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amen sigged! n̲̣͚̻̤͇̫̗̮ͦ͊̆͂ͭ̎̀ͧ̆͌̈́̎̊̊̆ͭ̔̾ă͇͉͈̝̭̝̜̗̭̳̗͉̠̻̖̙̭̩̽ͮ̍̍̋ͨͥͪ̇͐m̥̭̝̫ͦ̔͌ͮ̔ͨ͑͂̑̍̚ͅǟ̺̥̠͍͇̅̑͗ͭ̐ͣ̊̒̋̈́̎̐͑s̲̰̪̘͉̮̻̮͎̪̘͊́ͬt̗̠͉̪͙̟̯͎̥̠̫̼̜̥̥̟̳̩̗̋ͬ̎̂e̞̱͇̰̥͈̞̣͗̂̀̀̈́̂̈́ͦ͋͋̂̓̎̍ - yawning gap

i have felt a similar sensation before: it may be that there is still identification/attachment to body or thought, this struggle can manifest in a variety of ways ~ breathe deeply evermore possibly a release of blockage or opening of a chakra as some refer to it, this can be felt emanating all throughout the body as well - i've stopped wearing shoes for the most part and shave my head to allow a more uninterrupted flow knowing has nothing to do with it nothing happens, all is as it is. words aren't particularly applicable here. "Before Enlightenment chop wood, carry water. After enlightenment chop wood, carry water". bless n͎͙̬̙͇͙̜̥͊̅̈ͪ̌ͥ̇̏͛a͖̹̦͔̣ͩ̒̓̈̿ͪ͛̉ͯ̄̑̿͑̅́̚m̗͉̭̝̝̥̩̼̬ͧ̈́̆ͧ͐a̦̬͉̜̓̓̂̽̐s̟̼̲̪͓̙͖̺͑̈́͒̍̀̋ͣ̇̆̋͐ͧͪ͐t̲̣̥͇͎̹̤̘̪͙̰̋͆͑͆̿ͩ͌ͪͧë͚͖͈̤͕̮͔̻̖̰̲̬͇͎̻͔͎́̅ͧ͒̇̍ͫ̃ͨͥ̓̄̍ͪ̓̍ͭ͒ - yawning gap

though unfiltered feedback is probably preferable, anywhere! hint: the best places for this aren't online n̗̣̭̥̟̗͓͍̠̗̠̭̞̥͓͚̫̜̳ͭ̏̋̇͗̋̃̐̃̊ͮ̿̚a̜͓͎̹͉̠̤͉̼͔̺̮̯̹̹̫̙ͫͨ̏͐̍͂m̭͙̟̻̮̲̱̯͔̱̼͙͍͎ͭ͌͑͑ͧ̑̓͆ͅă̺̙̫͈̺̼̼̰͈ͫ̈́̃̇ͦ̀̚ͅs̮͙͓͕̻͓͎̰̳̞̹̥ͯ͛̃̍̍̌̽̇ͧ̒͋ͨͩ̉̾̾ͭ̍t̼͍͉̱ͭͭ̋̎ͪͨ̐̿ͨ̂ͨ̏ḛ̜̹̝̯̮͚̍́̄͛ͣ͒ͪͬ̂͌̿̂̇ͧ - yawning gap

the nerve to call it "oneness talks" ...its usually pretty silent lol n̹̩̫̩͔̖̗̬̖̜̭͉̮̑͑͑̈́ͭ̍͆͛͒̏ͯͥ̔̈̾͒ͧ̚ä̝̠̫̞̞̜͍̠̮͇̗̞̤͈́̉ͧͮ͐̽ͩ̔ͧͬ̈́̑͒̌m͍̦̪͖̮̜̼͙͍̊̇̐̄̈̍͋ͧ̍̿̓͒a̦̪̮̤̯̼̮̞̜͕̰̦̹̦̤̹͉̬͉̿̓͑ͯs̗̩̣͚̼̩̝̠͖͎̰̜̜̗̯͍̔ͤ̒͂ͧ̉ͩͯ́̓̏t̮̺̱͕̜͖̭̙̯͇̉͒ͥ͂ͥe̗̲̖̞̳̘͉̫͙ͦ͋̈́ͮ - yawning gap

