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@thesmileyone I see Modafinil as just a good tool to give you a boost, like psychedelics. Leo told me that Kriya Yoga gives you the same effect as Modafinil and from the Kriya I've done so far, I can confirm this is the case. As with any substance, exercise caution and looking out for cravings and addiction as these things are always detrimental. But one point I'd like to make is....you live on drugs...you are a living drug, a living concoction of chemicals. Taking drugs is just form acting on form. It's all infinite and magical. People have this idea that drugs are somehow a hack, or less pure than conventional methods, but everything within reality is part of God.

@Aeris There is no information on long term effects as far as I know. Maybe we'll develop super powers, it's entirely possible. Yeah you might have issues sleeping, but to me that's not an adverse side effect as what use is sleeping anyway? Seriously though what I did was take a break from it every few days and have a really long rest. I don't have a job to go to right now so it wasn't really an issue for me anyway, I just slept when I slept. Sex interaction? My erections become turbo charged on Modafinil and I pummel that ass like a beast. So yeah, the list of benefits just keep on growing, along with my member.

@Igor82 Great reports man, thanks for those. You're definitely going deeper each time and having some good insights. Your breakthrough dose is imminent I'm sure. When are you taking your next hit?

@Aeris It seems expensive now, but when you grock the benefits of the stuff, you'll realise you just can't put a price on it. Also, 30 pills will last you quite a while as well as you probably wont take a whole one every day, unless you're like me and start munching them like candy nom nom nom lol. I've heard it's similar to amphetamine, but I don't have firsthand experience there. It doesn't have any comedown or side effects, that's the beauty of it.

@Aeris Same thing, just stronger. Start off with quarter of a pill of something and work your way up as needed. I'll be buying some soon.

@Igor82 Dude you did 5-MeO DMT? Awesome, I remember you saying you were gonna buy it but wasn't sure when you were gonna take it. I really can't wait to hear your report on that. I'm going to buy some as soon as I have the money and store it like you say. It's weird though, I feel like that substance it the main course and I'm sort of enjoying all of these appetisers and working my way up to it. Sort of like psychedelic foreplay, playing with reality's clit before I lube up and go for it. Did you find plugging it quite easy?

@Barna That settles it then, a handpan is on my list too. That's the first time I've even come across this instrument. It's so beautiful. I'll remember this for my first mushroom trip too.

@JohnnyBravo Better to take small amounts and work your way up anyway if you decide to, especially if you're a bit nervous. Please let us know how you get on with that

@Serotoninluv Hehe, this man's on the hero's journey for sure....sounds like the menu of champions

@Serotoninluv That sounds like a good amount, 20ug. Maybe I'll try that tomorrow. Yeah I did my second trip a week ago, 200ug. It was mind-blowing, yet again. Should have the trip report finished by end of day tomorrow. There's 2hrs 40mins of audio as well lol, of me ranting. That's already posted on my journal. Next stop, mushrooms I think, or maybe some AL-LAD. It seems like I'm getting a good feel for LSD now and it's particular benefits, which are profound. I'm getting the urge to branch out a bit. Working my way up to 5-MeO DMT of course, so I can play with the big boys

@JohnnyBravo I can tell you're a really open minded guy who's serious about carrying out ego-less self improvement. It's a pleasure so converse with people like yourself. You've helped me learn about my own behaviour, so in a sense, pointing out the truth to others can be helpful, if it comes from a caring place and not from a need to chastise. I guess there's a difference then between moralising/judging and trying to be genuinely helpful and caring. As long as we have compassion in our approach and we're respectful of each other, we can help each other grow. I'll be honest, I can be a bit insensitive and crass with my humour. Perhaps there's a better way I express my playful, silly nature whilst being more mindful of others. I'll contemplate this

Yeah I might actually try microdosing LSD as I have some left. Was thinking about it today. I'm interested in finding out how smaller amounts would effect my consciousness. Man, LSD just blows me away in terms of how it allows all of the information stored in your brain to connect and form logical insights. The love and connection it makes you feel too....I just wanna be hooked up and pumped full of it intravenously for the rest of my life lol. I'm working on my recent trip report right now. I don't think you'd see much if any tolerance build up from just 2 hits a week. I was taking it every day and started to get some tolerance quite quickly. I ended up taking 400mg doses eventually lol, which was lovely, but perhaps not that good for you. I'm getting Armodafinil next time as I like a nice, strong hit.

