Devil

Breath in, breath out. Do this for ~30 minutes a day to feel better about your pathetic life and maybe one day you will attain some sort of mystical state where you will have permanent joy and bliss! You may even get an altered state of consciousness and access private secret knowledge! Woo! This is what modern day spirituality is about, a total hack. Tyler's quote ; " In a catastrophic emergency you're taking giant panic breaths , suddenly you become euphoric , docile , you accept your fate. Calm as Hindu cows! How to break free? Unplug from this ''spiritual'' crap, go outside and do whatever the fuck you want to do! Stop being so sterile and respectable and '' clean '' , this is all BS. You're a dirty ape that requires daily showering & feeding itself just to keep itself alive. You can't force spirituality by meditating, I've meet kids who are more spiritual than Zen masters who practiced the most advanced techniques out there. All those techniques keep you chained, break free! If Leo is authentic then he should read this with an open-mind and see that he's just deceiving himself.

@Colin 4hours of MKULTRA brain-rewiring video, no thanks. I'm about to go hunt , prepping my rifle and tools, enjoy your little meditation session.

@Colin You're quite stupid for someone who obviously follows Leo's teachings to the letter. Everything is conciousness according to him so there is no difference between my dry cock and your left eye, both are made out of conciousness, they are literally the same!

@Colin Labelling humanoids as sheeps/rats/monkeys is racism towards the entire human specie.

Good humanoid! Purchase more books! You might escape this maze if you buy my book at $19.99 10% discount if you buy it directly from our website actualized.org! You need more knowledge! Remember? Knowledge=Power!

@Colin Have fun doing '' spiritual '' techniques while i'm plowing my GF and enjoying a nice sunset with her afterwards. Hopefully you are docile enough to not react aggressively to my superiority. Oh and by the way i'm working on AI super algorithms which a super fun and entertaining project for our company. Have fun being stuck in your mind labelling yourself as a rat trying to escape yourself by shooting frog venom up your ass.

There's nothing '' fair '' about life, there will always be losers and there will always be winners, this is how the entire structure of reality is built. Otherwise there would be no contrast between the winner and the loser, this can be observed in every facet of life, not everyone can get into personal development and pull themselves up by their bootstrap and achieve success, attract a mate, live a healthy long live and be happy and maybe even achieve enlightenment, only a select few lucky bastards can do that. Let's tackle this issue from the root ground level, nature. 1. The animal kingdom Lions are literally given the power over poor Zebras, tons and tons of Zebras get hunted and killed every day to satisfy the hunger of roaring Lions. All Zebras can do is run, hide in packs and hope they don't get singled out. Take note that this model is only between two animals only, the very same thing is happening but on a much larger scale, on ground and in the waters. 2. Human societies All humans are slightly different, they love to put on the air/facade that society is fair but with a little bit of investigation any blind man can quickly see that there's really little difference between us and the animals above. The structure of society cannot function without , murderers , thieves , injustices , the rich and the poor , and everything in between. If you're fucked in life it's pretty much boils down to a terrible streak of bad luck, bad genes, bad upbringing , bad environment and bad connections, maybe even bad health. No amount of reading, working out , learning , meditating will help you become a normal high functioning human, and you will never fix those problems because society NEEDS them, we need both the terrorists and the cops , we need the journalists and the profilers at the FBI , it all balances out in the end. It's a vicious cycle that Leo decides to partake in, which makes him a Devil, a sinner. Just by being alive you are automatically contributing to the suffering of others. Here's a gallery of examples ; Tourists who are worried about living in the moment and enjoying the best foods/sights reality can offer while the poor lady can barely afford to eat a meal a day, she may get a mere coin so the tourists don't feel to bad about themselves. A poor broken man who spent his entire life being a good person to just end up homeless and totally rejected one day. The lady next to him is a militant feminist who fights for women's freedoms and ignores to see the pain right in front of him. Soldier who got his entire face disfigured because he was fighting for the freedom of his country. His wife divorces him because she can't stand looking at his ugly face everyday and he kills himself by shooting himself in the head. Born with terrible genetics and low IQ this man has to suffer internally knowing he will never lead a life of happiness and joy. To conclude, realize that you are a devil and start contemplating on how you could stop being one. Remember to take Leo's advice with a grain of salt, he's in the business of trying to fix everyone but this is not possible, there will NEVER be utopia on earth.