@Victor Mgazi excellent stuff here, really! in my experience it is needless to seek, needless to accept, needless to hear, and needless to have an answer though all are perfectly acceptable, to question and observe (without judgement) offer the purest realization bless! n̠̪̻̺̩͑̒̍ͮ̉̾̒̅a̳̖̞͓̐ͦͨͣ̄̾̉͐̄͑ͫ̏̚m͍̻̯̺̻̞̰͙̗̻̩̹̮͙̟̤ͭͯͤͤ̄̆ͩ̃̀͗͗̄̿a͍͓͔̼̰̲̮̯̟͎̗̳͈̗̖ͥ̃ͯ́ͯ̏̿̈̆͛ͨͅṣ̩̘̥̲̜͍̩̫̃̿̿ͤ̋̍͑̈́̒̃̒͌͌͑̔ͩͯ̚ṱ̺͙͚͙̩͉̝̖̺̳̖̳̗̱͕́͊̇̉ͯ̓ͤ͐̇͋͆̎͋̊ͩͅḛ̙͚͖̝̺͇̯͐͂̅̈̋̆̃̆ - yawning gap

@Robert i certainly see the honor in such a perspective and observe the utmost respect for you, thank you! suppose the 'us' that "consciousness gives the experience of reality" to is nothing more than the experience of reality through consciousness, and that it is merely a creation of itself given that being is what exists; suppose that, regardless of the interpretation of the mind, being is still and always there... so one can identify as being either conscious or unconscious but that sliver of being is only relative to movement (thought or lack thereof) of the mind. within this frame, one can only "be" whatever it is that he/she/it identifies as/with. the experience of (holistic) being i refer to is of unlimited nature as it is constant and whose origin does not trace back to a categorization or description by thought all exists as and within this continual being - including mental constructs, but they do not define it - it may both exist and not exist, it may be different from consciousness and may be similar what one associates with the self occur within being but are an addition to what already is, and are not particularly indicative of its essence... infinite blessings n͍͎̲͎̼̑̿̒͋ͮͬ̒̍͗ͪ̒̀ͣͬ̌̊ͫ̽a̩̫͔̞̖̜̰̬̩̻̜̹͇̹̔ͩ̿̍ͬ͌̆m̝̯̪̗̣̹̞̠̠̙̦̙͎̩̠̘̼ͫ̏̃ͬ̔ͪ̂ͦ͑͐ͣͪͫ̓̓ä͎͉̙̠̜͕̼͔͇̻̘̹͖͖͎̝́̄ͭ͐ͤ͒ͤ̃͐ͅs̳̲̮̓ͯ̂ͅt͚͖̹̝̥͐͋ͣ̏͐ͣͭ̄ͤ͛̄ͧ̓͌̾͊̆̍̚e̺͙͖͕͉̞̻͍͉ͧͣ̌ͨͤ̾͛̄͑ͨ̄͂͊͌̍̈̔ͅ - yawning gap

@Victor Mgazi wonderful! n͇͔̜̝͉̼͖̪͕͖̼̱̠̮̮͚̻̬̱̈̌ͣ̓̄̔ͯ̎͗͛̀̍ͯͪͨa͖̹̖͓̍̓̾̑m̲̹͚̖̟͖͓̮̻̞ͩ͛̋͐ͤ͐̾̄͐̚ͅa̭̟͕͎̻̜͉̖̲̲̎̏̈ͤ̐ͦs͙̰̫̼͇̞̎͗̌̊̌t̯̪̩͎̳̻̞͇̟̥̹̤̦͖̝̱̮̖̣͌̓̑͆ͭͤ̽͛̃ͮĕ̥̰͇͕͇̣̯͚͇̼̹̹̖̓ͫ̎ͯ͒ͩ̅̊ - yawning gap

