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@VividReality Need to heal the mind

The past is just a conceptualization in the mind Some NLP work can help

@Saarah It depends what your definition of success is, if it is money that of course. But that is a very superficial and shallow form of true achievement, as that which is authentic to your higher self would do you and the world much better to pursue. A balance, yes.

Yes, too much profanity needs more broad appeal

So far I have The Power of Now, which is main stream and I'm thinking since it is so popular that it might be surface level Authentic Happiness, a book Leo mentioned on Enlightenment Tao Te Ching is a taoist book I am drawn toward for some reason I know one should journal their experiences and document their sits to get further insight, one also need to know the journey they are embarking upon. I am not sure what meditation type Leo is doing in his meditation video, but maybe I could study more about it. Too many forms of meditation, so I will stick to Leo's one to achieve highest levels of consciousness. A road map be needed to know what you are experiencing: "Diagram of The Ten Stages of Meditation. The monk is the meditator. The rope he holds represents vigilant, alert mindfulness. The goad in his other hand represents strong intention and firm resolve. The elephant represents the mind. The black color of the elephant represents the Five Hindrances and the Seven Problems they give rise to. The monkey represents scattering of attention, and the black color represents subtle and gross distraction, forgetting, and mind-wandering. The rabbit represents subtle dullness. The flames represent vigilance and effort, and when effort is no longer required, the flames disappear. The length of the road between successive Stages indicates the relative time required to progress from one Stage to the next. The Stages come closer together until Stage Seven, then they begin to stretch out again. Because the road folds back, it is possible to jump up to higher Stages or fall back to lower ones." [1] There are enlightenment courses, but will stick with Leo out of loyalty. Will look into courses to see what they offer. One also need a calendar to track progressive increments of meditation. Source: 1. http://www.consciouslifestylemag.com/ten-stages-of-meditation-complete-guide/

A day planner, a calendar, a week planner. Putting things on a vision board, making list of things you're going to do tomorrow, there are productivity masters out there that are gurus in these subjects. Quora would be a good place to ask the masters.

Wow, inspirational

Just a bunch of pain, misery and suffering this is fucking bullshit life

@DrMatthewsausage Yes, I bought the books but did not read them yet, I still have yet to complete the course.

