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@AlphaAbundance @IJB063 Stop this Star Wars thingy please

She's certainly brought some (a lot) of wisdom into my life but I agree that she has a weird vibe in many of her videos as well. @The observer It's interesting how someone can sound confident without knowing anything right.

@modmyth What do you mean by self-aware?

@Preety_India Wth I wouldn't get away with that, unless I would somehow charm all the ladies lol jk. The friend told me, that they sometimes yell at him and force him to leave the ladies' although he hasn't undergone the surgery yet... He is kind of freaky when he is there I can imagine, but it is also sad, because girls don't have it as easy as guys in this sense.

Just one thing I haven't done yet but am planning to do is go to gentlemen's restrooms with my female-born transgender friend who looks like a guy and acts like a guy. I wanna see if anyone notices or no.

@IJB063 lol @VerballyHazardous Ohhhh I also have this urge to touch people... Did you have it also before you realized Love? I am just curious... (I didn't) How was your awakening into Love, how did it change you? Did it help with the suicidal thoughts at all? I am not judging anything you have written, I just don't want to get this thread banned by mods, so I should write this: If you feel like you might regret something you'd written here later in life, don't write it!! Actually my 15 year old class mate thought kissing can make you pregnant so don't worry, you aren't the only person who has weird beliefs about sexuality. Why were you not smiling? @Zanoni So are you or are you not? Asexuality is interesting, it's just kind of unfortunate when you fall in love with somebody who is... How does it feel? What would you say to the people who do fall in love with asexuals? @Hardik hilarious right @modmyth you made me google that thing x))) I didn't want to do it at first, but nothing that horrible, I guess that's because I've watched way too much anime... good questions as well! @Preety_India I had this when I was very little too I guess it is not so weird in young kids, I wanted to become an archeologist even, but maybe it is when you are in your teens/twenties... Idk, who is to say... I remember myself sitting on my chair, watching the cartoon Ice Age and copying the prehistoric animals, do you also do that? What does your signature look like? I am curious x)

@IJB063 Good for you they did that, 0,5 feet is enough to embarass yourself in front of a class right.

@Bazooka Jesus Just share what you can, this is God exploring itself.

HAHAHAHAAHAHAAAHAHAH Good point!!

@WhatAWondefulWorld Then don't

What did you learn? I am curious

At one point, no sage or wise person can help you on your journey, asking them won't benefit you at all.

Honesty is like one of the most important strenghts, without it, you wouldn't even realize this and write about it.

Stopped taking life seriously, gave myself up, stopped making up seriousness. Leo's videos on what is Death and some others helped a lot. It happened without psychedelics as well.

@WhatAWondefulWorld Don't forget, Love is also sharp and cold.

@wordsforliving Could you say that this has brought you no benefit at all?

@Moreira This is just picking things out of context and not understanding how feelings/therapy work. If you tell someone not to feel the way they do, especially when they are down, you might as well not say anything. If you were to go to a professional psychologist/psychiatrist, they would most likely listen to you and basically repeat what you said to them until you come to a disagreement. There is nothing off or weird about that. It's not that professionals (or Teal Swan) are infallible, they aren't, but this approach is proven to be more effective than the „intuitive“ one. Just try it for yourself, try to prove someone wrong about their feelings, you will hit a rock bottom of resistance.

@WhatAWondefulWorld It always is the night, in the present, today

@wordsforliving Don't let these limiting thoughts stop you from engaging in the work. You will never know if you don't at least try You can access Love without 5-MeO, it is possible. As Leo said, it feels total every single time, the depth of it „doesn't matter“.

@nexusoflife This week I realized something. Before I realized Love, I used to have many ideological notions about it, which I then had to discard in order for the realization to happen. It was obvious to me, that Love is all there is, without an exception. But what happened then as I came back into the story of bejapuskas character, I was like „Oooohhhh, so my ideological and sweet ideas about reality have always been correct, I knew it!“ and the bullshit went on. There really isn't a possibility to capture Love into a word.

24th April 1985... This is when the bullshit started

@nexusoflife Oh I know what you mean. If you have an idea about Love/Truth, you've lost it.

@effy01 The mind is your friend, it just makes sure you don't do something you don't really feel like doing, just don't create an unnecessary resistance to this path, the gateway to know the Truth is always open.

@electroBeam Oh yes