@Emanyalpsid you are the truth whether or not thoughts arise ǹ̝̞͈̻̭̳̰͈̟̰͈͊ͫͭa̼̞̗͔̲̜̜̗͌ͪ̊͑ͣ̽̇͑̈̇̚m̹̯̲͚̤͍̜̭̻̟̤̮ͤ͋̑̈̌ͫ̈ͣͪ̎̀̎a̠͈̖̗̗̙͕͙̭͗ͤͩ̅̑̊ͩ̿̾ͪs͕̳̫̘̺̖͆ͧ̋̂̾̾ͤ̅̈́͐̇ͥ̾̌̋̌ͯͨt̹̳̫̐ͥ́̈́́ͥ̑̏̋̅̇͒ͤ͋̅ͫ̂͐ͥé̮͙͇̺͈̮͕͎̫͚̲̥͓͇̹̖̫̮̯̐̀̒ - yawning gap ah bless you @ajasatya one step ahead!

@Robert maybe the brackets didn't work in favor of clarity there, read that as being is consciousness/awareness as to say without the action of becoming, one/all is just consciousness/awareness taken that being is the nature or essence of a person, would not being and consciousness be synonymous? it is rather needless to assign a value of 'how much' to that which is infinite n̤͉̗̉̄̑͐̓͗ͤ͑͆͋ͦͨͮ̚a͓̺̳̻̟̹͈͓̪͎̻̖̜͎̪ͥͨ͗̑m̮̣̫̥̝͙͚̞̼̭̞̤̳ͦ̌̃͛ͫ̿ͫͅà̺͉̠̼͙̪̪͕̜̝͇̩̟̤͆̾̋̃̽ͫ̏̽ͭ͋ͩ̿s̭̳̖̥̝̫̼͍̟̺͙͖̖͈ͬ͒̾͗̃͌͆́̓̅ͦ̇͊͗͐͒̚ͅt̗͈̗̬̔͒ͥͦ̔ͧ̏̍͌͋̾̉ͅe̩͎̭̣̬͍̙̲̬̞̟͍̯͕̖͇̯̳ͬ̓̌ͮ̉̃ͫ͂͗̑ - yawning gap

indeed though becoming sort of fizzles out and there's just being [consciousness] bless n̖̤͚̦͇̩̥͙͖̥̟̥̋͑ͬ͑ͦ̉̏̈́ͪ̐̃̚̚̚â̘͈̝̺̘͍͖̦̱̝̣̠͔͕̱̬̥̈̍ͫͨ̋̈́͑ͮ́m̻͕͚̝̙̉͒̍̉ͦ̿̐͂̎̋̃̊̾́̀̾ͭå͉̫̯͈̲̘̱̣͕̙̼͓̭̑͗ͭͩ̋ͨ͊̓ͦͧͅs̥̻͕̬ͦ̿̽̓ͮ̑ͮͥ̇͑ͨ̓͆̈͒ͨͪ̑t̙̙̤̩̘͎̩̣̥͉͗̓̓̐̓ͦ͌ͣe̩͈̜̩̓͆̋ͣ͗ͧ̋̾̄ͭ̿̒ͭ̒ - yawning gap

