Shadowraix

You need to become conscious of the depths of unconditional love. God is being itself. Being what it is. It is all of this. And that includes humans that demonize other parts of itself. Your suffering and demonization of that suffering is nothing more than but an experience. And that is the whole point of all of this. To experience. To exist. To be. The point of existence is existence itself. Your notions of rationality, logic, justification are just but an experience.

@outlandish Was asking how experienced one should be. And yeah I'm sure. I took 1500ug and 1000ug on separate occasions only once. The latter was my first ego death experience. I don't go that high anymore. I found 500ug to be my favorite spot. But back then I was doing lsd every two weeks and I was obsessed with pushing myself. I was humbled for sure after those 2 experiences. Thanks a lot for your advice and knowledge. These days I trip to learn and I am excited to introduce these tools back to my life after a long break of integration. Been like a year since I have tripped and 2 years since my major awakening.

So you could sit here and be upset at all of this.

@outlandish How experienced we talking? I have: I've done up to 1500ug of lsd and had like 30 or so trips. Briefly tried dmt, didn't breakthrough but it blew my lsd trips out of the water. I can't fathom 5-meo or dpt

Some models are more useful for understanding human behavior than others

Beautiful.

@Leo Gura Thanks. Definitely. Thanks so much for all that you share. ?❤️

I asked because with nn dmt freebase there is apparently a few solutions that make the chemical absortion easier recitally. A more salt solution I think.

@Leo Gura is dpt recitally active as is? I know nn dmt need more conversion processes. To be able to be procesed.

@Leo Gura that's fair. I'll try it within this year and reply here what I think. I used to run a drug education discord server and one guy was really into dpt. Left me curious ever since.

Your silentness towards mentions of dpt had me speculating but now it is confirmed. I think you've seen a lot of my posts, do you think I could handle this? I pursue truth but I won't deny the importance of working up to it

A lot of Christians used the Bible for hate justification. You got to be really careful about how you interpret the words. Stage red isn't going to interpret it the same way as higher stages.

Yeah Ive been saying that. Salvia hasa lot of spiritual value but it must be handled with extreme caution and always with a trip sitter. In TN it's super easy to get Salvia. Online or in shops. Kratom is too.

@Leo Gura Beautiful. A very amazing book for how short it is. Do you understand the paradox?

I had this realization too. When we create content we are literally creating worlds in a similar fashion that God creates us. Everything we do is an extension of it. If you are in a created world convinced of everything and your entire being and actions are written out, you'd never know! In the same way any character we create!

Reading that almost makes me tear up. It vividly reminds me of my awakening experience with a combo of LSD and DXM. I experienced what can only be described as the universe arising from pure nothingness. A puzzle with no pieces being put together. Those kind of trip reports remind me why I continue to be fascinated in psychedelics and why I take them. Such profound realizations makes me want to cry in awe of all of this.

I doubt his first time was such a high dose. Those doses are manageable if you work your way up. I jumped from 500ug-1000ug and even this jump was putting me at my limit. It required intense breathe focus. Men who are insecure in their masculinity often feel the need to prove themselves to other men. Or else it would somehow invalidate themselves as a man. Where do you think calling someone a pussy came from? Men who are afraid of their feminine side. So many men are taught to repress that side of them. Spirituality is very feminine in a lot of ways for its internel work. Instead of seeking fleeting dopamine highs that you get bored of, you can instead change your perceptions of the world, deconstruct everything you thought and were taught. You can't guarantee the validity of what you think you know if you just take it in. It requires radical scrutiny. Looking under a microscope. Psychedelics help with this process but it will make you feel very different. Very intense things and if you can't surrender to the experience you can drive yourself to a breakdown because you will have to ride it to the end. Your mental health is more important than proving you aren't a pussy to somebody. You only would be if you think you are. You can choose not to think you are.

When you consume it it is. When you boof it it skips the metabolization process and the trip ends up differently.

How much lsd experience do you have? Do not take a 2mg lsd experience lightly. This is coming from someone who has done 1500ug. That shit will be intense and leave you on the ground seeing things you can't comprehend. You'll get more than what you bargained for. You don't know what you are getting into. If you aren't ready, that shit will cause you to have a mental breakdown and go psychotic. Start at small doses and slowly work your way up. Keep the cocky alpha attitude and psychedelics will put you in your place and you won't like it. Be humble with them and it will be gentle with you.

@possibilities Unfortunately I can only communicate to you with statements. I'm actually trying to point at something beyond all of this though. Beyond our concepts and understanding. Beyond any thought we could make about it.

haha this is way beyond any notion of logic.

+1 to this.

Food holes ?? that's great

Everything is a spiritual experience ? But seriously, psychedelics don't always give deeper insights, but have high potential to. It took like 8 trips for me to actually recognize anything. Most of the time prior my time on it was spent socializing, looking at trippy content, visuals, music, wanking etc The experience unlocks a gate you are free to go through.. Or not.

The biggest problem with your average person is they aren't skeptical enough ? actual skepticism to every facet or your life to promote deep inquiring is rare