Santiago Ram

I brag about my opinions.

I will now follow this format: 1. Who was the last person to hurt me? 2. What does he or she have against me? 3. Go to the physical place he or she is immediately! (And talk to them humbly) For example:

I want to be humiliated AND not feel proud anymore. I believe Pride Is what chokes me spiritually. Maybe I shouldnt even do this public.

1. The Gurús I know 2. My headsets 3. My académic achievements 4. My Time sober

Yesterday: I bragged about How angry I was My knowledge trying to impress someone sexualy My clothes How spiritual I was My insights An awakening How Ill return to the clinic How I went to church How many Views I had

I believe up to this point, all Ive done in spirituality has not really worked for long because I am a big, proud, nasty braggart. This Is a journal for documenting all the times I brag.

@Hojo Yup

How to deal with them for Good?

I am angry with them My mom Is very co dependent AND now that everyone left the house she Is insufrerable. That being said, she has a Good Heart.

With Prestige, work service AND my family. I just want to lock myself up AND stop seeing my family AND social media for Good. I also want to be useful AND like do shit AND stuff.

Yeah, running a clinc Is the highest job (for me)

Yup

I recommend monasticism or a Clinic. Its like a permanent intense meditation retreat.

The devil Is so fucking powerful that if you dont take extreme measures, you will never reach permanent God realization.

Though Im sober, right now I am spiritually weak af