yes, love is at the root of it all - its all part of the processing, perspective will shift and these feelings will emanate the most unimaginable beauty often these feelings come up (especially during bioenergetic exercise) because tension that has been holding them in is released, and we allow attention to be brought to them [again] more fully the catharsis is such a wonderful liberation is it not? this all resonates very deeply, thank you for sharing and for being bless ṉ̝̹̻͙̭̭͖̩͖̟̫̜̀̾ͬ̒̌̏͊ͅȁ͉̥̳̯̣̯̱̲̭̯̠̜̤̺̤͓̲͙̌̐̅ͧ̄̀͊ͬͭ̑ͭ̿ͬm̭̤̦̫͇̻̳̟̠̻̜̲̲̱̰ͤͨ̽̐̇ͅa̻͙͕̦̩̫̤͉̼̳̰̳̬̩̣̲͎̤̣ͨ́͛ͮ͒͊ͣͣͮs̪̙̠͎̣̩̦̱̭̗ͫͬͫ̔͌ͧ̾́͊̾̽͋ͩ̅͊ͩt̙̝̖̦͓̤̝͈͎͉͕̤͍̩͎̟̥̭̉͌ͩ̐͂ͦͩ̔e̘͈̻̞̜̫̝͇͉̬͉̰̼̩̟̖͈ͨ͐̾́͌͑ - yawning gap <<here's some more sombre tunes>> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aVnLon8TvXk https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rmNiDoW15wQ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7zn6duEhK4U <<_>>

quite precisely n̼̱̖̝̄͛̑̅ͨ̋́̓̾͛̇ͅa̜͍͔̮͇̝̮̦̗̟̼̬ͭ͒́̿͆͗̀̌̈ͫ̇͗ͧͩ̓̇ͅm̮͎̘̫̜̻̭̲̞̣̼̦̫̜̃̑ͧ̋̓͗̉͂̅ͅȃ͚̞̫͇̙͖̘̟͍̗̩͎̜ͫ̏͌̓͌ͭ̄̈̽͊̇ͅͅs͍̦̫̰͈̣̺̘̲̹̝̟̖͆͑̀̾͐̀͋ͩͬ̎̊ͫ̽̾͑ͭ̐t̙͙͚͖̣̫͈͈̟̺̳̘̰͍̲̊̉̂̌̊̇͗͗̔̈ͭͯ̍͌̊̃͆̚ͅe̞̳͔̘̩̟̞̲ͫͩ̽͂ - yawning gap

@Barry J wonderful to hear n͕̮̞̪͍̬̪͔̖̗͓̯͓̝̝̞̼ͭ̽̍̂̋̚a͇̟̗͎̼͙͔̹̫̺̼̲ͩ͒͐̇̽m̘̞̞̱̭̟͚̄̂̔̿̈́ͪ͐͋̓ͯ̈́́a̪̣͕̤̗̠͖̺̗̪͕͙̙̜̻̬̝̦̅̊̇̌̋s̝̟͚̯̩̪̱͎͖͎̜̩͎̜̭̳ͨ͗̅ͫ̓̿̒ͮ̋ͩ̈́̀̂͂̀̀t̼̜̻̠̫̦̞̫̮͉͍͈̺͔̘̩͔ͥ͑́̽͆ͦ͑̋͌̈̎ͣ͋̓͗̓̉̍ͅe̩̼̥̝̳̬̩̩̮̦ͭͥͨͩ̐ - yawning gap

@who chit excellently broken down! n͈̫̭̤̹͙͈̳͚̪̣͉̘͙̜̮̥̦͂ͮ̀̿ͭ̿͂̐͛͌ͮͤͧ̏͋ͤ̒̋̚ͅa͖̮̱̯̣̗̤̣̥ͫ̔̓ͤ̎̏̈́͑͒̇ͭ̂̏ͧ́̚m̼͚̭̝̤̗͔͓͔̬͖̾́̎ͤ̔͗ͪͦͣ͆̾̓̈́̾̒ͮͅä̖̼̺͕̪̺̘̝͈̉͋ͭ̊̅̈́ͬͅś̱͍̣̠͛̄̽͒̿ͯ̏̓̓͗̚t͚͔̣͎̙̮̙͊͛̈ͨ̒̍̌͌͑̎̾́̚ͅe͔̺͙̝̲̐̂̆ͣͩͣ̎ - yawning gap