Escaping wage slavery is only for beginners, if you truly want to ascend to the next stage of development then you must do some serious inquiry Right Now! How to escape real life? The thing you are in right now, observe your every day behavior using your memory. Now stop that. Stop doing everything and you will have escaped real life. Every movement you take is a distraction. Every thought you think is a distraction. Morpheus said it very clearly yet most people overlooked it ; " It is the world that has been pulled over your eyes to blind you from the Truth " . Reality is so Bright and Crisp and Juicy and Dark and full of content that you totally get lost within it thinking that you must do anything, following a structure, reacting to stuff, like a chemical reaction. Watch this video, people are genuinely reacting and being offended at a guy holding up a camera and just filming them in public. Every '' person '' you see outside is an NPC { NON-PLAYER-CHARACTER } meaning there is no true self inside of them, their behavior/reaction can be accurately predicted up to 99%. The same applies for literally every organization, every church , every mosque , every buddhist temple , every businesses, everyone in their car, everyone walking down the street, every government. Reality is a structured simulation full of regulations & rules that only "privileges" the ones who are naturally gifted in one way or another, even being able to work hard is a gift, not everyone can do that, and the system is designed that way, and by system i mean the entire human grid. Now let's look at the privileges because that's the entire reason you even cling to life. 1. Food shelter & security 2. A sense of belonging to a tribe, organization , the human race , culture 3. Sex, porn , music , movies, amusements of all sorts 4. Enlightenment, mystical experiences of all sort , relaxation , feeling good , feeling bliss and union of any kind 5. Intelligence, being a know-it-all , being a master, owning stuff That's it, this is the game, and you're stuck in it. The game's gravitation is so strong that you keep getting pulled back into it, many people try to escape it and they just end up killing themselves because of how hard it is to get off this game. Remember, even Donald Trump, or the richest man alive is a slave to his desires, even if it feels good. It's literally impossible for 99,999999% of people to escape this. How could you? Are you truly willing to give up your entire existence for this? Are you starting to see how every people act like an NPC? There is no '' person '' , they're just heavily configured nervous systems/brains going along their way doing what they are designed to do like an NPC in a videogame. How will you get out? Certainly not through meditation.

So i was walking through a graveyard this afternoon as usual and i felt this kind of emptiness when i tried to contemplate this women's death while starring at her grave. It truly felt empty. Born 1792 Died 1834. Rest in Peace. I just tried to concentrate on this emptiness and this feeling completely swooped under me and i decide to leave, felt feeling complete terror. This is a level of emptiness I've never experienced before, i truly felt the essence of emptiness/nihilism. Nothing truly matters. I'm kind of shocked right now to be honest...

@Serotoninluv That's also a story. Sleep tight NPC.

@Serotoninluv Which NPC are you? NPC029390294013947383?

@Serotoninluv This is the superset of all possible sets, so the truth. It is the story about all other possible stories reduced to the lowest common denominator. Every other stories are built upon this foundation. This thread literally exposed the truth. Without those main drivers there would be no stories ever. Here's a list of the main drivers in a human being ; 1. Food 2. Shelter 3. Intelligence/Information { for survival } 4. Sex 5. Being apart of a group/culture/identity formation { Competition, fame , uniqueness , talent } 6. Seeking spiritual experiences/ Seeking experiences ( traveling , meeting people , reading books , giving value to paintings or to music ) Those drivers are the ROOT cause of all the problems, suffering and misery in the world. Without those drivers there would be no stories, there would be no NPC's roaming around building red/green/yellow businesses and trying to improve the world. You are all NPC's. But at least you're on actualized.org so you're in the right path towards becoming a True Self. Here's a rare image image of NPC's gathering together for amusement.

@Serotoninluv This is what we tell NPC's so that they can go on with their daily-NPC lives. You really thought you had control? We are the one in charge.

@Serotoninluv Typical NPC reply, what are you going to do now, close this thread because i consciously tickled your neuro-typical nervous system to act in a certain way? Without me you wouldn't have even written that reply. Every reply in this thread is just NPC's reacting to a change in the homeostasis of this community. This is the thread that exposed the truth of all truths. This is the Map of all Maps. I am Outside of this, below, do you see it Mr. NPC?

