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@Einsteinonacid There might be a lot of pain attached to your last name, so make sure you discard that also with the name, not just the external stuff.

How did you go about that in your experience?

@Natasha I think I know what you mean. What I was describing was probably more like understanding the psyche, but you get tired of that too after some time, although it is fascinating when you first discover the possibility to somewhat understand. I guess people need to exhaust themselves until they are so exhausted that they fall asleep and at the same moment they wake up.

Your notion of usefulness is survival

@Natasha Thank you for your contribution What does this mean to you in practice? What is your experience with healing? I am interested to hear from you, because I kind of know what you mean, but also in my experience it seems like there are many dimensions to healing (as there are to Truth and Love since they are all), and although you might sum it up by saying follow your sensation, sometimes it might be counter-intuitive, you might not be exactly sure how to do it or not have the experience needed to fix a problem you have. (especially when it comes to personal, „mundane“ stuff, which I consider important too, because it kind of reflects your spirit and affects the path to a great degree) One's understanding of Truth and Love can become a mere state, which is not it, and they can keep on talking about their understanding without embodying at all, which causes a lot of suffering. And I don't think embodiment is just knowing it more often. @Lyubov Yeh I have the same understanding, but still there are certain nuances to this that can be helpful. @max duewel Oh nice, thank you for this!

There will come a time where you realize that this is just hunting for the small fish and it aint gonna feed you too well.

@AwakenedSoul444 Why is it that you are feeling this way?

Finally someone pointed that out, credit to you xDD

You didn't have to say a single word to understand

@UnconsciousHuman Being called a dumbfuck in 3...

@UnconsciousHuman Get out of here already, you aren't doing yourself a favor by tolerating more lies. Hope your life goes well.

Also if you think this what I am doing is Love and this what I am doing is not Love is also a trap

I have some teenager friends who are highly conscious but they weren't born with this, they all went through a lot of suffering in many areas of their lives and then explored, questioned themselves and practiced meditation, yoga etc... regularly. You might say this suffering triggered their talent or something like that but then you could justify almost anything, don't let this discourage you, most people don't do the work that is needed and all they do is talk about concepts on Self-Actualization / Consciousness subforums. If they then also blame talent that's just bunch of shit. You have to be quite crazy to go through this though.

@ivankiss You might say there isn't but when an unconscious person fucks up your day/life, it's not that easy to say.

@Espaim Why do you think you fucked up?

@Billy Shears Is there any difference between speaking from your heart, speaking openly and speaking openy from your heart? I am not quite sure I get you on that one

@Espaim Don't worry there really is nothing to hide

@James123 Glad to see you here :))

Exactly. Why does speaking from your heart make you exhausted?

@Billy Shears You can't speak from your heart unless you become really spiritual, I am talking serious now, VERY VERY spiritual, you're probably gonna have to start wearing a robe and beeds, walking everywhere barefoot, eating vegetarian... If you don't do this you will never be able to speak from your heart.

@Kshantivadin So you think doing some alcohol, maybe weed, fucking hot chicks here and there, messing around a bit would help you? You would like to have that kind of experience, know what that is like in your lifetime?

Sounds like you are just creating a story, but that's ok

What are you struggling with in particular?

No need to be angry or anything, you are only adding more wood to the fire, just follow the sensation.