@Nahm oops i misspelled "corral" meaning: to gather together and confine (a group of people or things) (10/10) n̲̠̘͖͗̏ͥ̈̇̈́̎͌ͥ̓̎a̪̳̗̙͓̝̠ͩ͑̐̑ͣ͒̈͂ͫ͛̄́ͬ̉̾̍͑ͥ͛m̰̗̯̘̟̙̰̄͗̎̎ͧ̇̓͆̓ͣ̃̊a̜̰͓̦͈̤̺̞̬̮͍͙̜̼ͨ̇̃͑ͥ͒̒s̳̹̖͕̫̬̝̙̮̭̺̬͇̞̞̣̘͆ͯ̆̇̏ͮ̅̈͑ͮͮ̏͋ͩͪ̚̚t̩͉̼͈̯͐ͯ̈́̈́ͨe̟͓̘̭̮̖̯̯͉̝̭̟̱̟ͥ͋͋̋ - yawning gap

coral, but placing oneself at a stage on a model is a bit backwards at that point don't you think? i suppose you could always be a chameleon? n̼̰̱̮̪̟̰̫̦͕͐ͫ̏͌̈͒͊ͨͤ̊̌͗ͭ̍a̹̮̬̳͙̯͔͕̯ͣͫͦ͐ͦͬ̂͂ͬm̟͓͎̠̗͙̹̔̂̐͆ͧ͗͊̽̓̈͑̓ͅa̟̯̗̘̹̫̦̮̜͍̙̥̫̱̔̒͛̈́͒̾̊ͫ̿͆̏̊ͧͪ̾ͭͅs͕̫̙̼͈̺̫̰̙͖̹̙̘̙̙͈̠̮͗ͧͮ̓ͫͧ̑ͪ͒̄͋̒ͪ̉̃̐́ͅt̙̬͉͎̓̂ͧͦ̿̽́ͪ͌ͪͪ̏e̜̼͚͖͂̄̓͂̓͌ - yawning gap

@tsuki rather than permanent, one could say ever-present or better yet ever-essence ego has many faces for sure, all of which may be traced back to identification/categorization/reaction - even the movement of tracing/connecting thought itself [it-is-self] can only be action of the ego bless! n͎̞̥̣͈̪̤͚̰̤̊̔ͩ̾̏ͥͦ͆̈́͐̈ͩ̍ͪ̓̂a̜̞̤͍̹̮͈̪͍͕͎͔ͤ̿̆̓̒̇͋͋ͮͨͅm̞̤̤̻̗̣̠͉̥͈̳̯͙̞̤̰͙̭̃ͪͩ͒͐͆̍͐̇̓ͩ̀a͉̙̞̻̬̹͑̈́ͦ̓̋ͮ̒͗͑ͧ͐͆̍̀̂̋̚s̼̲̱̺̲̦̼͕̯̟̰̲̳͍̩̞̬̔̆͐́ͩ̏̊ͤ͐ͦͣ̓̔ͬͩͦͥ͂̉t̠̤̺͖̦͚̫ͫͨ̇̇͆ͤ̌ͯ͊ͧ̌ͬ̿ͅe̬͎̘̰̝̺̥̫̗͔̥̖̦̺̻̖̝̿́̈́ͯ̂ͦ̔̈̿̎̿̅ͭͤͦ̄ - yawning gap

@tsuki if i may interject here, change is continual, it is the "unfolding" - there is no need there is no stagnation implied in it being perfect, any holding on or resistance to what is - is reaction/representative of the ego n̥̘̠͈ͬͪ̐̎ͯͬ̆̐̅͊́ͤ͋ͬͨ͗̓̔ͤa̯̦̙̞̰̝͍͙̽̔̉ͮ͊̿̈̓ͅm̰̪̗̱͖̣͇̘̝͊̀͒̌a͚̺̺̱͖͙͚͓̘̭̰̦ͫ̽̈̇ͨ͛̓͗ͮ̇ͩ̚s̥̱͉̣͍͕̰ͨ̎ͧ̇̉̍t͉͙͎͖̉̈́̋͂̂ͪͥ̋̒̏͋̓̏ͫ̽͛ͥ͆̒ė̪̙̬̦͉̳̲̫͕̯̲̈͆͆̎ - yawning gap