@ajasatya To not be an NPC. Too bad you will remain an NPC, LEO is just the main NPC of this { GROUP } actualized.org , there's another NPC behind him controlling his every move. That NPC is controlled by a real-player-character like me. I have free will, i can actually freely make choices using a secret formula that NPC's can't comprehend, i am outside of causality.

@ajasatya Your answer was pre-determined by a long chain of previous events made by other NPC's, who got programmed by Real-Player-Characters like me.

@Mikael89 You're just another NPC, there's literally no-one inside of you, you just happened to bump into leo's content and now you're into whatever crap hes re-packaging. Go meditate some more NPC.

First take a cold bath/shower * FORCE YOURSELF TO STAY IN FOR ~10 MINUTES AT LEAST * to manually breath and wake the nervous system. Scream if needed and do not restrain yourself. Then follow the steps in this video ; https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nlABFsv72Lg You've now released all blockages and are now free to do whatever without any PAST or FUTURE.

Look at how people behaved back in the time, almost everyone was naturally connected, go and try to do it now, people are all stuck on their phones and their do-to lists, barely anyone enjoys & love eachother. Everyone is rushing, no one is Being. This era will soon be over, this neurocism can't go on forever.

@BasegodmikeSometimes deep truths can be hidden in common areas. I walked this same path to go back home more than i can remember, but this time, in a contemplative mindset i felt this void, this meaninglessness wave around me. It was as if i could have surrendered my life there and died, joined the absolute nothingness that is right in front of me.

@Good-boy I just lay there and listen to the ground, it's so calm. Knowing there's a 2 century old skeleton in there.

@Preetom There was a giant shift in consciousness in 90% of the world after 9/11 and after computers became a common household item & the first iphone was introduced.

@Leo Gura Without Depression we would have died along time ago. It's a shield.

You didn't look in any mirrors/anything reflecting ''you'' for a year? What if you didn't see yourself in any way for a year, what would happen if after a year you look at yourself in the mirror, would a mindfuck happen? Could someone experience a form of enlightenment this way? What if you went in a cave and lost everything about yourself, your personality, the mental image of how you look, how society operates and your limits within it and then came back? Would the magic of life return? Would your nervous system unwire itself from all the neurosis that have been programmed into it? A good old movie that depicts this is the movie " Cast Away " starring Tom Hanks. A ball becomes his best friend and he legitimately feels deep sorrow for losing this imaginary friend.

Let's spice things up! * Death ≠ suicide in the context of this thread , by Death I mean Enlightenment AKA EGO DEATH Where would you like to die? Most people die randomly on a random day or they kill themselves at home without any depth to it. They end up in an overcrowded hospital and die with a number tag attached to their toe and then they are buried. No Depth whatsoever. Well here i suggest that we make our deaths more deep and that we actually enjoy the dying process & dying and our location and that we actually plan our deaths. This is what true masters do, they plan their deaths in advance and die in a chosen location and actually die in full bliss & peace. This can't be done in groups, this has to be something very personal, this is very intimate. One way to consciously die is to go deep into nature and die with 5-MeO-DMT. Let the image below inspire you. Can you feel the vibration of the entire forest go through you? Your last moments will be so magical that you will be crying at the depth of the beauty, you will physically merge with the entire fabric of reality and become the forest. The cold wind will blow at you as you are sitting in a deep meditative state, and at that moment you will fully surrender your ego and you will transcend reality and become God. There will no more seeking as you will be IT. Peace & Love will be eternal. The trees will become magical , the leaves falling, the wet muddy ground full of life, the sky covered with clouds forming a greenish tint, it is at that moment that you will realize that Reality was truly magical and that you toke it for granted by doing mundane tasks everyday just to survive. At that moment you will truly become alive and enlightenment will be realized. Here below is an illustration / stock photo of how the average person in a civilized country gets to experience death. Full of regrets, regulations & rules , doctor and nurses running around and overall fear, negativity. Your family, if you have one will all come and they will all be sad seeing you in such a state. Everyone will be crying out of fear, the love will not vibrate at the same level and you will die without experiencing God.