow. That means, no leaving my room except to eat and go to the bathroom and no internet, just for a week. Why do this? Raise my intelligence and hopefully gather insights.

Well Im gay lol But I get your point I live amongst these type of guys, I mean in the middle way home, they all fit that profile And so do I...

@Princess Arabia Thanks.

For a communal. I am good at public speaking and I know how to do politics, yet Im sometimes lazy, I have no audience in real life. I want a real life communal, not internet based. And sure, the easiest way is to gather some money or sell some things and rent a space for a AA clinic. Any ideas?

And from a previous entry on The Corruption of Success So @Leo Gura is doing economic Survival necessary for Truth-seeking?

This isnt trolling. I need to find people to persuade of Truth.

I'm watching Oshos films AND I get now there Is a big difference between a communal AND a cult. A communal centered around a single person isnt bad if the person Is Consciouss. The Desert Fathers knew this AND learnt from a single elder as a Way towards Theoria (Direct recognition of God). Unconsiouss Authority hipnotizes. Consciouss Authority exorcisises (raises Awareness)

Hmmm. That is a dangerous idea. Many people get locked up simply for being perceived weird or 'potentially' dangerous while not doing anything really. Conservativism is complete Bollocks.

So Many concepts and books. But, what Is its Essence?

When you have the option not to Work?

I posted this on Life Purpose, but I post this Here too because I honestly don't know if I should sell my soul to Work (including starting a business). 1. It takes Time away 2. It distracts you from Spirituality by chasing worldly rewards. So why ask? Well It might give me freedom from my family to do psychedelics, but thats about it. But there Is also a bigger point! Is Work worth It for personal development? Does not doing It hurt your personal development a lot?

Méxicos last president, AND The Founder of Morena political party and The 4th Transformation (a radical political movement headed now by current female president Claudia Sheinbaum). Cares for the poor, apparently communitarian. Or fascist / communist? Stage Green? Yellow? Or flat Out Orange? Charismatic or Narcissistic? Honest as he claims or More corrupt than all others?

I have worked before in Software, It Is cool but takes a lot of Time away.

@Leo Gura I find Work to take a lot of Energy and a Distraction from Spirituality. So, Is It worth the Time invested?

So apparently I should become a braggart asshole to be a Good marketeer. Now I get the Devilry of marketing.