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hmm... yeah... if you say it, its true. So, you have nothing to seek. anymore. There is something "to be found" , but its not found yet and will never be found, because there's nothing more to seek. How does that make you feel?

@deso No i haven't tried going to an underwater city, but if I do, spongebob-land would be fun to try! And I'm talking about vivid and lucid dreaming... I wonder if you have any experience with either of those. To the point where you literally live a second life every night, but in this one you get to play god. Quite literally. So is it safe to say you are longing for "The Experience?" What is it you're wanting to experience? Where has all this conceptualization taken you? You may say nowhere, or you may say right here, now. Maybe now is the time. But you believe you've been through all this, right? All the questioning and answering. You say you've learned a lot. Maybe too much.... but maybe we let the learning go too. Or learn other things, for now. Life lessons alter our contextualization. The fun ones lift our hearts into higher realms. The hard ones burn for a long time. But long times are always much shorter in hindsight. If you're interested, I can help you get some cool experiences in dreaming.

@deso forget knowledge, it clearly doesn't serve you.

I can jump off a roof and fly. Its something I do regularly. Though I'm in a different 'body' at the time. Its fun! Sometimes I like to dive all the way to the ground and pretend like I'm going to crash, and then level off at the last moment and use that momentum to boost high in the air. I'm a big show off, regularly. I assume everyone watching is entertained, but I don't stick around long enough to find out. But that's probably not what you were asking....

@deso sure why not? I've got no where to go.

@deso OK, so let's start. Check your experience right now. What emotion are you feeling right now, and what specifically do you think it's linked to? Is this your baseline emotion for the typical day? If not, what is your typical baseline emotion? And let's not refer to your original post. Just answer the question(s) anew as if you haven't told us anything yet.

@deso what do you want? What was the purpose of making this thread? Do you want help? I can try. But you'll need to go into all the gory details. And I won't even talk about enlightenment.

@deso you seem to believe you need those things right now. Lets see what you need after five years of working the farm.

sounds like you need a big reset, like going to live on a farm and just enjoying simple things in life. 22 is nothing. I was suicidal at 32 and now I'm 35 and can't imagine why or how I felt that way. yes of course it gets better, but you have to be in a receptive state to understand and take that advice.

@Pookie no, creatively wise is the only answer

Is there a difference?

@Hansu Yeah you can maybe think of it as a channel or tuner. I'd definitely would be interested in your results

Try using a token. Take something small that can fit in your pocket, and use it to represent something like "self acceptance" or "remove negativity" and just know that whenever you visualise this object, it will perform that function for you. Should be something simple but interesting enough that you can easily picture. You may want to do a ritual to get this all set up, but I think that's preference only. Emotion plays a big part in linking your token to the desired function. Carry the token around with you so that in any moment you can use it as a refresher for your visual memory. Then close your eyes and visualise it as needed.

@An young being do animals perceive time?

Here are some lessons to build your visualising muscles :

Gosh who is making all those measurements?

The astral body is evolving us into light beings. It's the physical body and the trials which result from that which evolve the astral body. The two are entangled, at least for (relative) now. I made all that up.

Oh my god I have Purpose! I EXPLAINED something!

@ivankiss that being said... I do try to close doors like matilda every now and then ? hasn't worked yet ?‍♂️

Lol

Like this?

@An young being but smart ones like from "we're back!"

@peanutspathtotruth what if we create our own continuum ?

yes I have noticed that coffee makes me more aggressive, especially at work, with my language and what not. I tend to go for half or full decaf at work if I can.

@hamedsf maybe they need to talk it out, and then contemplate in silence.