Brayanwangulo

Hi, Im 20. I grew up in MA and moved to NY when I was 18 so i could be an actor. I finished school already (AMDA) so now im just working a job to pay for expensive rent and wasting time with friends partying. The acting industry is HARD. I have no connections and Im just waiting for an opportunity of a lifetime to arrive so I can prove how good i am ( I'm great). But : im stagnant. Im not progressing anything. Meaning.. Im sadder than I've ever been. I had a thought .. maybe if I use all of my free time to Actualize my life, I will be able to see clearly and manifest my goals BUT.. I feel like im ABANDONING my life purpose. It hurts to think that im putting acting away to actualize. It sounds empty, it sounds like im giving up on my craft. Im very confused, but i know with some help of your guidance i can figure this out. I know ill come out on top, im a Champion! -BWA

Hey bro, I was in your shoes. Do what you can; sit down for 2 hours and list down all the possible ways you can make money right now (selling lemonade, starting a clothing brand at your school, look for a family friend or someone who can offer small job opportunities, etc) List down as many as you can and cross out the ones you don't like. But, Im proud of you for doing this so early in your life. Im 20 now but i started when I was 16. Please. Please follow my advice. Don't lose the consistency. Responsibilities make life harder and more distracting, Use NOW to ACTUALIZE. You are in the perfect position to. Don't fuck up.

@eleveneleven your opening sentence was all I needed. I know what to do, thank you.