@Barry J since its just a description, why not offer a new more fitting one? if it doesn't matter, what reason is there to identify with notions of laziness/egotistical description? are you not content with being content? is it (said description) expressed in your actions? consider the habits you have and how they may or may not reflect the perception of "lazy & egotistical" if they do, introduce ways of being that support productivity and ecology/compassion/sensitivity/understanding/gratitude/love/selflessness or whatever floats your boat n͚̪̩̼̝̝͍̯̜̰͎̜̤͆̎̊͐̍̈̉ͮ̆̏̌ͧ͐͐a̯̫̝̙̯͓ͦͭ͐̎͌͒̓m͕͕͓̜̗̖͍͈͂̄ͯ̔̍͆a͉͙̮̮̖̙͎̥̖̋̾̈́̇̇̆̽̔̒̌͒̉̊̓ͭ̚s̟̠͇͕̭̟͉͒ͫ̿̊ͥ̽̊ͫ̂ͫ͛̽ͦ̋t̬͕̜̺̦̤̼͎̘͈̲̤̣̬̪͔̐̐ͦ̑̇è̳̘̥̦̱̩̥̫̪͙̪͎̘͈ͯ̄ͯͣͨͦ͊ͥ͋ - yawning gap

breathe deeply in my experience this is the single greatest factor in reducing anxiety/panic and promoting calmness and relaxation - not only leading up to ingestion / during digestion of teachers, but anytime "the anxiety will turn to laughter, its all perspective" (paraphrasing Watts) bless! n͙̹̥̼̻̺̭̼̂͒͒͐ͪ̔̀ͩ͐͂̑ͣ̃̅̽ạ̞͎ͧͩ̔̇͗ͬ͋͊͐ͧ̈̿ͮ̐͆̅͊̊m̪̘̬̜͎̣̯̼ͨ̍ͮͤ̃̈̇̽̚a͉͎̟͓͓̝̝̰̬̤̦̞̞̟̠̭͍͒ͫ̏͛͊s̘̘͉̻̬̦͙͉̭̩̘̼̩̰ͮ͛̎ͣ̈͗̽̆́ṱ͚̺̲̮̘͓̠̤ͯ̋͋̃̆̚e̜̖̠̩͉̝͔̱̰̻͕͔̭͙͈͉̦̾ͦͩͥ͗̾ - yawning gap

"i just cannot" forgive me but i've thrown my eyes into the abyss sight does not come from seeing bless n̳͖̘͍̼̹̠̼͓̜̤̖̠̭̰͇̘ͪͣ͗ͣ͒͋ͣ̄ͩ̔̈̆â͔̗̗̤͋̀ͥ̂̓̿ͬ̅̍̾͑͆m̳̹̘̰̞͚̪̣̩̯̳̤͇̠̙͂ͫ̉̽͗̋a͔̖̲͍ͩ̈́͂ͪ̀ͮ̉̈́̅ͅs͈̰̞̗̹̩̹̓ͦ̃ͯ͊̌̀͒ͩ̿̔ͮ̏ͭ́̌t̩̤̼̪̻̼̲̞̯̩̪̰̪̻̭̥ͩͥ̌̒ͭ̓͆̈͒ͅe̮͉͔̠̲͈̲͓͚͕̰̳̐̽ͫ͑ͧͣ̊̒̈͑̑ͅ - yawning gap

