Tony 845
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Tony 845 replied to Tony 845's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Charlotte Echart, adyashanti, Sadguru, shinzen young, robert Paulson, Buddha, baba ram das, there all cool, but Leo literally saved my life? & for that I am always grateful. -
Tony 845 replied to bejapuskas's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@bejapuskas look I'm not enlightened so I can't tell you everything about dreams, but don't let them play tricks on you either, the past is a story & the future is a story, the only that is real is this very moment, everything else is a hallucination. -
Tony 845 replied to Elysian's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Elysian holy shit this sounds exactly like what I just went through! My eyes fluttering was the most shocking of all, also I was trembling like crazy in my chest area, I had never felt any energy like that in my life it happens like a week ago! My 3rd eye also pulsates like crazy, Some times it's soo intense it gets annoying, apparently leo has some good books on kundalini symptoms on his page & i also unnoticed when I don't eat meat the kundalini is even stronger!!!! -
Tony 845 replied to Hellspeed's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@PsiloPutty the marathon monks monks of mt. Heya go without any sleep for 9 days straight i believe I believe even if they achieve enlightenment they still do then I sleep for 7-9 days at the end of an 11 year hardcore quest for Enlightenment. -
Tony 845 replied to Good-boy's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Good-boy there is one guy, apparently he is a painter & not like an artist like a house painter. -
Tony 845 replied to emind's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Leo Gura where are these color stages located? I'd love see where I'm at. -
Tony 845 replied to bejapuskas's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Never had nightmares in my life till about a year ago and I got an extreme case OCD anxiety, crazy thoughts & shit, so I decided to start mediating, about once every 2 weeks I have some seriously whacked out dreams, mediation is purging shit on a micro level, kinda like how therapy purges shit on a macro level, there will be back lash (ego is holding on to for dear life) but over time mine has diminished, you'll be fine. Also a dream has no content & dreams aren't who you are. All we are is the awareness of dreams/ thoughts. Namaste ? -
Also when Enlightent happens people say it's ego death, then how do you still function is there's no inner monalog???
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Is it always a big sonic boom? Or a slower more gradual process? Adyashanti made his sound like he had big insights then slowly after his ego seized to exhist, shinzen young said his began with an sds sit then self inquiry nailed his home! Echart got his by dumb luck doing self inquiry! he didn't even know he was Doing it, he wasn't even spiritual..anyone have any other stories on other gurus/ mystics??? just want some more info on the matter?
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Tony 845 replied to Tony 845's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Jack River well jack they say we are already are enlightened, or there is no "I" to be enlightened, but what the hell do "I" know, I'm not Enlightened! ? -
Tony 845 replied to Tony 845's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Hellspeed explain the pain a little better ? -
Tony 845 replied to Wisebaxter's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Wisebaxter also throw science & philosophy out the window on all this shit, science can't seem to prove it & if you are philosophizing you lost it & you aren't in the right track, I swear on my kids all this shit happens to me on a daily basis. A year or so ago I would have said all this shit is bull shit. Huh boy was "I" wrong. -
Tony 845 replied to Tony 845's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Wonder if Adyashanti, Echart, Robert Paulston, shinzen young eat meat? I've heard mooji does?♂️ Ya know for all these people on here who claim to be enlightened I sure see a lot of ego ?? -
Tony 845 replied to kieranperez's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@kieranperez even Leo responding to us on this forum is huge! -
On this forum? Not trying to be a Dick, just a general question?
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Tony 845 replied to Tony 845's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@cetus56 that was the best answer.? -
Tony 845 replied to Tony 845's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Salvijus let's not dumb this down my friend, cause if someone that didn't know anything about this felt with any of this they would be freaking out... -
awakening symptoms before? & could you please make a very thorough video on the subject, cause I feel like everyone that I talk to has different opinions & views on the subject?
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Tony 845 replied to Tony 845's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@cetus56 im not enlightened, that's what brought me here, as for the ones who are enlightened it just seems like they spend a lot of time on the forum, again just asking a question? ? -
Tony 845 replied to Wisebaxter's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Wisebaxter Thanks, can't wait till I am liberated/enlightened? -
Tony 845 replied to Tony 845's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Hellspeed this video didn't explain anything, it's like how Jesus they say was enlightened & he did a terrible job of explaining that as well. ? -
A purging of energy prior to enlightenment that last 3 months to like 7 years? That's what I'm getting from anything online, or the minors before the majors or a cleansing period of energy, chakras & neurosis. This whole thing seems kinda vague, who's got some good juice on this stuff, the books aren't doing me any justice.
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Tony 845 replied to Wisebaxter's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Salvijus kundalini can open up slowly as well, you don't want the whole shabang all at once it (probably better off with baby steps) -
Tony 845 replied to Wisebaxter's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Wisebaxter mediation causes weird dreams & nightmares as well, you're purging shit on a micro level, the ego is holiding on for dear life. -
Tony 845 replied to Wisebaxter's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Salvijus I'm 100% sure what I'm going through is kundalini awakening. The mintute you have energy shooting out of you damn head you won't question it either. I have also shaken uncontrollably during mediation, eyes have twitched & I also spin counter clockwise as well, I've looked into it heavily it's Kindalini.