Shadowraix

If you chase immortality to become God-like, you know whats happening right? Your sort of higher self (God) has dictated for you to follow that path. You are merely a puppet. Your future and past is already happening. Surrendering is the only option you really have. You can surrender to what you laid out for yourself or resist it and suffer. Whatever you do, God already knows.

Good read guys, really enjoy this kind of stuff.

Say one can't prove this. Are you going to act as if they aren't conscious? Not being able to prove it only leaves us at a maybe rather than a definite no.

Eating meat doesn't prevent this kind of work, but you will likely not enjoy eating meat the further you get into this work. You will realize that everything is you. Insects, animals, trees, grass, rocks etc etc etc Any classification to say killing anything is right/wrong is arbitrary. Just act on your true desires. As far as who can feel what, you are experiencing everything. You are only aware of a specific human experience, but that does not mean you are not experiencing it. The separation between living and non-living things. Does this exist or is this an illusory idea I am creating?

If God is experience both infinite suffering and infinite pleasure, what does that result in? Is it a sort of -1 + 1 = 0 deal?

You could call the spiritual path a conceptual tool to help grow in realizing these deep truths. But you're right, there is no right or wrong path. Its a big thing to accept for those who have had profound realizations. Im sure many who get into this work at first get frustrated because they see people suffering from a perspective they have broken out of. Accepting and loving what we don't like is a very big test. Gurus/monks always let those who seek their knowledge come to them instead of directly trying to spread it to others.

Have you contemplated if your projections on who they are are accurate? Have you ever had a serious discussion with those who you felt treated you in a way you didn't like? Personally I feel like I would go to the moon and back for my friends. I would give them everything they could ever want if I could. Its not because I think they are incapable of handling life, its simply because I desire to reduce their suffering. People may think they are helping you when you think they are hurting you.

Anything we say you'll consider lying because you only consider your viewpoint as valid. You have yet to truly show yourself as being receptive to other ideas. Posting here will do nothing for you if you don't do the damn work. Are you going to keep posting wasting your time or commit the advice from people who have been in positions like yours and overcame them?

To me if bringing this up would make him defensive and hard to approach then there is definitely some ego there that needs work. I would recommend starting there. It will help him be more receptive to ideas.

Considering your previous posts on this forum, you don't seem content with not being in a relationship. You also have expressed a lot of self-esteem issues. Are you thinking having a partner will fix you? It won't. You'll become dependent on them which will only result in suffering.

As someone who is polyamorous I think the poly viewpoint comes from realizing that your capacity to love is not restricted to one person and that sexual exclusivity is a "rule" that is only valid and meaningful if you make it so. I realized I only cared about exclusivity and some kind of twisted "ownership" side of relationships because thats what I was taught relationships are. Why should an intimate relationship be broken simply because they aren't the only one I am intimate with? Is it the desire to feel special? The desire to have the person all to yourself? If I drop those notions I then see the poly viewpoint. I see it as being less attached to things in a regard. I think a lot of the people who end up cheating on their partner have some kind of polyamorous feelings but it is demonized by society and you have to let go/question a lot of notions on how you want a relationship formed which can be difficult to do. Being polyamorous though managing multiple intimate relationships can be difficult so I have really never attempted it, I just recognize my capacity to be intimate with more than one partner. You can see this capacity among people/stories who love 2 people and have to decide between one of them. I'd say open relationships also go hand in hand with most polys as well. As a society, I definitely think monogamy is the safer route to go. A lot of people still can't handle a monogamous relationship in a healthy manner, so I can't even begin to think how dysfunctional an open or poly relationship would be.

Simply because I (God) have set in motion for many people to be interested in awareness/oneness This human body experience I am aware of is doing exactly as I intended it to. I'm sure I will be conscious of what I am doing at some point. When I merge back with the infinite as one whole. (ego death)

I don't desire suffering, probably never will. But after realizing I moralized by drawing circles and labeling them as good and evil I was able to drop them and become more in tune with my desires so I don't need some rulebook like morality. It has also helped me handle all the suffering in the world by realizing it is exactly as it should be (reality is only as it should be) and to no longer demonize them, but rather act from a place of total unconditional love. I don't want to reduce suffering for only the people I like, but for everyone regardless of what they have done. Your ability to love the hard to love things reflects your progress towards unconditional love reaching a higher conscious state. Its an incredibly bitter pill, one I have yet to fully swallow, But so far I have found it insightful and beneficial to my growth.

Bingo. Moderation in everything. Teach yourself self-discipline and you'll be fine.

Personally MDMA was a huge help in me realizing some childhood trauma in relation to my capacity to accept receiving love.

There are many plausible explanations to what people observe and call chem-trails as well as some complications with how its being spread. (Definitely not going through the engine) If the government was doing something like that it definitely wouldn't be your regular airlines plane.

Basically how I met my current girlfriend of over 1yr strong now.

I would imagine anybody who is super in tune with their paranormal powers would try and keep it on a low profile.

I've heard of people having side effects of kundalini awakenings even a year after having it. What you're experiencing I speculate is no different. You can Google "3rd eye pulsating" and already get a dozen different discussions on this topic.

Repetition is the greatest tool to programming the subconscious.

Infinity would not be infinity without psychic powers. Its another story if any person has experienced psychic powers.

Trying to accomplish your intention and not achieving it is what you typically call a mistake. Intention can be used as an excuse, but it can also be used as a behavioral correction mechanism.

Being conservative in the usage of eco-harmful products is often a luxury of more populated areas. Try living in a town of 6k people. Especially of low wealth.

I don't see this at all. In fact I find a lot of things in the English language annoying and inconsistent to deal with. There are many edge cases and it seems like most debates end up in nonsense because both parties are using different definitions of a word or using it in an entirely different context. And don't get me started on the notion of introducing gender before addressing things. Albeit i'd be surprised if there is any language at all I am content with.

You tell me what enlightenment is. You can only suffer from those things if you acknowledge them as bad and/or resist what happened.