Hi,
I am almost 19 and first of beginning the university I decided to do a 10 day solo retreat away from my parents and friends. I came to this conclusion because I understood that I've a problem with dealing with loneliness and with my internet addiction, for logistical reasons i will be only allowed to text my mother just to tell her that I am good ahah. I know that Leo has recorded his experience but I would like to hear your opinions too , so here are some questions that arose:
1- Are there any chance of me becoming actually crazy?
2- Is physical exercise allowed?
3-Should I meditate/contemplate all the time and avoiding fantasizing at all cost? Isn't the solitude enough to "purify myself" ?
4-Is writing ideas too distracting?
Thank you in advance