Shadowraix

Running in circles is fun

God, reality, existence etc are also concepts. Stating the obvious doesn't help much. Look at what people point to with such concepts. Duality is as real as nonduality. Thats the mind fucky paradox. Nonduality includes duality. It is meant to point at the total, the sum of everything. Illusion and real are one in the same.

@Inliytened1 This information is not useful to someone still involved in the imagination. Master the usage of the self illusion before you transcend it. @Commodent is providing information that can help people navigate their dysfunctional thinking.

Psychedsubstance video on al-lad makes me wishy washy on that substance. Granted I've never tried it.

When you have egos running around all thinking they got it figured out - there's bound to be some issues. We get so caught up in discussing and perfecting the mental models we forget to look at whats beyond it.

Is it? I see it helping people way more than inducing psychosis. It depends on the people you are around. Lot of science has even begun seeing benefits from mushroom use. I would be careful going around saying the chance is higher. Of course that isn't justifying being reckless with the stuff that'll just increase chances of bad times. @Schahin I think it can cure things like anxiety and depression by providing fundamental realizations about your perceptions of the world. It is a gamble though. I don't think anybody really knows the chance because it is highly dependent on the individual. I would try everything before psychedelics.

I like to think of it elaborated out as a concept that is used as a tool for modifying mechanisms affecting perceptions, thought and behavior.

People aren't just exclusively at one stage or the other. They can express a mix of a variety of stages. Pinning yourself as only one color is the flaw here.

Try using spiral dynamics to understand their perspective and where they are at.

I don't play guitar but I play various rhythm games like guitar hero, osu, stepmania, and so on. They do good at silencing my mind. When it's not silenced I have to think which slows me down. When my mind is quiet I am running solely off visual and auditory information. It feels like a processing shortcut to go into auto play mode. I imagine guitar would be similar.

Truth ><= self

The point is whatever you want it to be. Desire is all you need to do it. Meaning and meaninglessness are the same thing just in different contexts. Nihilism is a half truth don't fall victim to it. You're here you can do whatever you want. That's the true freedom. All of this creation is for you to explore.

free will vs no free will is a duality that needs to collapse. Sounds like there are repressed emotions you need to work through.

I like running in circles too

My experience I am writing out is mainly with DPH which I did from 200mg to 900mg: I would see and hear all kinds of crazy shit. People talking to the point I could have conversations. Confuse TV characters with real ones. These weird black lines that could form these floating jelly balls, spiders, or even shadow people. Smoking shadow cigars. The walls would twist and morph. I would feel what can only be described as intense dysphoria. Random stinging sensations that will make you think the spiders you see are biting you. Might feel them crawling under your skin. Speaking of those I would try to kill them and see and hear them be crushed. Sometimes you could see a pile of them. No matter how much you swat them they keep approaching you. You would not tell the difference in the night, but in the day they look like translucent creatures you can see the outlines of, kind of like heat on the road. You will think you are doing something like walking into the kitchen doing stuff and you will suddenly realize you did none of that but actually you were just sitting there looking dead-brained drooling. You'll forget sentences mid-way. Gravity feels so heavy that you literally can't stand up. And if you do and try to walk you'll likely fall over. I've had many instances I fell and lose consciousness while failing and regain it wondering how I ended up on the floor. You'll conjure up stories in your head and not recognize family. Such as sighing and handing them a wallet when they are wondering whats wrong with you thinking that fixed the problem. You won't physically be able to talk, and it won't come out normally until at least a day after the trip. Everything will feel "off" or wrong. You'll feel an impending sense of doom like the world is going to end. Thats all I can remember at this moment, and a lot of people's trip reports got a lot darker and scarier than mine. I wanted to do it for the hallucinations but I quickly found out I could quickly hurt myself especially with the falling thing. I couldn't go to the bathroom without falling and smacking against the wall. Also a lot of people I know have had permanent effects from these. They've had seizures, they'll retain that stinging sensation, or see darting shadows across their room. Crawling tactile hallucinations can stick. Health rant: Deliriants can show you how hallucinatory the mind can be, but it is not the only teacher of that. Dissociatives like Salvia, DXM, and Ketamine can do this too. They have their own risks (Riskier than psychedelics) but are many times safer than deliriants. Deliriants are fascinating to listen to because they sound other-worldy but it can very well be detrimental to your health even if you don't freak out on the trip. Another warning is when you are on DPH some people get the idea of taking more almost like a compulsion. I've known people almost die because they took a whole bottle of the stuff while already on it. Also known people to almost die from Serotonin Syndrome even myself because it was popular to mix it with DXM to remove the dysphoria and increase hallucinations. Many got by with a low dose from each but not everybody does and some go higher and set themselves up to being fatal and/or nerve and muscle damage. I hope nobody has to learn to be careful with drugs by deliriant use. I learned my lesson the hard way. I got out unscathed but very few do.

Have you tried deliriants? It isn't the same. I didn't just do them once. I worked up to heroic doses with them as I have done with psychedelics and dissociatives. They are very dangerous.

Psychedelics can't achieve permanent nondual consciousness but it can help you. Go have an ego death experience and get back to us. @winterknight One has to come full circle. Paradoxes run deep.

Not dangerous at all. Low quality lsd won't feel "clean" it's like the trip experience puts you looking through a fogged up windshield instead of a clear one. Body load might be more uncomfortable. If it's not lsd then it could be something like nBOMe which is dangerous. Websites like bunk police sell test kits. Packs to test any drug under the sun or just an Ehrlich if you'd like. You can research there what you need. Bunk police also has a YT channel showing test results.

Your view of the absolute seems to have clouded your view of the relative. Don't conflate the two. Keep your mind ever on the stars but your eyes to your feet.

Your mindset here is why hypergamy exists and is a problem for you.

Im pretty sure goblin den and voidrealms are from the same crystal. I can vouch for voidrealms. Some of the best experiences came from those. All lsd can be used spiritually. The only thing different is the purity. (not all reach their rated dosages) and various byproducts from the synthesizing process. Test it though to make sure it is only lsd.

@Ry4n I am. I'm not like raging at the keyboard. It is just odd when Leo does the very thing he tries to prevent here: distracting low quality posts Anyways this is my last post on this. I accomplished my goal of adding awareness to what I see. Up to you to decide if you agree.

I'd actually recommend 25 since the brain is done growing around then. But nobody is going to wait that long. @Justincredible76 You'll want a lot of experience with psychedelics. You might come out ok or you might come out with a psychotic breakdown and end up in the hospital. Even on substances like LSD and Shrooms I've seen friends scream they are dead, experience being cut up in a bucket, smash their head into a wall thinking the music is a god talking to you, anxiety attacks and so on. Don't take these drugs lightly. A lot can go wrong if you over-estimate what you can handle. Work your way up. I know you are excited and want to reach these amazing states but the harder you push the harder the ego-mind will push back and if you can't hold your end of the tug-o-war it'll not be fun. 5-MeO is a whole other realm than something like LSD or Shrooms. Even NN-DMT blew those out of the park.

Yeah that stuff is the dmt or salvia of deliriants. As someone who has tried deliriants out of curiosity, it isn't fun. Its a very uncomfortable experience. There are plenty of other substances to grow from before you should even think of deliriants and even then - don't.

As is yours. Self reference back to the root and pull it out before it spreads too much.