The first thing I need to do is to pay off $20,000-35,000 to Mr.Gura, my personal finances are tight and I need to get a summer job along with studying calculus on the side. Need some kind of payment plan, possibly donate 500 a week depending on income. I love my mentor, I need to pay back all my mentors for all they have given me, great men they really are but I need to get really, really serious about self-actualizing and put in the hard-work/dedication time and commitment Goal: USD in Donations $30,000 to Actualized.org Status: $28,000 USD to go Goal Objective: To become akin to Da Vinci/Archimedes/Nikola Tesla/Alexander Bell/Ford Problems: Income Intelligence Solutions: Full-Time Summer Job Nootropics wont raise raw intelligence, they are just active ingredients that I'd need to incorporate. I need a permanent solution, to raise raw baseline intelligence rather than taking supplements. Image streaming seems like my last hope, if I do successfully stream, I need to do a maintenance program, if streaming does not work, I will have to be very disciplined about my diet, cardiovascular exercise and other brain training programs to boost intelligence. The biggest problem to modern day physics is outlined in this video: The killer being quote on quote [Watch the video, it comes at the early start so you don't spoil it] "Hello everyone, we have very serious problem in physics. Simple problem, but serious problem, is a .. too many physicists. So in this course, if you're getting B or B- you will get F, If you are getting B+, A you will get A" Granted it is not a reliable source, just an anecdote but it is true. Too many S.T.E.M majors now a days, not enough jobs seriously what a load of sht, somebody has the same dream as me and will walk right the hell over to get theirs, fck. Another thing is that my IQ is only 124, I'm competing with people with 10 points on me and that's just the average holy hell I only got 77 in physics I'm gonna get crushed like a lowly maggot in physics.. I even took the subject again to gain a higher mark when I was out of the psych ward and only got 77 when I retook the class partly because I didn't study enough exams, I was more focused on chemistry and the exam was easy so how did I get 77? Maybe my answers were wrong, this is some soul crushing bullshit, but my soul doesn't want to be crushed. I'm competing with super-genius', if I take creatine I might be at 126. The Physics was just Physics I or what it might have been, what the hell is Physics II or Classical Mechanics or any of that crap gonna look like? I'm going to get completely demolished like some businessman with black shoes heading to some arbitrary building just stepping on me, crushing me which is the ant in this scenario, and then just wiping it off like it was nothing. https://www.quora.com/What-college-majors-have-on-average-students-with-the-highest-IQ Looking on positive sides, atleast I have my top ten values nailed to the very last letter, and what I will finish the course as an authentic life purpose which keep my drive up. I also have my top 5 strengths with Gallup's 2.0 Strengths backing it. EQ > IQ but in terms of raw baseline intelligence these physicists/mathematicians are very hard to go up against. I remember a year ago in Grade 12 being a lowly maggot in-comparison to my peers. Wow, I had depression and all that junk because of a fake kundalini awakening and I didn't get jack sht out of it. This journey is going to be hard as hell, but it will be worth it. I'll just have to reprogram the subconscious mind, it will have to do most of the work. The first thing I need to do is to pay off $20,000-35,000 to Mr.Gura, my personal finances are tight and I need to get a summer job along with studying calculus on the side. Need some kind of payment plan, possibly donate 500 a week depending on income. I love my mentor, I need to pay back all my mentors for all they have given me, great men they really are but I need to get really, really serious about self-actualizing and put in the hard-work/dedication time and commitment Goal: USD in Donations $30,000 to Actualized.org Status: $28,000 USD to go Goal Objective: To become akin to Da Vinci/Archimedes/Nikola Tesla/Alexander Bell/Ford Problems: Income Intelligence Solutions: Full-Time Summer Job Nootropics wont raise raw intelligence, they are just active ingredients that I'd need to incorporate. I need a permanent solution, to raise raw baseline intelligence rather than taking supplements. Image streaming seems like my last hope, if I do successfully stream, I need to do a maintenance program, if streaming does not work, I will have to be very disciplined about my diet, cardiovascular exercise and other brain training programs to boost intelligence. The biggest problem to modern day physics is outlined in this video: The killer being quote on quote [Watch the video, it comes at the early start so you don't spoil it] "Hello everyone, we have very serious problem in physics. Simple problem, but serious problem, is a .. too many physicists. So in this course, if you're getting B or B- you will get F, If you are getting B+, A you will get A" Granted it is not a reliable source, just an anecdote but it is true. Too many S.T.E.M majors now a days, not enough jobs seriously what a load of sht, somebody has the same dream as me and will walk right the hell over to get theirs, fck. Another thing is that my IQ is only 124, I'm competing with people with 10 points on me and that's just the average holy hell I only got 77 in physics I'm gonna get crushed like a lowly maggot in physics.. I even took the subject again to gain a higher mark when I was out of the psych ward and only got 77 when I retook the class partly because I didn't study enough exams, I was more focused on chemistry and the exam was easy so how did I get 77? Maybe my answers were wrong, this is some soul crushing bullshit, but my soul doesn't want to be crushed. I'm competing with super-genius', if I take creatine I might be at 126. The Physics was just Physics I or what it might have been, what the hell is Physics II or Classical Mechanics or any of that crap gonna look like? I'm going to get completely demolished like some businessman with black shoes heading to some arbitrary building just stepping on me, crushing me which is the ant in this scenario, and then just wiping it off like it was nothing. https://www.quora.com/What-college-majors-have-on-average-students-with-the-highest-IQ Looking on positive sides, atleast I have my top ten values nailed to the very last letter, and what I will finish the course as an authentic life purpose which keep my drive up. I also have my top 5 strengths with Gallup's 2.0 Strengths backing it. EQ > IQ but in terms of raw baseline intelligence these physicists/mathematicians are very hard to go up against. I remember a year ago in Grade 12 being a lowly maggot in-comparison to my peers. Wow, I had depression and all that junk because of a fake kundalini awakening and I didn't get jack sht out of it. This journey is going to be hard as hell, but it will be worth it. I'll just have to reprogram the subconscious mind, it will have to do most of the work.

