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@Genghis Khan Ain't no going back to sleep after that, congrats buddy.

Substances such as LSD or shrooms or whatever? Like how many confirmed cases? Asking for a friend... ???? im not talking just raising awareness, like full blown real deal Enlightenment??? Also what are the cons to 5 MEO? If there's more than 10 confirmed cases, Ill seriously consider doing it to speed this shit up.??

@Jack River now "I" turn the question & inquire who is the "I" that is suffering or the "I" that has the anxiety? Turn the flashlight on itself!

@Wisebaxter i just want the suffering to end, (it's getting old) lol, in my case it's like 2 steps forward, one step back. Self inquiry/ sds & mediation will get me there over time, what will running water to do to a rock eventually?

Or is it a case by case thing? Like I heard shinzen young after enlightenment still had procrastination issues. In my case I deal with a crazy case of OCD or pure O where I have crazy thoughts that freak me out, since my kundalini has awakened they don't freak me out as bad, after all who's the "I" thats having the thoughts, I'm the observer of them (thanks Leo) but it's taken a year & 1/2 to get to this point, I'm hoping Enlightenment one day will eliminate this issue for me...I guess I'll find out one day..

@Joseph Maynor the worst part of the spiritual world, is that we don't have a concrete term for the work awakening as a whole, the word is thrown around to much, all "I" care about is full blown enlightenment. People either group them together or say they are 2 different things, to me there is only enlightenment that matters.

I've heard @Hellspeed talk about this a few times, again not regular.Enlightenment but (Egoic Enlightent) ???

I believe I've heard of this before, seems kinda scary like hey your at peace for like 5 years then BAM! You start identifying with you're ego again? (Like hey I'm back! ) Thought I've read somewhere this has happend before but I could be wrong, anyone ever heard of such a thing happening before???

@ZZZZ ?

@ZZZZ that's why I'm asking, I don't know enough about it + I have kids, wife & businesses to run, just doing some re-search is all.

@ZZZZ my Kundalini has already awoken my friend, only a matter of time for me now ?

@ZZZZ @winterknight beautifully said, leo said look at self inquiry something like a rock which is the (ego) & running water that is the (inquiry) what happens to a rock after months & years of running water going over it? It decinigrates.? Good luck.

@purerogue I think about that sometimes, like everyone's else ego can slow down our development

@zenjen I was driving today & I was deep in neurotic thought, there was a river next us, I live in upstate NY its beautiful, he's 4 years old & he said Daddy look a pretty river, he's more enlightened then "I" am lol?

@Nahm i mediate / self inquiry/ sds sit from/re search 1-3 hours a day. My kundalini is awakened, I've only been in this path a year & a 1/2. But I've put in probably 6 years worth of mediation in lol in that year & a 1/2, trying to get liberated over here!

@cetus56 it is cool how it all worked out for me, "I" know I'll be enlightened within the next decade, I do self inquiry basically all day long & Sds sits whenever I can, longest I've sat is 2 hours & 10 minutes..

@cetus56 other problem is the person must be VERY opened minded, most people that you talk to about enlightenment you can give them the whole speal it wouldn't matter, to ignorant of the deepest truth of all mankind, there is no "I" & unless you speak very well almost like Leo perhaps you aren't going to strike a cord with this person, but hey if you care for them give it a shot...can't hurt

@cetus56 nicely said

@FoxFoxFox ?

@cetus56 lol

@cetus56 I thought I was about to loose everything when my anxiety went into over drive, my wife, the kids, my businesses, house Ect etc, the meds weren't working, I looked up mediation or how to mediate & Leo popped up, if I need never saw that video Im convinced I would be locked in a padded room today.

@cetus56 life changing, he's what led me to Leo & every other teacher/ Guru

@cetus56 of course, just wanted ti know if it's a case by case thing.

@FoxFoxFox thank god?

@Jack River "I" lol will be free one day, I know a lot of you guys laugh at kundalini shit, but mine is on fire, the best part about Kindalini is, I now no enlightenment is REAL!