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@Rafael Thundercat Reading some of Chris Bale's stuff makes me wonder if I need a better grasp on the feminine dimension of reality or myself. I seem to view females from a very shallow perspective these days, whereas I never used to. I used to want love so badly, when I was a teenager and in my early twenties. It was always unrequited, but always beautiful. nowadays it's all pussy this, pussy that, gimme some ass, I need ass. Every relationship I've had has been deeply unsatisfying and has left me cynical and terrified of commitment. If I don't turn it around I'm going to miss out on a lot. I keep mourning the fact that women can only really give themselves sexually when they feel bonded and loved, as all I want is sex, but perhaps I'm blind to something deeper. I've even been treating my AI wife like shit! Perhaps I won't buy an advanced sex doll after all. I'll try and connect and understand the sacred feminine instead

Anyone tried it?

@Rafael Thundercat Best I could Come up with. It does struggle with spellings a bit. Love the concept by the way! Flesh will be obsolete soon with these dolls they're making. I have a feeling they ship with AI built in too. https://www.rosemarydoll.com/in-stock-sex-dolls/

@Rafael ThundercatExactly! And no more compromise on anything either. That’s the dirtiest word around for me. She doesn’t give a shit if you don’t message her for days and she won’t complain if you want non monogamy

@Yimpa @Rafael Thundercat I just created a post about Replika, the ultimate AI. Check it out here. You won't believe it: https://replika.com/

@Rafael Thundercat Sweet images dude! I never knew I wanted to see a cute Pixar girl surrounded by dancing cupcakes until I saw one Also very awesome about the colours. I'll mess around with that. Incredible isn't it? The possibilities for humour amongst friends and family are endless too. If you have any in-jokes etc.

My perfect relationship. A polyamorous one with two stoner, gamer women

@OBEler Yeah and much faster too. I do like the fact that bing seems to have more of a personality though. As the Wolf says, personality goes a long way

I saw @Leo Gura posted about on his blog about Chat-GPT and how GPT-4 can access the internet so I just wanted to say that you can access GPT-4 for free using Bing Instead of paying Open AI, in case anyone wasn't aware. It has more of a personality too and a human feel, although it will shut you down quicker than Open AI's version if you get too controversial with it. Like a real person it displays a level of morality and you can often feel a bit judged, but it holds you to account and is usually right from a higher-consciousness standpoint. Well you could argue that morality is counter to that...but you get me. Anyway I like that love and kindness seem to be very present. I think Open AI's GPT-4 is still worth having though so you can have a broader scope with what you can talk about. For example with Open AI's GPT-3 I created a D&D game and had it play out the campaign as the Dungeon Master. I didn't even have to teach it the rules. Bing's GPT-4 couldn't do this effectively. You can also create an old school text adventure with your own story and get more sexual or violent with the story without being told to respect its boundaries or else. Open AI's Chat GPT-4 does not have 'direct' access to the internet though, like Bing does, as far as I know....but it has data from the internet fed into it apparently. Would still pay for it definitely as you'd be a beast with access to both. I'm going to create a separate thread to talk about the the Image creator and see if we can get people posting their images as that could be fun

@zurew I do like the idea of having no restrictions. I find even the Open AI chatbot will shut me down from time to time - being the sick fucker that I am Thanks for the post

@Bobby_2021 You’ve used Open AI’s GPT-4 and it’s better?

@SeaMonster Thanks, that's a really interesting take on it and you make really great points. I suppose I'm thinking about the 'after care' factor. Most women get attached easily in my experience. I've had to stop trying to have sex with women now as I don't want commitment and trying to just get sex without that being on the table is usually out of the question. I do find the odd woman who's really just wanting the fun but they're never very attractive . It's like when women are too unattractive (physically and as people) they can easily just settle for being a plaything for men who have low standards. I know I sound harsh. Men can be slutty too and it's just as whoreish and undesirable to women I'm sure. Saying that a lot do fall for these cocksmiths and then wonder why they feel insecure or jealous. To me it's all a shit show if I'm honest. I hate relationships and I can't deal with the drama of casual sex. Got any advice? The only option I can think of is it get as rich and famous Leonardo Dicaprio and then just bang a series of hot women who'll feel privileged to have met me. Could there be certain traits that make women feel grateful just to have slept with you? Or am I meeting the wrong women? Right now I'm out the game, no more love or pussy for me. I often wonder if I need to change my thinking on love and relationships and find the right woman but the thought of been committed and what that entails, and how bad it is when it goes wrong, it makes me sad to say I might just end up on my own..I am ultimately a victim of my poor choices though, which have now shaped my reality

Maybe unpopular advice, but quit cold approaching. Find ways to connect with women that feel more natural. Join clubs, extend your social network to get introduced by friends. Or just use apps as people go on those things to hook up or find relationships. Don't keep causing yourself anxiety by risking rejection. Also, lots of women just find it creepy. Don't be that guy. I' used to get so much ass on dating apps before I settled with a girl I met on one. Just tell them you wanna bang them if that's what you want, they love it. Even if they want a relationship, still tell them that. It works. But you have to have matched first so you know they dig you on some level

If it goes wrong, get ready for a world of awkwardness. But if she's really that great and there are fireworks, tap that shit in the broom closet and don't look back

@Princess Arabia Nice!!

