JevinR

I would like to experiment with arduino's and have some kind of fears lurking around, fears of winding up poor on the street for spending money on this project rather than spending it to make more money, or spending it to help pay the bills. My father indoctrinates these fears that clever scowl of a man, constantly making excuses and expressions say "I have no money" while giving a helpless look. He is a good man, but his views on money and how he teaches me is on a fear based mindset of making more and more until you can never be poor or broke or wind up homeless. I need to just buy these products and experiment with them, it's as if I am restricting myself from flow states of glee because of these fears. Am surrounded by orange people, need to expand.

@Bagoober Thanks

Fck it I got nothing left lol.. I remember seeing writing in a washroom on the highway "Life's not worth living until you find something worth dying for" Les do, If we fail we have no safety net. This is very dangerous , fuck it I don't care anymore Nvm, I want life purpose for sole purpose of crushing others in body spirit and soul, in a heartless sense. Connection to oneness is when one gives the need for desire, wanting power means you feel powerless, love when you feel unloved. Charlie is right, enlightenment, a feeling of everlasting love. Should put the suicide thoughts away and simply be so free oh soo beautifully free. Peaceee infinite waters diving deep once again haha Infinite oneness, something nobody in life experiences, ego is so overwhelmingly greedy, hungry and bloodthirsty a terrible beast wanting to kill. Enlightenment, freedom

@Bagoober Leo says you need the ego for beginning part of life purpose journey, he says "put yourself out there, and if you get wounded be ok with it" After that he says to transcend the ego

@charlie2dogs How do you become enlightened if you don't mind me asking charlie2dogs?

@charlie2dogs How would one focus on enlightenment then? I am thinking meditate for 4-5 hours a day, would have to put life purpose work on hold. With Leo's do nothing technique

@charlie2dogs There is no monster business, the focuses are just life purpose and enlightenment. I just need enough money to survive, I can buy books on enlightenment but I'm not sure it will be important. I will focus on enlightenment. I just need to hit higher meditation times than 30 mins, I have paid maybe 500 to Leo, I'm not even sure I don't even think he cares.

@Abhijeeth Message him, he may or not respond. Best thing is to feel the fear and do it anyway.

@charlie2dogs The thing is in life purpose you need an identity up until a certain point, just a matter of when does point come up? Leo states this in the course too, that you should have a big ego, then put yourself out there, and if you are wounded so be it, if you succeed or move forward so be it. Eventually one gets to the point where one would systematically destruct the ego.

Have to make 35k and give to Gura FCK, can't talk about life purpose or tell anybody about the exercises AHHHH FKC

Only reason I choose to stay alive was life purpose, I'll go to school and search for it their as the life purpose program is not working. I'll keep trying it over and over and over again. I thought life was going to be easy, lol

@Zane This is where mastery comes in, passion is just a feeling. Once that feeling goes away, the real work comes into play when you are on a plateau.

Guys, I puked on hemp protein. I need some more vegan sources, I can't digest pea protein due to allergies so my only source would be soy. I do not want to consume large quantities of soy due to isoflavones. Only protein sources I have is quinoa and flax bread which is 6g a piece, black beans, and clif bars which are basically just sugar bars.

Am neurotic

@Epiphany_Inspired @Epiphany_Inspired Thanks for replying, I watched this video and have to really be persistent and dedicated to get in the 5%, no point in writing a testimonial if it's not fantastical/very-high quality. Mortgage is paid off, it would be easy to pay back Leo. Have to be very dedicated in order to achieve results. (This is a moralized "should" statement which may not work in the long-run)

Key is there is no completion, once you're done all those goals what are you gonna do? And then what? And then what? List goes on and on.

@Saarah Mine does actually. I want massive contribution to society, I just have to deal with the have stress somehow.

@charlie2dogs I don't know, it just struck me that everything I am doing is for society and puts this tremendous stress when working or doing anything really.

@JevinR The payment will be of $35,000 USD

You could open a business selling mountain bikes! This way you can enjoy riding and adventure and all that comes with it. You could work for a fitness, adventure company like such as here in BC, there are a lot of these types of companies giving experiences to others such as kayaking, mountain biking and the list goes on and on, and on even going to white river rafting. Companies like rocky mountain bicylces, Some companies: -http://adventuretravel.about.com/od/adventuretravelcompanies/tp/topadventurecos.02.htm Northface is also an apparel company that advocates adventure, self discovery and growth. I remember being in West Edmonton Mall and there was a floor dedicated to your exact passions, they had kayaks and hiking equipment and biking goggles,helmets, the works. It was a niche market, but a market non the less. Also interesting to note that their is another self-development/self-actualization mentor named Elliot Hulse that loves working with his body, going so far as to stating "The body is the mind". He enjoys powerlifitng, strength training and meditation. He also has made a company on training athletes to reach their highest state of performance, and markets himself on the master of strength, which most likely could be his highest noble value. And a final note on the introversion, communication problems and organization, they can all be worked on and perfected. The key to extroversion is just to say your thoughts outloud, with in frame of content. It sounds so silly but that's some of what makes an extrovert, they feed off of external stimuli to increase energy, while internal dwellings or workings deplete their source. Realistically, most people are ambiverts and have good ranging within extroversion and introversion, myself included. Written communication can be worked on similar to other skills, practice, practice, practice. Drawing is a valuable skill that you can mesh into your life-purpose, it all explode into a super-purpose. You can sell your artwork, you could even draw for adventure companies for experience, you need to get your superpurpose, because this could be a kick-ass career/life-purpose you can construct, you are a very pratical/concrete along with being creative, this can lead to all sorts of things, one just ought to do the brain-storming, I think you just need to get your vision and life-purpose down, in a very concrete and tangible sense. Did you buy the life purpose course? It helps with this, I'm trying to sell it to you yes, but it could help as it is very concrete in its applications. You need to apply everything you learned, rather than being a mind-masturbation theory person, also I hate working with people too lol

Does anybody experience these? I'm wondering as to what it is, or what they are. I'm thinking pingala and ida.

I did Leo's "Do nothing" meditation for 2 hours and felt this amazing sense of bliss, not related but would just like to add

Thanks for noting that zazen state's that meditation for the sake of meditation is true consciousness, that's why I meditate/meditated

"We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence, then, is not an act, but a habit" - Aristotle "Know thy self, know thy enemy. A thousand battles, a thousand victories." - Sun tzu "He that is good for making excuses is seldom good for anything else." - Benjamin Franklin "We build too many walls and not enough bridges." - Isaac Newton

@VividReality I am just watching some youtube video, need to figure out how to fix subconscious blocks, had a traumatic experience where the mind reprogrammed itself to self-sabotage and want to get rid of that experience and heal the mind.