bejapuskas

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  1. @kag101 Yes but you know, some people have really deep problems and they need some sort of coming out. It hurts to let it boil inside you. Plus if you would talk about for example spiritual crisis with a regular therapist, they could hospitalize you (which has already happened to Yellowschnee) and that really sucks you know
  2. @Michael569 Sorry I am stupid!
  3. @Tim Stretton When I was younger, my parents were doing all the labour, shopping, etc... for me, so I grew up very dependent on them. Now I am kind of rebelling against that and I want to be very independent and I can even observe it with other people sometimes, that I don't like when they are trying to help me with stupidities and stuff like that. It's not like that I am resentful towards that, but if they do it too much, I can get mad. Maybe that's why we are members of such a radical forum, because we don't want to be part of this big collective ego.
  4. @Mikael89 Stop torturing yourself Mikael, please.
  5. @Michael569 I didn't mean to insult you Michael ? I don't know if I understand your question though @Harikrishnan When we had swimming classes at school in 2nd grade, we used to go to this swimming pool that has a transparent door into the female's dressing room for whatever reason, so you can actually see inside from the cash desk. I didn't look there, but all my friends did, we were 7 at that time.
  6. @assx95 Look inwards for any attachment, neediness or hurt. Try to fix that Needy energy is really easily felt and it is extremely unattractive.
  7. Oh really... I thought that about you actually Deduced it from some of the things you've written here. As for me... I feel like it's really fucked up, but I don't know if it is caused by the hormonal changes happening in my body, or whether it is actually the real condition
  8. I even have a screenshot of Leo picking his nose a little
  9. Omg the German figure of Nutcracker came into my mind when I read this lol, I thought he was a male.
  10. @Elham I would suggest you go observe how small children live, how happy they are all the time. If you don't have a little sister or a brother or some other family member, you can just keep this in mind and look children into the eyes when you have an opportunity, they are pure magic.
  11. Next thumbnail will be Donald in an orange robe with a DMT alien on his left arm, DPT spray in his right arm, standing on the Maslow's pyramid with corpses of devils behind him
  12. @Serotoninluv Yeh, kids are amazing, I wish I would have a niece
  13. @Charlotte Don't be a pessimist, you can do it as well with enough training
  14. My stage orange friend actually works in the team that does research on plant communication, but he is not a hippie at all, he is quite the opposite quite a funny guy
  15. Well, try that path for yourself, but be careful, because dopamine addiction is really powerful tool of delusion, you can easily get very dishonest about how your change in lifestyle affect your happiness and stuff like that, but if you are genuinely more happy with polyamory, than in a committed relationship, why not. For me multiple partners just feel wrong, I don't feel like doing that and also it would be so much distraction.
  16. But Leoooo, you said combining church and government into one thing is not a good idea in the past!!! Leo: NONONO YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND But actually, you kind of do.
  17. @Shin Leo does so many amazing faces in his videos
  18. @zeroISinfinity I have decided that I want to die ?
  19. Introversion can be a sign of depression, social anxiety, loneliness or some other type of suffering. Extraversion can be a sign of neediness, lack of fulfillment, thirst for approval or some other type of suffering. But it can also be the case, that they are signaling happiness - when I am happy for example, I feel much more interested in people, but I can also enjoy alone time much more, it's the best of both worlds
  20. I hope Nahm will reveal his face one day, so that we can make holy pictures of him on photoshop ?
  21. @hyrozz12 Attachments create suffering, you can feel it if you are conscious enough. They actually really hurt deep inside. You can still work on your career and contribute humanity even if you are not attached to your work.
  22. @hyrozz12 So what does it mean for you, that you ego shrinks? That you are more selfless?
  23. I realized that it is impossible to run away from God... I don't know if it's good or bad
  24. I don't know if that's @hyrozz12 's problem, since I don't really know what he means by some of the words he uses, but good point, you need confidence AND understanding, alongside with purity and creativity.