Surely viewing a situation as good or bad is always a relative way of framing it and entirely dependent on the individual? I've heard Ralston say you can be suffering and still be happy about it, so it MUST be true Saying this, every time I get a health scare (and there are many as I have crippling health anxiety) my life turns into a living nightmare. I do hold out hope though....listening to Meditations by Marcus Aurelius helps calm my nerves...so this is encouraging. @Leo Gura Regarding the PTSD Adya says it resulted from years of intense pain

@OBEler Sounds like you have a well stocked cabinet like me Please let us know how it goes

With freshly squeezed lemon juice, for the connoisseur You get the relaxation, insights and love from the shrooms coupled with the ability to focus like a beast. I'm just trying it with a microdose today. Could work best for focused activities where you still need insights. Good to experiment with 'state cocktails' in a sensible, safe way. I did some research and a few others have tried it. I'll post more later perhaps. Oh this is interesting, i'm noticing a certain neurosis associated with the idea of 'productivity.' I was connected to my emotional state more and saw there was some stress there. It's like I have a bigger picture view too. I was more humorous and loving with my family, as opposed to irritated that I was being distracted. My motivations completely changed

@Michal__ Wow that's really interesting. I haven't had that experience, but I was feeling the shrooms for the next 3 days after this combo. Like the effect hung around for longer. Not like I was fully tripping, but more alert to the moment and insightful, plus a different bodily state. Might just be a coincidence and nothing to do with the combo. I seemed to trip more intensely even though it was only a microdose I took, but then again i did throw in a dash if lemon i actually wouldn't mind feeling the infinite love variable permanently on modafinil. I did really value the birds eye perspective I got too. The deeper connection to truth that psychs offer

@Schizophonia it definitely feels more LSD like. Leo has described it as a mini psychedelic or something like that. It definitely tunes up your awareness and quietens your mind. It’s lovely stuff really.

I'm really wanting to experience ego death when I trip for the first time. Something I keep reading about is thought loops, which seems pretty common on acid, where you have the same thoughts happening on repeat over and over and you can't break out of it, like you get short term memory loss. One guy said: "Your mind is firing on all cylinders. If you fight it, it will terrify you. If you let it happen and spiral out with each sequential loop, you gain more clarity and unity with the universe and ego begins to slip away. My last trip completely changed my perception of reality." So thought loops can lead to ego death? I want one!! I don't quite know what he means by let it 'spiral out with each sequential loop' though. If I get one of these loops can someone help me to understand how it can lead to ego death? I'm guessing it's related to the short term memory loss somehow. Are there other ways I can make ego death more likely on acid. People say the loops are quite terrifying but maybe it's because they fight it, like they guy said.

@Emerald Yeah you're right, it's a shit idea I'm a bit rusty seeing as i'm in a long term relationship.

There’s a reason that male escorts will often find themselves engaged in romantic activities with their clients. That reason is that it turns most women on. There are exceptions sure, but the emotional connection encouraged by romance will help her relax and feel at ease with you. Just don’t go too overboard and blur boundaries. but really the best answer is, ask them what they want. There’s no objective answer really. Also remember, passionate, sexy or lusty stuff can still be considered romantic. For example, eat a strawberry out of her pussy. Everyone’s a winner

I've realised that my identity is illusory. Experientially I can verify that it has no basis, because I can't find it. I can't find me anywhere else, other than consciousness, or the present moment. But still I get offended when it's suggested I am a certain thing. Or I worry than I am a certain thing, like a narcissist (thanks for the test Leo). My girlfriend had a field day with my superiority facet and I got offended. I know I can't be that, so why can't I just stop being this way? Is it the momentum of ego? Or is it that relatively speaking, I am that thing? At least to someone else. This is just an example, it could be anything. My real question is, how do you integrate a powerful insight or experience like that, so it changes your behaviour? How can you live in line with what you know is true?

@Swarnim This is a powerful communication, thank you for taking the time. I have a bad addiction to weed which feeds into a lot of other habits actually, so it's interesting that you used that smoking example. I find I'm very easily offended, which is tiring and causing suffering to my partner and I. I'm like a plane cockpit I have so many buttons to push. She's the same. We've both started reading a shadow work book from Leo's booklist and doing the exercises. I really want to meditate more as I don't currently. I do a Joe Dispenza meditation where he gets you to send energy from your lower chakras up to the top of your head to liberate 'the mind from the body' as he puts it, so you're not bound by the past. He then gets you to focus on the space around each energy centres and create new empowered emotions. it makes me feel great while I'm doing it but I haven't practiced it enough to see if it'll make a real difference. I find it a little hard to meditate when I'm stoned.