Santiago Ram

Kindness. How can I repair my relationship with X? "I understood that they, just like us, were wounded. That's why every time they hurt me, I will repair the damages. Because you also wanted healing, this is your answer. 42."

To make senses of the Bible's weird stories and absurd commandments…use this Word: Conflict. It is a Conflict Resolution manual written 2000 years ago. Think about it. Lord's Prayer. The Gospels (turn the other cheek…give your cloak as well, do not desire the neighbors wife, do not throw your pearls before swines) The 10 commandments Proverbs If You see it through this lense, it Will make more sense. Harmony = The Kingdom. Specially read the Gospels and remember it is just a Conflict Resolution manual. An extreme one. Christianity is the religión of Conflict Resolution. May Peace be with You.

I have not relapsed. For a year i'm living in a halflway house. Should I return just to do service? It takes a long time, like a year, to start having enlightenment experiences, but I cannot achieve hyper-sobriety in 'society'. Also, corruption and violence. But then again, inst that what society does at a MASSIVE scale? So, should I return and study there?

@Leo Gura as God's infinite imagination, why did you dream up Donald Trump?

Read between the lines. The Gospels are all about Conflict Resolution. Heaven on Earth. May Peace be with You.

Although, remember, at first you will have to follow a lot of orders (be warned)

I want to live inside an addiction clinic without WiFi or contact with the outside world (except one day a week). I want some pay as well. I have lived in a clinic for more than a year, and if you are really commited, the ascetic life is really worth it. good luck

( @Leo Gura posted this video on an old blog post.) The word that popped up when I saw The Kingdom of Heaven, what could disrupt the whole tapestry. Conflict. What is Conflict?

When I saw the Kingdom, the word Conflict, El Conflicto, popped up into my mind. That is what made one shape fight with the other and Samsara returned. What is Conflict? I believe it is my Life Purpose to find that out. I want to be a mediator and start working in Drug Rehab Clinics with addicts and their families, seeking Harmony where there is Conflict. For now, studying Social Mediation is my Life Purpose and sowing Harmony in my daily relationships. Just wanted to share

@Breakingthewall Yup. Service

@SchahinIt took a year of service. But the experience was spontaneous.

@Leo Gura pointed out two main things: 1. Awareness of suffering (conscioussness to see the need for a Sober Life) 2. Trauma healing. What resources do you guys have on these?

Not everything I´ve learnt about addiction is BS. I've seen these two things help: Amends Social service

@Leo Gura Thank you.

@Schahin Thank you I'm glad you enjoyed it. I did service in a NA Drug addiction clinic, teaching kindness in a place of violence. And one tired day, laying in my bed I saw It.