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Absolutely beautiful visuals that left me speechless. Notice how one visual transitions to the next one. It's infinite: Even better if you watch it on a laptop with the following music (or any of your favorite music) in the background since the video's mute:

@Leo Gura I'm wondering the same too! The artist is the guy named Scott Draves. Here he's talking about it:

I sympathize with you. I'm sure many people are going through the same thing. I can't give any advice since i feel stuck too haha.

Hang in there, you're not alone

I have a question. If the real me is "absolute infinity", "nothingness" or "empty consciousness", then why am i not aware of myself at all? Why does this hallucination called "life" should occur in the first place? For what really? Does this have a specific reason to it? If not, then..... for what? and why?

Ok, i had only couple of glimpses of no self and they lasted like few seconds lol. I don't think i actually fully experienced nonduality. But im curious about you guys. Here's what happened to me the other day: So i woke up one morning and i felt like.... like a.... a NO-thing. I really can not define what that really was, but it felt like i had no identity AT ALL, i couldn't even feel my body. It kinda felt like i was a piece of air with no form. Yet i was freaking out so much and was asking a question "WHERE IS ME? WHERE IS ME???". But after few seconds i was back, you know, back to my ego. I could "finally' remember my identity, my name, who i was as this ego, and i can vividly remember getting sense of my body back. My ego felt relieved again, cuz you know it was probably threatened by this feeling of no self.

@abrakamowse Oh yeah, thanks for reminding!

The right people will find actualized.org for themselves, i guess

@Highest Thanks! Are you permanently enlightened?

@Hellspeed That's cool! ??

LOL

@Serotoninluv @SOUL @Nahm @dorg @Solace @pluto @MrDmitriiV Okay thank you guys for all of your replies, they were really helpful ???