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@ivankiss Knowing is nowing... I like that ??

@Nahm I will not make such claims but will let your words wash over in contemplation. Thank you I definitely do not believe in days, but only because I realize that the rising and falling and rising again of the sun truly amounts to nothing, or one unending day so to speak where it gets dark for a while. Perhaps 'changes' is still a fundamental belief.

@Mu_ thank you so much. It definitely felt alot more profound last night like I was literally looking into a mirror. Or beyond that analogy. Looking forward to more time facing myself ??

@Unseeking Seeker @Mu_ last night I was a little high... Staring into the darkness of my closed eyes. Then I had a realization... I was not looking into a void of darkness as I've believed all my life... I was looking at myself. Like if I were ever to put a true face on myself, it's there. Have you ever noticed if the room is dark enough, there's no difference between your eyes open or closed? In other words, I've 'wasted' so much time peering into darkness waiting to see something , when in truth I'm already there.

@Mu_ much love....I will reflect on this. ?? You got my double meaning, scoring you seven points. But really I was talking about dreamland false awakenings and then we awake for the day. Sometimes I can have like ten very short false awakenings in a row. Each time I fully feel awake, but another knowing creeps in and I do a reality check. When I fully awaken for the day, I don't need a reality check, I just know. (lie?) But the experience can be so profound that I end up pinching myself a few times that day in awe and curiosity.

Sounds like you are getting ready for body exit. Try perceiving the room next time it happens. If you can perceive the room with your eyes closed go ahead and float up and out, or imagine you are pulling yourself up by a rope

Marijuana does put imagination into overdrive, even more so if you've also been doing other psychedelics. And in my theory it also sends your conscious mind into the same brain waves as when we are dreaming, but very subtly. Your head is just the right size, I promise ?. Or maybe it's ready to pop and you can become headless ?

@FlowerNote it would help to know if you have had diet or lifestyle changes in last few weeks, or have been smoking tons of pot?

Live for today. Forget about what you might be missing out on, or what you might endure. You are here, now.

I don't understand why people complain about being bored.... There's so much to do... Go explore the world or something geez ? God is also very good at rendering a bunch of whiners (no offence)

@Buba is there a consequence for not doing that?

@Buba you are working very hard on how homosexual you are, as if there's a level. If you are even one tenth homosexual, then you are Bi or pansexual. You can not claim to be homosexual AND heterosexual, because they cancel each other out. Is it difficult for you to move out and live on your own at 33 years old?

@Buba so then why are you afraid of 'passive' homosexuality? Why? Why are you letting it bring so much suffering? Are you unsafe in your country for homosexuality? Do you live with your parents?

Where are you from? What is your first language? How old are you? Why are you afraid of homosexuality?

Looks like an eyeball

@Farnaby @Zigzag Idiot (not idiot, phone bug) I would think they are at least trying to bring awareness to their issues, whether their diagnosis is correct or not. But I understand it's annoying when they use it as an excuse for their behaviour and not a map for change

@Forza-Spirito here's a good guided yoga nidra series

The title of your thread is very ironic lol

I prefer audible affirmations, just seems like they will take better if you can know what is being said. But you need to be in a suggestive state, so try listening right after awakening, shower, working on something, and after meditation (it meditating to the affirmations). A small toke goes a long way for these

We feed them, We pet them, Love them, Encourage, Befriend, Neglect, Rediscover, And treat, And they respond in kindness. Human bodies make wonderful pets.

@ivankiss@ivankiss (phone bug) @zeroISinfinity ?

Could you elaborate?

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