Tony 845

@Wisebaxter I've never taken any phycodelics, the minute that shit starting shooting out of my head is the minute I stoped questioning is enlightenment is real. + I figured they have been thousands of people who have become enlightened without them.

@Artaemis this is the best forum on enlightenment, others are very protective over there gurus..

@Hellspeed can you break down both enlightenments for me? I'm confused on this one?

@Wisebaxter after the kundalini awakening some things that feel different. -much less anxiety -sometimes I can't sleep, tingling sensations all over my body( for like 2 months this happend) it was energy but not anxiety, (very weird) -pulsating (3rd eye really opened up) -spinning sensation during any kind of medition -not wanting to eat meat anymore -not wanting to hurt anything not even a tiny insect anymore -really starting to understand there is no "I" in a deeper sense -much calmer - Weird dreams (it unearths old memories) /Nightmares -I'm noticing how much everyone uses the word "i" & they don't even know where this "I" is, it's kinda mind blwoing how many people run on ego -much easier to stay present but still not "enlightened" conscious. -i probably wouldn't have prepared any different but I would have been nice going into it, cause it would have been less shocking. -normal inquiry questions that I ask my self like who am I? Who's aware that I'm aware? Where is this "I" within me? Shit like this, but my awakening came after surrendering the pain of the strong determination sit after over 2 hours of not moving, so really the sds sit brought forth my kundalini awakening, I probably have done about 40 of them. -any time you have questions shoot me a message, but I don't know everything? Cause I'm not full blown enlightened. -I knew so little about kundalini awakenings I actually thought I was enlightened while the energy was pouring out of my head ? So I just got up then the ego came back??‍♂️ ???

@Salvijus ???

@eputkonen ?

@Wisebaxter I try to break shit down in laymens terms, all these people go off on tangents & don't make any Fucking sense, I've had to piece all this shit together myself with guys like, Leo, adyashanti, shinzen young, robert Paulson, Echart, sadguru, Buddha & other mystic & sages, I really wish they would have spoken more about kundalini prior to enlightenment more, they all seem to leave that part the out?‍♂️ The energy is crazy & something that I've never experienced before, just remember to surrender to it & you should be fine, don't think yourself into a hole about it, it's smarter than you're ego. Kundalini awakening is a great step, congratulate me when the full Blown Enlightenment happens, good luck my friend, IMO Leo/adyashanti are the best speakers on all this shit, keep watcrhing their stuff. ?? having such an extreme case of OCD actually made the Kindalini thing easier cause it's harder to shock me with shit now, that's where people suffer more in all cases, they fight the thoughts or feelings & it amplifies everything ten fold. During my 1st kundalini awakening (when the light shot out of head) I was in pain cause I was 2 hours into a sds sit & then I decided to surrender to the pain & Boom! Kundalini awoke!

@Joseph Maynor I don't kill insects, animals or trees either? Only grass when "I" cut it ...

@Hellspeed thanks?

@Joseph Maynor beautifully said.

@Wisebaxter I'm going through kundalini awakening at the moment, from I've gathered so far if you let the energy flow once it does happen you will be fine, the people that get very scared of the energy wind up getting fucked up, I didn't know anything about kundalini awakenings, all I knew about was enlightenment. Then while doing an sds sit/ self inquiry session my fucking crown shakra opened up & energy staring pouring out of my damn head, it was blissful/ scary. Now I'm dealing with my third eye pulsating & spinning sensations while I meditate, but when this shit happens I just try to relax, the energy knows what it is doing, it's basically a cleanse or purging on energy & neurosis. Good luck my friend, anything worth while is worth the risk to me, "I" have an extreme case of anxiety/ mental OCD that "l" would like to exterminate & from what "I" can find this shit is the only solution, again good luck.

@Javfly33 nice way of putting it.

@Joseph Maynor @eputkonen if there is no ego, then who's having fun? I guess that's kinda my question. Also guys on you're Enlightenment if you don't mind me asking did it happen gradually through Kundalini or fast like Echart?

@Joseph Maynor again just making conversation?‍♂️ If you're free from the egoic mind why would you be on here?

@Hellspeed I don't think you answersd any of my questions on that one? But thank you ?

First then full Enlightenment? The only ones that I've read that jumped right to Enlightenment are Echart, saduru & some French women? That speaks only French. Also why do we need kundalini prior to Enlightenment & some people go right to the whole shabang? & why isnt this talked about all that much???? @Leo Gura

@Hellspeed thoughts?

@Hellspeed that was a great response, so I'm on the right track? How long was you're kundalini phase & whats you're best advice? ? Just let it happen & don't fight it right?

@Hellspeed my self I never even new about kundalini prior to enlightenment, trust me I didn't choose this shit, I just wanted full blown real deal enlightenment, but here we are?‍♂️?

I think I keep having more & more kundalini awakenings, pure energys release, but no instights, third eye going crazy it's completely nuts, the spinning goes go on for 15 mintutes & more if I let it, this is absolutely nuts? Come on who's got info? I really woke something crazy up here ?

@SBB4746 @SBB4746i didn't realize going into this practice there was a kundalini awakening prior to enlightenment, thought it was just boom you are enlightened, boy was "I" fucking wrong, this shit is nuts..??

@SBB4746 ?

@Arthur nice reply, "I" can see that"

@TripleNipple I had a kundalini awakening 4 months ago, last night I was just doing a regular concentrate on you're breath mantra mediation, but like Mooji said, "the syrum is in" ny kundalini is already awakened, it's absolutely nuts/ kinda cool.

@Elysian yeah, I was looking for enlightenment, not necessarily this, but hey I don't have a choice now ?