Leos words are echoing " You never be a victim,never ever ever be a victim" Victim mindset is some bullshit, must become master I have a huge, huge HUGE loan to pay off to gura, thank god there is no interest on this loan or else I would be fucked. I'd probably go so deep that I couldn't get out of it, that would kill me. Thank god there is no interest, I would of been screwed for life. Why am I contemplating this, it would be a dark end indeed.

I@Ray I agree, the books included are phenomenal

Cold water can stimulate the senses, the nerves causing you jolt out of bed. Stay away from the snugness of the blanket, it is a lie, don't trust that voice that tells you to stay in and be all snug and warm. Getting someone to help you will definitely work, an alarm clock that keeps buzzing even after you turn it off, better yet, http://www.robotshop.com/ca/en/nanda-clocky-robotic-alarm-clock-chrome.html These clocks annoyingly run away even if you turn them off, making annoying beeping noises causing you to chase after them or hear the annoying noises. You literally have to get up to turn it off, and it can even crawl under your bed. You really need to get this part of life nailed down, as if you cannot wake up, how can you self-actualize?

$5,000 USD worth of coaching condensed into a one-time payment of $250, and a road-map giving to you. There is bonus content and material, but I'd say it is a good price overall

I hate my old therapist, she said to not do pick-up or talk to girls as it was "evil" in her mind. Little did she know, If not for pick-up I would never have had any access to even talk to or even be with woman as my social circle isn't very large. Now, when I think about talking to a girl I hear her voice about the conversation we had. She told me to go join clubs when I get into college and meet and interact with people and date through a social cirlce, but I hate, hate HATE social circles. They're fake platonic and just down right annoying. I like having close connections rather 500 friends on facebook that I barely even know. When a woman expresses her sexuality, she's a "slut", now when a man expresses his sexuality he's a "rapist". Complete load of bullshit. The therapists response was fear driven, as she had this demonized view of what pick-up is, and I can understand that, but castrating some 19 year old from dating/sexuality for his entire life for wanting to have sexual relationships is akin to the catholic approach of having sex only once married, and what I mean by that is this blog a catholic woman posted about how the demonization of sex ruined her sex life, how she had to repent and felt shameful,disgusting,unpure about having waiting until marriage and then proceeded to bawl her eyes out after sex absolutely complete fucking bullshit all these anti sex idiots are spewing, wrecking the mental health of thousands if not millions world wide. I feel bad that I wronged my mentor, my teacher the man that took me in after having giving me so much hope for such an amazing life. I am just going to need to give Leo 5-10k dollars. Dad has 24k for education, not sure if I should be a theoretical physicist and chase my dream, and become like the people I adore because of this... So I am a crook, opened Rich Dad Poor Dad and first page was on Robin Hood being a crook. Gura has given me all my major goals and the things I value you the most, along with many amazing concepts and what not. I'll pay him back whatever Im not shaming myself. Fuck this place, nobody even supports me anymore. Knew I should've gone with elliot hulse's forum, the man gives straight forward advice, but his forum would be filled with liftaholics

It is known

I'm thinking you mean professional as in work/career and personal as in consciousness/enlightenment. Narrow down what you mean, categorizing information is a good way to know and differentiate between set objectives.

The earlier the better.

Will be on SSRI's for a year, therapist told me to fuck off when I told her about pick-up and getting a girlfriend, still have suicidal thoughts from time to time. Main focus is business through life-purpose or investing. Was planning on doing 3 hour do nothing sits via Leo, and some emotional body teal swan work. Lower self gets triggered alot with concerns with power. Any other resources to fix mental health?

How do you know if you are making progress, or is meditating itself progress? This is scary

Also having an intense love for futurism "Eventually we will be gods" Degrasse and Kaku are science popularizers/public figures, but the ideas are what lure me in

Have positive motivation to the life you want, having negative motivation to avoid pain or misery never works out. It's like going to the gym because you are overweight, then once you lose the weight you go back to your old eating habits, and thus you oscillate up and down from highs to lows never getting where you want. To have a strong visualization for the lifestyle you would like, the dream life per say. Negative motivation is very neurotic, it is like being an addict looking for peaks of stimulation.

Consciousness is the final frontier

@Ivansmarks It is ok, the fear is trying to protect you from harm but can often magnify the dangers. Possibly get a third-party involved to keep yourself safe and have a bird's eye-view of the situation.