@JohnnyBravo That's fantastic, I'm so glad this substance has helped you out so much. I ended up having my first mystical experience after taking it for around 3 weeks and getting completely immersed in the present moment, so you can imagine how much I love it! I did find it a little addictive myself as well, but only for a couple of days after stopping, now I feel fine.

@Serotoninluv Awesome, thanks for the feedback on that. Maybe we could have a Modafinil mega-thread going at some point as it seems like such a useful tool. I found it very clean myself, with no side effects. My girlfriend told me I was a bit distant, but I think that's because I was staring into space just incredibly immersed in being. I sat next to her like a plank of wood for about two hours lol. It was so blissful. I can't wait to get some more. I found it amazing for stuff like observation practice and contemplation, where focus is key. What kind of stuff did you do on it?

@Barna Good shout, love that one

@Igor82 How ya getting on with the Modafinil dude?

@JohnnyBravo Dude I was joking! Nobody is cheapening anything, that's something you've superimposed onto the situation, based on your own assumptions, prejudices, experiences and beliefs. Could it be you're taking things too seriously? I respect that fact that you're wanting this kind of thing to be special, which it is, but please don't just assume others don't think of things that way, just because they have a different sense of humour or whatever, or like to mess around a bit. You're making judgements based on words on a screen at the end of the day. I'm going to say this out of love for you, not to satisfy my own ego or attack you, but be weary of the trap pf moralising or trying to change others. You said before that you're not perfect so work on yourself. When you've removed the plank from your own eye the world will seem like a brighter place to you. I sincerely hope this doesn't rub you up the wrong way at all. I am very aware of my own hypocrisy here in one sense as I'm sort of moralising regarding moralising. This video is great, for you and I, as we both seem like the types who like to moralise a bit and dish out lessons. Trust me bro I'm seeing myself in you big time. That's what we're having this discussion, so we can learn. As for what's under the jokes? God itself. Realty is inherently playful. Love is playful @MellowEd Just to be clear bro, I was joking. Perhaps I should have made that clearer so sorry if I confused you. In the future I'll make it clearer when I'm horsing around and try to be a bit more sensitive. Don't say it as you're busting a nut. My 'honest' advice (serious face) is to not think about it too much and keep enjoying her company. You'll know when the time is right, or she will. Just have fun and play. Life is supposed to be playful and fun. Also consider that, like someone else said, they're just words at the end of the day, perhaps that's what I was attempting to get across with my joke. She will see it your eyes way before she hears words coming out of your mouth. So say it with your eyes and your deeds and forget about words for now.

@Joseph Maynor Yeah man, the more open your mind is the more magical and awe-inducing life becomes. You also realise how all of these perspectives are pointing towards the same thing. Then you see the same patterns everywhere, in the things people say, in the things you see when you're out and about. I see no many signs. Your consciousness becomes tuned into that frequency, so to speak.

@Joseph Maynor Yeah if you get a good balance between using the forum and doing the work it's fantastic. Apparently having spiritual discussions can help open your root chakra as well as it helps you remove the veil of illusion and understand reality, keeping you grounded.

@SerotoninluvYeah you must notice that even more so as a Moderator, watching people evolve. When I first joined I judged some of the people on here as a bit egoic and petit and I left for a while, but since I've come back and I've been working really hard on expanding my consciousness I've seen nothing but love and kindness. So I think my initial assumption was just a projection of where I was at.

can't we have a foot each? @zambize @Serotoninluv For sure, I find that the right guru pops up at exactly the right time, just when I need that particular message. God is always at work guiding us. Many people on this forum have fulfilled that function, you included bro. We are each other's gurus, guiding one another back into unity.

@Shin As time goes on I'm moving more and more into the 'Shin' camp on various matters. I appreciate your sense of humour too, very playful and I like the way you use it to deliver powerful messages. During my recent LSD trip I became aware of how playful God/reality actually is. Prepare your feet to be showered with kisses Shin.

@Joseph Maynor Allegations is the key word. But hey, no smoke without fire usually, right? Perhaps the truth will be revealed as time goes on.