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The social tribes evolved independently of each other, not even knowing of each other's existence until much later on. We are now living in a peice of evolution that no one talks about. An almost complete blending of the world. This is unprecedented and happening right under our noses, without considering the implications. Anyway, imagine if you woke up and had no memories and were asked to go on an epic quest of good verses evil... Wait that's the plot of almost every fantasy rpg. Let's back up a bit. What if you suddenly awoke, as a human, with no memories of before and no idea what you are. It could take millenia to seek that out. Along the way, as there are more and more of you, social hierarchies form and the lot of you begin imagining ways of which the first human came into existence. At this point you may or may not live in an area which has apes, so the conclusion between our ancestory isn't discovered until very late in the game. But that's OK, because we spent the first good beginning portion of our evolution focusing not on the origin of our bodies, but the origin of that we all share : consciousness. We explored the shit of of that early on and then forgot most of it while we pursued the body. We are still on that stage but the scales are very obviously tipping the other way, or balancing out. Let's decide that together.

The best stories have interesting, loveable characters.

But what did we do today?

Can someone tell me more about the throat chakra? What are its actual functions, blockages, and methods of opening (balancing) ? Is it really tied to speaking your truth, or is that some sly mumbo jumbo as a hidden path of self help? Please refrain from the 'helpful' comments like that I should search on Google. I've been seeking for upwards of five years. Part of the issue is trusting what I find on Google, so I would like to hear from more like - minded persons.

And why can't we ask, "what did I do today?" in the context of what was experienced through @Nak Khid perspective? Whew that's a mouthful

what did we do today?

ok so tell me what you did today and how you are feeling using only those pronouns.

sounds like you are trying to force a non-dualist state of mind. A true non-dualist uses common pronouns, and just "knows" the meanings behind them. We talk and communicate in stories, and for there to be a rich story which is easy to understand and follow, you can't be so strict on the pronouns.

I understand what you are doing here but can you tell me why you want to change all the pronouns? In your own words please... It kind of makes it really hard to communicate...

you are having dreams of this happening during sex? and what do you mean hallucinating a lot of colorful lights? what are you doing when these lights show up?

@Consilience wow our stories have really aligned. I have almost the exact same relationship with weed as you have described, but still enjoy it so much to quit... yet. I took about 3 weeks off this summer and honestly didn't notice much except being more content with being sober. Dreaming has been mostly unaffected. my memory is great. synchronicites out the wazoo.. even while sober but I wonder if with daily use if you are really ever sober...

hey you mentioned more synchronicities while sober, does this mean that you were primarily having them while high? Or just not much at all until you stopped?

Just seeking in general... and one of my main issues is speaking confidence, especially in front of my employees. This has been an issue since school, where I somehow weasled my way out of the mandatory oral communications class. Thought it might be tied to a blocked throat chakra but I also still don't 100% suscribe to the idea that the balance of chakras are based on psychological aspects.. ?‍♂️

@Nak Khid Nak Khid was imagined, so...

@FoxFoxFox how has your relationship been with your family within the past five years or so, and how has your view of 'them' changed since your confirmation?

@Dumuzzi ah gotcha. I don't watch lucifer but I do love supernatural so the name has probably popped up on there lol. I haven't fully developed my free writing, and this is first time doing it in like a year, so who knows. Could be ego fantasy but I've found that it still helps psychologically when that happens. I dunno. He offered me a wish.

@Dumuzzi hey do you know of an Azriel within the elohim? It may have contacted me within free-writing... I wasn't even thinking about the elohim, well at least not consciously. I see the name is associated with the angel of death.... ?

@LfcCharlie4 a psychedelic changed and fixed my life, although not sure about the advice of starting with a psychedelic... I think the mind and energetic system should be purged and purified to an extent before introducing a psychedelic. I was suffering almost two years straight of mild to deep depression and becoming suicidal (while also working on PD) and took a psychedelic and was instantly no longer suicidal and was set on a clear trajectory to reclaiming my life and getting out of the victim mindset.

@Dumuzzi thank you ?? Question : is it possible that many of us avatars are soul fragments of this Enki entity, simultaneously burning off karma for it throughout all space and time? Also, do the Elohim take credit for the creation of this physical dimension/universe, or more directly for the development of the human species and just being mistaken as creator gods?

I do by breathing through anxiety when it arises. A guided relaxation meditation is a great way to practice conscious relaxation, which you can then take with you throughout the day. Here's one I made:

wow I loved that answer. Hmm next time you are in contact, I wonder if you could ask if they are seeking me out. I have been asking for a guide for so long. One that actually talks to me ya know. All this self guided crap is getting old. But nothing has appeared.

@Dumuzzi @Dumuzzi Is it possible that you formed a picture of the elohim/annunaki in your mind, from all of your research and experience, and created a whole race of thought beings, backstory and all... Who stimulated your kundalini and connected you back to source through the loophole of creative manipulation?

@Dumuzzi what does it mean to have a daughter if you are a non to semi corporeal entity?

@Dumuzzi in the paradigm of time, are elohim our future selves? In other words, is this what the human species will evolve into?

@Dumuzzi thank you, I see it several random times a day. Didn't know if there's a message in that or just cosmic humor. Can the elohim phase in and out of this physical dimension? Do they feel separate than yourself?