really no sense in asking dawg, you're already enlightened ~ just a matter of stripping away layers of illusory attachments/identifications/conceptions bless n͕̣̝͙̻̯̙̜͈͕̖̯͍̹͓̘̠̄͆̃̌ͮͬ̇ͅa̙̪̮̭̱͓̣͍͙̫͍̍̅̔͂̉ͩ̋ͨ̑̋ͨ̏́ͣ͛m̠̘̗̙̭̠ͩͪ̍ͤ͒͒a̠̠̲͔̹̺͉͚̘̮͖̪̬̒̎͒̔́̈́ͥ̃͐͋ͧͭͥ̌̎̀̾̉̚ṣ̗͖͇̺̣͎ͧ̿̇͒̌t͇͈̘̲̰̫̩̘̗̲̣̩̲̯͇̍̓͒̔ͦ̊̂̔͒ͦ̽̚e̗̥̮̖͕̘ͣͫ̑͐͂ͩ́ͮ̆̌͛͐̽ͬ͛̿ͣͅ - yawning gap

just "___" nothing is necessary... n̹̣̯͎̲͓̱̯͈͕̹̭̻̱̗͛͂̽̃ͫ̅à̮̱̺͎͓̣̠̦̙̏̓̋ͪͯͪ͌͆͌͑̏͗̑̿̀ͥͩͅm̠̠̝̗͉̘̦͍̙͇̩̺̰̺̠̤͈̜͌̈́ͬͫͤ͌ͅa̗̰͓̗̠̙̦̗̜̻̲͖̱͓̔̇̐͛̎͊͂̓̓͌ͥ̉ͅs̲̙̣͍̞͇̳̬̺̖̫͔̠̣̖ͯ́̂ͩ̽ͣͬ̄̋̆ͦ͋ṱ̲̬͎̟̘̱͚̮͈̝̻̼͍̪̤̲̫̫ͤ̏̔̄͛ͩ̓e̝̠͉̘̟͚̊͌ͥ - yawning gap

also, what @Nahm said bless ǹ̼̠͖̦̬̺̣̟͎͙̲̲̖ͬ̒͋́̊͐ͨa̗̻̝̼͉̹͐̅ͨṁ̟̞̰̠̹̯̙ͩ͗̽̓̆̇ͮ́̒̔ḁ̣̜̣͍̭̞̣͍̹̬͙̩͇̓̽̔̓̾̒ͨ̑͗ͪ̓ͤ͌̆ͤ̉s̖̫͔̣͌̄̓̌̓̈́̂͂ͭ̋͌͒̇ͤt͙͇̖̯̺͓̻̻͚̘͙̙̲̻̲̣̭̩ͤͨ́͊ͨͮͥ́͆̑̊͊͌e̱̯̙͈̮͙͙̙ͮ̏͌̈͛ͭ͌͋͊̏ͪͬ̾̏̉̈́̒̚ͅ - yawning gap

the soul is pure to begin with recognize what is not pure or what brings about distortion & corruption practice this recognition by being mindful through silent observation to create compassion be compassionate ~ regularly observe gratitude and write down what you are thankful for as often as you can come to know that all is in its place, being is perfect the way it is, we only stand in the way ṇ̩̗̺͙̝̝͇̩͓͖̯̩̟̤̀̇̇̎͌ͩ̏ͪͅa͔̭͓̻̓̄ͨ̽̈̌̎m͈͓̞̮̫̟̱̦̹̭̿̐ͬͭ͋ͩ̾̔͗͊ͦͪ̔͌ͧ̈ͣ͋a̳̮̥̹̻͍̺̱̳͂̋̔̏̒̿̾̌͐ṣ͖̠̫̜͕̳̳̺̦̳̦̤̪̬̹̺̎̈́̊ͤ̉ͧ̇ͩ̎̆̆̅ͦ̽ͣt͕̬͈͍̍͑ͤ̍̌ͧ̈́͋͋̆ͨͯ̽͒ͧe̟̤̫̺͓̹̬͚̗̪̺͈͚͖̿ͣ̌̈́̉͊ͪ̒̆̆̽̅̂ - yawning gap